Is it just me? But one of my biggest fears is being replaced or someone just taking my place in someone's heart. Most of the time I act like I don't give a fuck like I'm always saying how if a person wants to walk out of my life then that's great, good for you while you leave. I'll hold the door wide open for you but damn, the second that door closes, I'm gonna break down and then it's stupid because when the person leaves, they still remain number #1 in my heart when they obviously are completely done. I know a lot of people say, their is always gonna be someone better than you but I can't accept that because I always feel like I'm the worst so what I tend to do is act like I'm the best. Everyone falls for my act, some times even I fool myself. This person that I love with all my heart was mine, only mine. At least that's what I thought. Then one day this girl, beyond perfect, flawless came and took this person away before I blinked and I remember that day, my entire world came crashing down....