His lips tasted fresh beer and I couldn't feel his hands as I was numb from shock, but it were circulating a soothing aura into me through the back and I melted to his touch. The cramped room with lots of hindrances suddenly seemed spacious and he was the master of his own art. The way he glided his song through the chord of my lyrics made me forget we were in a room of our own world with such a big wall as clothes. I know it won't be good to give away my cherry which I considered precious and he respects me, so I know he won't force it. But, the other entry through my mouth with his teeth tasted bittersweet and I wondered how I can survive after this. It felt like hours and I was out of breath but he knew when to and how to open my secrets and I started crying. God alone knows why I am crying.

"Geez, I am sorry... did I hurt you?"

"I don't know why I am crying and thank you for that kiss."

"Oh babe, I am sorry love."

"You didn't hurt me stupid; I don't know why I cried."

"Ok" and with that, he nuzzled his face into my neck and he softly kissed me, for him it must have felt like kissing on cushions and I laughed out loud at that thought.

"Woman, are you on your periods?" his laugh was half broken with shock and curiosity."

"Well, you didn't allow me to use the washroom."

"Don't blame me, geez, go... or else this room would be instilled in your memory for the rest of your life."

"Na... I won't give you that easy."

"Let's see who can turn down my offer."

"Whosoever it may be, I have my pride glued to my crown, so you have no luck there."

"Stubborn."

"Well, let me go on."

"Sure, but why did you laugh?"

"Did you felt like you were enjoying on your pillows?"

His face was pale and shocked because I guess he didn't expect me to say something like that; but, I was not sure of what made him to be this startled. I left him with his own thoughts and smiled my way towards the restroom. It was at the end of a long hallway and many girls were having quality time with girls and boys alike. Not one spared me their evil looks while I passed through the corridor; and not before I reached the half of it, I was pulled once again into a room and this time I was getting irritated.

"Alex, you seriously needed to stop this."

"Hmm, no wonder why the bachelor chunk fell for this one."

The room was unusually dark with only a faint red light hanging from the ceiling and the breath of the man before me was mixed with alcohol and cigarettes. I didn't have my voice to ask him who he was and as if he read my thoughts, I was wounded by dark lights flooding the area. He left me from his deadly grip and adjusting my eyes to the lights, I was shocked to see my elementary classmate in front of me looking quite handsome with only Levis jeans, hanging below his waist showing off his red Calvin Klein boxers.

He smoked another cigar and blew the smoke artistically creating shapes and figures, but, I was not interested. So, I looked at him in the eyes and glared.

"What did you see in his love?"

"Something I didn't in you."

"Smart, you have always been."

"Oh yeah... Loren, what are you doing here?"

"This is where I am from Angelo."

"I am Angelina if you don't remember me."

"How can I not remember you; you broke my heart like this." Saying that, he picked up a bottle of rum and smashed it to the white tile floor and I stood there watching it without any expression, because he was talking about me and my emotions. "You may not remember, but I remember your pretty face like the sun that greets me every single day."

"Why are you so obsessed with me?"

"Love can touch us one time and last for a lifetime and never let go till we are gone." He started singing and I had to admit that he was vocally stunning. I wished I was a singer, but, in my dreams.

"Wasn't that just amazing?"

"Well you decide. But tell me, what did you see in him that I didn't have?"

"Love can touch us one time and last for a lifetime."

"FINE" and with that he charged towards me and tried to kiss me, forcing himself on me and I struggled under his lean muscled figure which pinned me down faster than I thought and I knew I must have sprained somewhere because the fear numbed my senses. I was strong enough for this pervert and being the wild girl my mom helped me to be, I kicked on his sweet part where the sun don't shine and he was actually not sober enough to dodge it and a physically obese person's legs are mightier than lean legs. He was knocked unconscious and I feared that might be his last breath, but luckily he was breathing heavily.

Tears threatened to fall but I sobered up and walked out of the room with my head held high and went to the restroom. Refreshing myself I walked back gaining more stares like they were about to rip me apart; but, I walked down to where Alex was sitting and seeing my pack so wild, I knew there was something... something bad.

The splendid band had started their performance, summoning all the energy that they can and the people were crazy to their beat. I have to admit that they were astounding. But, my focus was fixed on an angry looking pack of ten people and for the first time, I felt scared to go to them. But, I need to and so, I did.

"There she is." Natalie said with a huge puff of breath leaning back on to the plush sofa with her hands crossed; trying hard to calm herself after seeing me.

"Where were you?" Alex straightened himself from the agitated pose after seeing me and shouted even though he was trying to make himself heard, I felt like he was a possessive boyfriends... already.

"Don't shout the music won't slow me down. I was in the restroom."

"ALL this time"

"Yea"

"And you are saying to me that he didn't touch you?"

"Geez Alex, jealous much... just because he had a crush on me while we were younger won't make a difference now, so chill."

"You don't understand." Alex shouted again with his hands flying up and he turned away from me. I was amazed by his expression.

"What?" I tried to maintain my composure without showing how annoying it is for me to see Alex behaving like this way. And seeing my scowl, Nat sat straight to comfort me.

"Alex, you calm your nerves there buddy. Angeline, you have to stay away from them."

"But I didn't know that I would see him here. I don't even know his last name and I don't know why he did that."

"Angeline, he is Loren." Nat's voice was so calm, but it felt like tiny daggers on me.

"As in Blue Birds... as in the rival you so want to avoid... as in the pervert who wants you dear?"

She laughed out loud with her head held back and licked her lips before saying, "Yes." She wanted to lighten up by making something funny out of it, but, I was sounding so serious and fazed, she kept it to herself by replying as little as she could.

"But..." I started which was cut short by a serene voice and I understood that was Lucy, the other girl in the pack. "Yes, his name is Loren Tobias Pandow."

'So, where did the name Den come from', I wondered. "Den."

"What?" I must have said the name aloud, because Alex was sounding furious when he questioned me. I answered meekly... "He told me his name was Den."

"Den" Alex thought to himself and I looked at him earnestly as his face was sculptured into a neat drawing which I could copy if only I had a graphite and paper with me now. "He lied to you angel." I was brought out by the soothing voice of Alex which made me feel something that I have never felt before.

And something hit me.

"Oh, you said something to him that day when he was trying to insult me and he let me go. You both know each other. So why didn't he expose you in school?"

"You figured it out, love. He and I are in the same boat, so he won't risk it. Because there is a wrong notion of town people that bikers and bike club are disease that you need to avoid. Well, it just proves that they are wrong once more." Alex composed himself from the boiling point and now I could see the lovely dude he is.

"I don't think any people are wrong as long as we are. If we find wrong in others, it's because we know that same inexactness which make us judge them, it's not wise...it's cowardice. And to be honest, I don't like such people, those who judge others by just one aspect. If you haven't talked to them, you can never judge them." This explanation was a reminder to me than giving them a wise piece, it indirectly mean that no one should judge me or any other girl or boy because we are fat or anything. But, these people being the good kind took my comment into a whole new light and made me feel insanely proud. I was hugged a millionth time by every member, all the time praising me.

"You are sexy under sassy skin baby." The way he dipped his head into my hair and whispered, send shivers down my body. And that was when I get to explore my own body. Looking into his eyes, I wanted to set my demons free, I need to take my relationship into the next level. I want him to be mine and make myself whole. Before I could say something, I was met with a gang in front of our pack and a sober looking Loren was standing with them. Now with a winced face and not the smug arrogant pervert look. The thug who was standing in front had a tattoo just like what Nat asked me to expect and it instantly hit me, why they must be here.

"You fat bitch, you hit one of us, and you die."

"Well... well...well look who we meet; the infamous Blue Birds. Did the mama set you out of your cage?"

"Alexey, you don't want another red scar to your collection, do you?"

"Well as long as you are out of the cage, I should expect a scar or two."

"But, she should feel the blaze, so let's give it to her."

"When did the infamous Rick Torrens learned a thing about manners?"

"As long as you are on the watch of a fat chunk of pain, I need to watch my step."

"Well, like you said, as long as someone is on my watch, no one can snap the thread from my needles."

"Blimey, what do I hear? Love can turn anyone Shakespeare."

"Sure, they can. "

"Well, I have no time for this. Bitch, you..."

"One more time, and you won't find even a tongue to say another word."

"She broke my brighter light, and I will make her pay for it." Alex's threat was enough to scare away Rick, but, Loren being the stupid leapt and tried to hit me on my face which was met with a punch so sleek from Alex and he fell down. Alex was a charming total package and I was enjoying the publicity. Something which I used to dream when I was younger and now seeing it happen right in front of me just because of me was like watching my favorite movie, Pride and Prejudice. I love this.

I was smiling all through the drama and the only girl in the other group slithered her way through the wall of Alex and tried to punch me; being the smart girl, I punched her in the stomach and pulled her hair to face me and smiled at her while I knee kicked her, little softly this time and she grimaced with pain. Rick pulled her out and motioned to his pack to disperse as he saw bouncers bouncing their way to where we sat. Rick gestured to me with his fingers that he will be watching me and I blew him a kiss as a reply.

"You ninja... are you alright?" the first bouncer looked concerned and he was the friendly face of the front door. He smiled at me which somehow irked Alex.

"Yes Sam, thanks for coming." Alex replied to the one who called me a ninja and I had to stifle a smirk on how jealous Alex sounds.

"No problem sir, are you alright dear?"

"Yes." I smiled at him, as he was the same one who was guarding the front door. The band loosened up a bit and was eagerly looking in our direction just like everyone else. The lead singer winked and waved at me, to which I smiled.

"To the lady amongst us, who is brave and strong, let's dedicate a fat song for her." I had to laugh at his animated voice and the people gathered around once again for their tempo. The played a soft R&B song which attached many couples together and I was pulled by Alex to the center of the dance floor which was suddenly illuminated by the spotlight.

I wished for the ground to swallow me now.

"The song was mesmerizing and his vocal was soothing. I held on to Alex and I saw from the corner of my eyes that Nat and David too paired up while Brono and Stacey were closer than I thought friends should be standing. Alex pulled my chin from them and looked at me adoringly. As the spotlight was shining in on us, he kissed me lovingly and I had to close my eyes to savor the moment. It was so blissful that I thought I really melted at his touch.

The dance ended with a thunderous applause and I pulled away from Alex, blushing. Alex being the charm boy bowed and pulled me through the crowd to the front door.

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I choose Ann Margret as Natalie. I know she is old, but this pic kind of made me want to use her. :)