"I know you feel it"

Jaylen POV

  I was awaken by a buzzing sound. I opened my eyes to see that I was wrapped in Bobby's arms. My head was on his chest as it slowly rose and fell with each breath. I noticed a blanket on me, don't remember that being here. My back felt crusty as hell. I slowly rubbed my hand on his chest as it felt the same. So last night really happened then.  I looked up to see him sleeping peacefully. I cuddled closer to him as tightened his grip around me. I was out like a light after that. 

  I was later awakened by someone gently tapping me. "Baby come on. Let's go shower." I heard him say as I groaned. "A few more minutes. Please." I mumbled. "I was gonna give you a massage afterwards." he said as my eyes shot open. Those massages be heaven and lord knows I can DEFINITELY use one right now. I looked up to see him smiling at me with his hand out. "Come on." he motioned. Wiping my eyes, I went to sit up. HUGE mistake, as a tsunami of pain washed over me. "Ouch, ouch, ouch. Shit!" I groaned as he looked at me with concern. "On second thought, lemme run you a bath and I'll take a separate shower he said as I nodded and laid back down. "Darren did warn me about the side effects of this shit." I mumbled.    

  "Babe it's ready." Bobby said as I nodded. Shit felt like I was being split in two. I looked at him with tears in my eyes. "Come here." he said scooping me up. "I'm sorry." he said as he kissed me. I just buried my face in his arm, partly because I was embarrassed and sad. I even forgot that we both naked still so I probably look like a big ass baby. Ugh, this is too much. "You want me to place you in the tub or do you got it from here?" he asked snapping me out of my thoughts. I didn't even notice that we was in the bathroom. "I got it." I weakly smiled as he gently let me down. I hissed as I slowly slid in the tub. I turned around to see his little naked butt walking to the shower. It's so cute and plump. I wonder if he'll let me grab it. 

  Turning my attention back to the tub, I laid still as I let my body relax. This felt so damn good! Once the water was cool, I drained it and joined my baby in the shower. I wasn't actually washing up in that.  When he opened his eyes and saw me, he jumped. "Hey." I smiled. "Don't be doing that." he said laughing as he walked up to me and kissed me. While the pain had dulled, it was still there so wasn't shit happening but this. He grabbed as second rag and lathered it up as he began to wash me up. "Easy." I said as he got to my lower back. He didn't say anything but nodded his head. He gently massaged both cheeks before rinsing the rag and gliding it down the middle. I slightly hissed as the stinging sensation came back. "I'm sorry. I should-" I kissed him to let him know that it was OK.

 I looked down and noticed that he was hard. Lord I don't think I can take another round right now. "Ignore him. He knows what's up." he said as I looked up at him. He was laughing. "OH OK. Just making sure. Otherwise my ass is gonna be in the hospital. I read the headline now. Young male dies of deadly dick" I said as he burst out laughing. "Babe shut up yo. Besides, I wouldn't be able to live with myself if that happens." he said sadly. I knew exactly what he meant. "Hey. I'm right here. Should any harm come my way, I trust that you will be right beside me." I said as I cupped his chin. "Damn right I will. Always." he said as he wrapped his arms around me. Hearing that just made me smile so damn hard. "Uh babe.  This is nice and old but my hands are turning into raisins." He said showing me his hands. Laughing. I cut the water off as he grabbed two sets of towels.

  He wrapped his around his waist and mine around my body. That V-cut tho! "Thank you." He said smirking.  I know damn well I ain't say that out loud! Talk about embarrassed. "Maybe if you wasn't staring at it, I wouldn't have noticed." He responded. "Whoops my bad." "Don't apologize. It's yours. Admire away shawty." He said as I grinned. I pulled him closer to me as I kissed him. "It better be all mine." "Shawty stop before you start something you're in no condition to finish." he said as he bit down on his bottom lip. That headline flashed right before me again. "On second thought, you right. We're done." I said slipping from under him and turning the water off. That earned a laugh from him. I got out and wrapped a towel around me. "You don't need that." he said as he snatched it off me and picked me up. "This our crib. Nobody else is coming in here." he said as he walked. Guess he knew what I was about to say then.

  Big dick energy (literally and figuratively)!

  "Ight let's start that massage." he said as he gently laid me down on the bed. He started with my upper body first. I must admit, watching his muscles flex like this was a turn on. Give a virgin sex for the first time and I turn into a full blown sex demon. Sad. "Baby relax." he said snapping me out thoughts as he continued my massage. Damn you facial expressions. No lie though, this was feeling good as hell. "Ight now turn around." he said as I flipped over. He started off by chopping my back. I didn't know I was this tense. It was when he got to my lower body is when it got interesting. He massaged each cheek individually before doing them both at the same time. I could already feel the pain slowly escaping. Then I felt something warm and wet. "Oh my god." I groaned. I turned around to see this man face deep in my ass. I wasn't complaining at all. 

  "Boooobbbyyy." I said as my eyes slowly rolled back. He knew what he was doing right now. In the back of my mine, I was hoping that everything was still good down there. "I love doing this. You taste so good baby." he said as he continued to eat. Well Thank Fucking God! "Bobby stop I'm gonna-" I said as I pushed him off of me. "Baby why you stop me?" he whined. "Because you knew what you was doing. It was working though." I nervously laughed. "Ight. ight. C'mere though." he said pulling me closer to him. "I love you." he said softly. "I love you too baby." I said as I kissed him. We switched to the spooning position. Y'all already know who was what. "What you wanna watch bae?" he asked as he turned the TV on. I took a minute to think about. "Eh honestly, it doesn't matter." I said readjusting my lower body. 

  "Babe stop." he said as he kissed my neck. I was a little confused until I felt something warm on my cheeks. "Oh. Sorry. I'll sit still." I laughed. "Thank you for making my Valentine's day special." I said as I grabbed his arm. "What I tell you? You deserved it. All of it." he said as he rubbed circles on my hand. "I did get you some things but I sent them back because I thought you forgot about the day. I said scratching my neck. "That's OK. At least now I know you was thinking about me." he said as he kissed me. What he didn't know was that they were actually still on the way to him. Should be here right about..... There was a knock at the door. "You expecting somebody?" I asked as he got up. "Nah." he said getting dressed and walking out the room. I laid there with a smile on my face. I heard the door close. "I don't recall ordering anything else." he said confused as I walked in the room, with a robe on of course.

  I stood there as he opened them. "Oh shit!" he said as he looked at the sneakers and outfits. "I've been eyeing these for a minute. How-" he said looking up to see me smiling. "Happy belated Valentine's day baby." was all I got out before he pinned me up against the wall. "Damn I'm really lucky." he said kissing me. His hands roamed around all around my body. "Wait you have more." I said as he took his attention off me and looked back at the boxes. It was 2 more after the one he opened. "I didn't even notice that." he said walking us to the couch. I sat next to him as he opened the other boxes. "Wait how you even get this? Nobody knew I even wanted this." he said as he started to put the watch on. "Well a little birdie told me." I said as I shrugged. He started to open the last one. It was picture frame with a picture of us on it. It was actually one of our happiest days together. He was smiling hard as hell. "You told me you hated this." he said as I laughed. 

  "Well I lied. I never looked so damn happy." be smiled. "Wait, turn it around." I said as he looked at me confused. On the reverse side, it was a chain attached to it. It was an emerald pendant chain attached to it. "Oh shit Jay."  he said as he got in between my legs and kissed me. "Do you like it?" "Baby I fucking love it." he said kissing all over me. He stripped off all his clothes as well as my robe. "Now back to my dessert." he smirked as he carried me back to the room. 

  "We wasn't even supposed to be doing that." I said as I walked, well limped, out the bathroom. "Sorry. Couldn't help myself." he shrugged as I flagged him. I started putting my clothes on. "You leaving me?" he asked as he sat down on the bed and watched me. "Yes. you trynna kill me." I whined. "I'm sorry baby." he said with the puppy dog eyes.  "Give a man my virginity and he abuses the power." I face palmed. "Say that first part again." he said, sounding a bit closer to me this time. It wasn't until I pulled my pants up that I noticed he was actually right behind me. "Heh, I gave you my V-card." I nervously laughed. "Baby don't say that like it's nothing. That's monumental. I really don't know what to say." he said as he hugged me. He picked me up and put me back on the bed. 

  "Baby what made you choose me?" He asked as he sat between my legs. "Well, you've been nothing but kind to me. You helped me get my life back. You showed me a different, yet more fun side of life. You made me fall in love with you." I said as I caressed his face. "Baby you deserve it. I can't thank you enough for everything you've done for me. I couldn't have put my trust in a more deserving person." I said as a tear streamed from his face. "Wow." he said as he stared at me softly. "I really love you yo." he said caressing me as I laughed. "I know." "I'm honestly honored to be your first. I don't want you to leave though." he said as he kissed me. "Only if you promise your hands to yourself." "I swear. Just stay with me." he said as he started taking my clothes back off. "Like I'd say no." I smiled.

  A few days later.

  "We haven't seen you in two days. Plus you've been walking funny." Jade said as Cory stared me down. "You got some didn't you?" she asked smirking. I stood there not saying anything. "I too have walked that walk." she said making me burst out laughing. "Wait what?" "Now you can talk. Answer the question." Cory said anxiously. "Yes I did." I rolled my eyes. "From that Bobby nigga right?" "Watch ya mouth when speaking on my boyfriend and two, yup." "You better defend yo man." Jade added. "Did y'all use protection?" "Yes we did." "OK cool." he said as he pulled me into a hug. "I just don't want anyone to hurt you." he said as I nodded. To anyone else, that would've been annoying and invasive but I honestly understood where he was coming from. "Wait, this means I can't drink or eat off you anymore." he said pushing me away as I glared at him. 

  "Now I ain't say nothing like that to you Mr. Two condoms in my pocket." I brushed past him as I went to my fridge to get something to drink. "Ooooooo burn." Jade said adding insult to injury. "You shut up." he pointed. He is so childish. "What are we getting into today?" she asked as I scrolled through my phone. "Well we're having game night." I said as both of them perked up. "Word?" "Yup. Bobby is making the food so that's covered. I was thinking about making some desserts. You guys are gonna get the drinks?" I asked. "Yea. Good thing we got that rental." Cory said as Jade nodded in agreement. "But y'all couldn't drop a thug off at work? It be ya own siblings." "You never asked." they both said in unison as they shrugged. "Whatever. It'll also be a reunion for Darren." I said as they looked at me confused. "I'm gonna invite Roman." I said as they both smiled. "He's gonna be mad happy." Cory said. 

  "I hope so. Lemme call him now though." "Isn't it a little too late for that?" Jade asked as I smirked. "Not if I tell him it's an emergency." I said calling Roman. "Wassup?" he said upon the first ring. "Roman! What ya doing?" I asked being childish. "Oh no you don't. When you put on that voice, that means I did something? What I do?" "Nothing" "You sure? " he asked as he looked at me:                       

  "Yup 100%. However, I think one of Bryheem's boys are here."  I lied. "I'm on my way." he said as he disconnected the call. "Damn just like that?" Cory asked. "Yup. He'll be here in about 5 hours, 4 tops." I said as they laughed. "Ight then I guess we'll just go get the drinks and games now then." he said as I nodded. "Bobby is actually outside to take me to the store." I said grabbing my phone. It's been two days and I'm still in pain. Darren is gonna die. "Hey." he said as he kissed me. I may or may not have winced as I sat down. Mind y'all business. "Still hurts huh?" he asked as I quickly silenced him. "Drive please." I said as he laughed before pulling off. 

  "Is this enough?" he asked as I looked in the cart. "Yeah that should be fine." I said as I did a double take. "Wait, do you even know what you're making?" "Chill, I got this." he said kissing me. "You found everything you need though?" he asked. "I'm torn on whether or not I should make cupcakes and a cake with homemade ice cream or a ice cream cake with cookies." "How about just cupcakes and homemade ice cream. You can make me a pie though." He smirked. "Anything for you zaddy." I said as he walked up to me. "You waking him up. Stop." "No you stop being nasty and get those pie crust for me." I laughed as I ducked under him. "Just wrong." he laughed. We finished shopping and headed back to my place. "Lemme go and get dressed. I'll see you later." he said as finished putting his things away before kissing me. "Wait one more." I said as I stopped him. 

 He placed me on counter as we had a full a make out session. "I'll never get tired of this." he said as I smiled. "Less talking, more kissing." I said as I pulled him back to me. His hands slid under my shirt as I smiled into the kiss. He broke away shortly after that. "You think you slick. I'm coming back." he laughed. "OK, OK. Go ahead. I have a lot of things to do anyway."  I said as he laughed. "See you later baby." he laughed as he walked away. "Ight. Let's get this started." I said clapping my hands as I looked at all my ingredients. 

A few hours later.

  "This is nice!" Benji said as he walked through the door. "Ji!" I said as I ran to hug him. "Wassup! I told you I was coming." he laughed as he put his snacks down. "I ain't know since ya smart ass told me you was busy with the shop." I said as I flagged him down. "You're my best friend, hell yeah I was coming." he said as I laughed. He had a point. I introduced him to everyone. The vibe was nice. "Jay, we hungry. Where's the food?" Cory asked as he took a sip. "It's coming. Sorry you guys. Bobby should be here any minute." I said as he nodded his head. Right after I said that, he texted me saying he was outside and needed my help. "Hey." "Hi handsome." I said as he kissed me. "You look good." He said eyeing me up and down. "Move." I laughed as we carried the trays. The food was still warm so you bet yo ass I was speed walking. "Now you guys can eat." I laughed as I placed the food on its designated table. 

  "This shit looks like a whole gourmet dinner. Who made this?" Cory asked as I motioned to Bobby. "Yo you cater?" he asked as other people said the same thing. He looked at me as I mouth "Told you". "I was thinking about it." "You really should." Jade said as I laughed. "There's two more trays I have to get out of the car. I'll be back." he said as I nodded my head. "You got a keeper bro." Jade said as I smiled. I was about to say something but was interrupted by someone tugging on me. It was Darren. "Wassup?" I said smiling to him. "Do you really think he won't be mad at me?" "Darren, he loves you. Why would he be mad? Things were out of your control." I said comforting him. "Take a deep breath." I said as he did just that. "Relax" I said as I popped him in his forehead. "You mother-" he said but was interrupted by my phone ringing. 

  "Roman. You here?" I said smiling at Darren as he got dead silent. "Yeah I'm at the airport." "OK. Here I come." I said as he hung up. "Now or never baby." I said to him as I went to go find Bobby. "Hey can you take me to the airport to get Roman?" "Sure thing." he said as he grabbed my hand. I grabbed a cupcake on our way out. "Be careful on the cupcakes. Cory spiked some of them." I said as he drove. "Can I spend the night with you?" he asked. Like I was gonna say no. "Sure thing. Disregard what I just said then. No freakiness though." I said as he nodded his head. Shortly after that, we were at the airport. I called Roman. "Hey. I'm here. Where are you?" "I'm walking out now." he said as I looked up to see him walking out. How we get the gate right on the first try? I quickly hung up the phone and ran to him. "ROMAN!" I said hugging him. 

  "Wassup Kill Bill?" he said laughing. "I haven't seen yo ugly ass in forever." "Me? Ugly? Stop playing but I know.  This where you at huh? I can dig it." "Come on. Let's go." I said dragging him to the car. "Bobby, this is Roman. Roman, my boyfriend Bobby." I said introducing them. "Nice to finally meet you? He talks about you a lot." they both said in unison. I talk that much? "You treating him right though?" Roman asked. I ain't expect his ass to go into big brother mode that quick. "Like the king he is." he answered. That's my baby! "OK cool. Judging from that smile, I don't have nothing to worry about." he said as I laughed. "So you said you seen one Bryheem's boys? Where?" he said as Bobby looked at me surprised out the corner of his eye. Whoops. "Let's wait until we get in the house. I go in detail there." I said as he nodded. The rest of the ride, Roman grilled Bobby. I just sunk in my seat as he actually handled himself well. 

  "We here!" I exclaimed as when Bobby finally pulled up to my apartment. "This is nice!" Roman said as I smiled. I nodded for Bobby to go in as I made Roman wait. "Wassup?" "Impressions on Bobby?" "He's cool. Keeps a kool aid smile on your face. Ain't never seen you this happy before." He said as I laughed. "For real though. You guys are great.  He's good with me until he crosses you." he said seriously. "Got it. We good on that." I said as he smiled. I grabbed his arm as we walked upstairs. It was deathly quiet when we got to my place, thanks baby. "Roman, close your eyes." I said as he looked at me confused. "Nigga do it." "Ight" he said as he sucked his teeth. I opened the door as everyone stared anxiously at me. I motioned for Darren to come over. "Relax" I mouthed as he did just that. "Go ahead and open them." I said as he slowly opened them to see Darren standing there. "Hey Roman." he said nervously. 

  Roman instantly broke into tears as he picked him up. "Is it really you? Don't tell me I;m dreaming." he said as the tears streamed. "It's really me baby." hearing Darren say those words made everything sink in for him. "My heart. I really was lost without you" he said as he kissed him. Everyone was on the verge of tears, especially my siblings and Benji.  I smiled as watched them. "I know. I felt the same." "How?" "You can thank this one for this. He set it all up." Darren said pointing to me as I cheesed. "Now you can got someone to spoil." I smiled. "You're still getting the money. Shut up." he said as I laughed. "We got some things to talk about but first thank you so much for this Jaylen." Roman said as both of them hugged me. "You're welcome. You guys helped me so much so I thought it was only right to return the favor. Let's party!" I said as Cory turned the music. 

  Roman took Darren outside as I played games with my friends. "Cory draw 12." "Nope. Benji draw 14." "Nice joke. Bobby this draw 16 is for you." "I don't think that's a good idea. Jade you can draw 20 though." "Damn it!" she said as he threw the cards down. "Y'all niggas ain't shit!" she said as we laughed. After what felt like forever, Darren and Roman returned with smiles on their faces. Mission accomplished. "Stop eating my cupcake. It's more in the kitchen." I said as I swatted Bobby's hand. "But I'm bae." "Bae can get up and walk." I said looking at him. "Bae can make you say his name too." he whispered in my ear as he got up.  "That ass quiet now!" Jade laughed. "Wait up." Cory said following behind him. I ain't even gonna stop him. "Wanna play Super Smash Bros?" Darren asked when our game was done. "Sure." "I'm coming!" Jade said as she and Benji got up. "You know this is my game."  he said. We all grabbed our controllers and chose our characters. 

  Out the corner of my eye, I saw both Roman and Bobby looking at us with smiles on their faces as they talked. I'm glad they are getting along. Cory was now playing spades. "Pay attention Jay!" Benji yelled as I was getting tagged by Jade and Darren. "Slick asses." I said as got in my zone. "Ha I won! Bobby and Roman, bring the shots and spiked cupcakes please." I said as they nodded. "You ain't right." Benji said as I laughed. "Y'all agreed to the bet so now it's time to show and prove." I said as they passed the shot and cupcakes to everyone. I took Bobby's cup. "A toast to reunions and a good time!" I said as everyone clinked glasses and threw their shots back. Whatever Bobby had was good as fuck because I threw that shit back like water. The after taste burned but still. "Damn bae. Now I gotta make more. Sis you saw him drink that willingly right? Can't say I did nothing." he said to Jade as I shrugged. "Round 2 fast ass." she said as they finished their cupcakes. "Bring it." I signaled to them.  

  This was definitely needed!    

Everyone deserves to be happy......

Hello? Is this thing on?

Thoughts?

Darren?

Bobby?

Jaylen?

Roman?

Jade/Cory?

I've been working on somethings. Both old and new ;)