Keiths POV

Time skip 2:00am

I woke back up. I got up and left the room. I walked to the kitchen and grabbed a snack. "Why are you awake?" Adam said quietly as he walked into the kitchen. I looked at him. "I have things on my mind." I sat up on the counter. Adam walked up to me. "Do you want to talk about it?" He asked. "Well I cant get the past out of my head. It hurts more then it hurt then. " I felt kindof uncomfortable talking about this to adam since we weren't close but I can tell he was trying to change that. "Maybe talking about it will help." "Well the night with Rolo. I feel guilty. I could've just stopped drinking. I didn't need to go to his hotel room. He's started texting me again. He's been sending videos. He now goes to my school." I looked down at my wrists. "I've never wanted to give up so badly." It was true. I don't think I'd be here without lance. I saw out of the corner of my eye Adam turn toward me. "Keith, Lance, Shiro, Pidge, Hunk and even Alluras here for you." "I know but sometimes-. It doesn't feel like that to me. It seems like Shiro is always tense and stressed about the Garrison. I never get to speak to hunk. I'm barely close with you or Pidge. I don't like allura. Lance has been the only person that's here for me it feels like." "Have you told Your old therapist coran about any of this?" (A/N HAHA YOU THOUGHT I FORGOT ABOUT CORAN SUCKAS JDDKKSKKS) "No, I haven't told him about anything that's happened since I've stopped seeing him." "You know it's bad to be holding emotions like this in." I did know. I didn't ever want to talk about it but eventually someone had to figure out how I feel. I started to tear up. "I try to not feel this way to make you all happy. So I wouldn't weigh any of you down. It works sometimes but later in the day it feels like I just got into a fight I loose every god damn time." I cried. I got off the counter and he hugged me. I've never hugged Adam before. It was nice. Shiro came to the kitchen and adam handed me off to him. Shiro let go of the hug and he wiped my tear away. "Are you okay?" He asked me. "I just had to get some things off of my mind." I replied and I started to walk away. I got back into my room and lance was sitting up on the bed. "Lance why are you awake?" I asked. "Are you okay? You only wake up in the middle of the night when there's something bothering you." "I'm fine I was just hungry." "Okay," He replied back. He still seemed tense as he laid back down and I laid next to him. He held me close. I was thankful for him being here with me.