Why can't you see
how much I love thee
that a single person can erase
every single last trace
of a friendship we had
cherished so much
broken over a lad.

I miss you so much
yet you'd rather push me away
without considering the fact
my feelings were disarrayed.

No words can explain
how much I'm in pain
conflicted as another cycle repeats
an endless pool of 'evil' deeds
that drive people away,
leaving me in dismay.
I can't say I hate you
that people treat me this way
but I guess I finally realize
the jealousy in their eyes.

Was I a fool
to get so close to you?
I just wanted to be trusted,
and not taken for granted.
But everyone else around
disappeared with a frown
leaving me clueless,
a queen without her crown,
powerless, shattered,
and always looking down.

It hurts, it sucks,
not knowing that to do.
How else can I
resolve this feud?