We arrived to the pack house and the doctors come right away. They check her sides and her arm then I remember something. "Oh fuck!" I cover my face with my hands feeling ashamed. How could I forget that the mate bond was strong and she could feel everything I did.

I look at her purplish arm that was bruised from me stepping on it. The doctors wrapped her arm and her eyes started to open. Right when she seen me she busted out crying. I could do nothing but feel bad . How many times have we been in this situation we're I'm the bad guy? To many fucking times for me to count.

She stands up and we start walking towards the room . She has a blank face and walks into the room and lays on the bed . She doesn't cry or anything just blank face. I sigh and sit right next to her making her scoot over .

"Valerie." She still just has a straight face as I call her name . She gets up and walks to the bathroom closes it and locking it.

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Valerie's POV

I honestly don't want to live anymore. I mean... who would want to after all that I went through. I start the shower and take my clothes off slowly

I sit in the shower for about a hour feeling numb. I get out, dry myself, and then change. I pull my hair into a messy bun and I walk out .

Alexander just sits on the bed and I pass by him. I slip into the covers and stare at the blank wall. "Alexander." He looks at me and I sit up.

"You can reject me." He furrows his eyebrows and shakes his head. "No, I am not going to do that to you ." I shrug my shoulders and go back to staring at the wall.

"You wanna know something funny ?" He looks at me again and nods his head.

"I want to kill myself. Or .... you can do it ."  I put on a sick smile . I think I was finally losing my mind. He growls and gets up . He picks me up placing me on his lap.

"Nobody is going to be killing anybody." I shrug my shoulders again and look down at my fingers were I noticed something. "Um u might want to check something ."

He looks down and his face turns red from embarrassment. He had a big bulge in his pants . I rolled my eyes as he got up and ran into the bathroom . He came out five minutes later . He walks towards me picking me up. His lips goes into mine and I gasps

What the hell! I freeze and he stops and smiles. "I've been wanting to do that for a long time." I just nod my head and he sighs.

"Please smile for me." I frown and shake my head. "You didn't stop hurting me when I asked please." He groans and walks out the room.

I go to follow him and he goes into some room. I peak through the crack and it's a blonde girl. I get bad and grab something nearest to me. I grab a knife since the room was right by the kitchen I open the door and I run plunging the knife into the blonde.

"Oh shit!" Alexander growls and my eyes widen. He takes the knife out of the girl and once he comes up to me I start to full sprint around the pack house . He's so close to me and I sprint faster.

I found this amusing for some reason. It's like I was in a scary movie.  I slow down and turn around. I burst out laughing and he stops.

"What the fuck is wrong with you !" I shrug my shoulders . I was definitely losing my mind. I grabbed the knife from him and placed it on the ground.

"Can we just have dinner and talk things over ?" I nod my head and he smiles. We walk down to the kitchen and the maid of the pack was already cooking us a meal.

We sit down and he sighs. "When can I mark you ?"
Woah buddy slow it down there. I blink a couple times and look at him.

"Can you say that again?"

"when can I mark you ? So you can officially be mine?"

I start to laugh so hard and I shake my head. "Now you want me to be yours?" He scratches the back of his head and I hum.

"I'll think about it." The rest of the night we enjoyed our yummy dinner we had.

Hello guys ! Here's a new update for all you wonderful people ! I'm going to start doing questions of the day with each chapter! Also please go check out my other books when this one isn't being updated!

Question of the day : How many of you guys have watched 13 reasons why ?

(I have watched it before. It's really good !"