COMING SOON IN JANUARY 2015

To anyone out there,

You have to know I wasn't in love with Finn. I just loved the way he looked when he stared at me, and the way he smelled after walking out in the rain for too long.

I loved the way his eyes were always tired, but unlike mine they actually meant something.

I loved the way he would laugh at stupid things and the way he peered out at me from the other side of the table as if I were saying something really important, even though I never really was.

But you have to understand I was never in love with Finn. I was just in love with certain things about him.

But either way it doesn't matter if I loved him (not that I did) because he's sleeping now.

He's been sleeping for a while you see. And for some reason he is refusing to wake up.

I think I liked it better when I was sleeping too.

But he's left me here.

He's left me here with all the broken stars.

And while he sleeps at eight, I remain awake at zero o'clock. 

~ Edith