"Don't say you miss me."

Rob POV

  "Lonely, lonely lonely, lonely night" I sung as I waded through the plains. It's weird being stuck inside your own body. Or between life and death. At this point, I don't even know where exactly I'm at. It's weird because I can sing a lyric to a song and the actual song will play. In stereo too like I'm at my own concert or I made my own spotify. I danced around the plain as the song continued. I'm definitely lonely right now. Once the song ended, I sat down and took a minute to catch my breath. 

  "What am I supposed to do now?" I said aloud as I looked up. This is nice and peaceful and allat but I really want to go home and be with my baby. I know he's stressing out to the max. I wish a door would've appeared for me like it did for those two guys. I couldn't help but feel like I met them before. "I guess I did." I said as I shrugged my shoulders.  Derrick, I really miss you. Like magic, videos of me and Derrick was now scattered across the fields. I got up and looked around. The whole field was damn near covered. "Wow we have that many memories?" I said as I continued to look around. "I guess, I'll start with this one." I said as I walked to the nearest one. 

Derrick POV 

  "How is he?" I said as I walked in the room. "No movement still. The doctor said everything is fine though." Alexis said as she got up. Rob's room was sorrounded with ballons, cards and flowers from a bunch of family and friends. I've been coming here for three weeks straight after work. My job offered me time off but me and Rob made a promise that we would only use that only if we had each other's consent. It's kinda stupid but that's the pact we made. That and the fact that bills still had to get paid. Alexis has been taking care of Rob's living expenses by starting a GoFundMe for him. He grossed over 10k. That should take care of him for a good minute. 

  Every day seemed to have bared the same results and with each day, I grew more and more impatient. I just want him to come back to me. "Baby I missed you." I said as I kissed his check. Most of his injuries have healed. The cast on his leg should be coming off sometime this week. I made sure he was looking up to par by making sure his hair stayed cut and face was spotless. I  personally did those things as I don't trust these nurses. "They asked about you again at work today. Who knew you would steal my co workers from me." I said as I gave him a weak laugh. "Malik said when you finally wake up, he gonna kick you ass for making him worry and then make you that bomb seafood salad." I laughed as I stroked his cheek. 

  "I was also thinking about us taking a vacation when you wake up. With all this drama going on, I think it would be good for us to get away. Just you and me. What do you say?" I said smiling at him. It's not like he could see me anyway. I just hope he heard me.I actually do want to get away. It's like every time we have a slight chance of happiness, boom, there's drama right behind it. "You've been on my mind 24/7 so I haven't had the chance to even think about anyone else. I didn't forget your threat." I laughed as it replayed in my mind. 'Derrick if something happens to me and I find out you was doing some foul shit, on God I'm killing you and that bitch.' He's so hostile but I love it. It just tells me that he loves hard and is scared to get hurt. 

  I would know because we're one in the same. I turned to look at him as I noticed a tear was falling down his face. "Don't cry baby. I'm not going anywhere. I'm right here." I said as I pulled my chair closer to him. "Just come back to me and you'll see that I never left. Come back to me." I said holding his hand tighter as I laid my head against his bed. 

Rob POV  

  "Slam my door again." I said to Derrick as I watched the memory of our argument play. I'm not even gonna lie, that shit was brutal. It was almost like we didn't know each other. Hearing the shit we said to each other that specific day brought tears to my eyes. Both of us went below the belt. That look he had in his eyes the next day will forever be engraved in my head. He looked so hurt, defeated, regretful and tired at the same time. While I instantly wanted to forgive him, I knew I couldn't. "OK this is bringing back too many emotions." I said as I walked away from it. I noticed that it completely disappeared after that.

  "That's weird." I said as i walked to the next one. It was the one where me and him went on our second ice cream date. "Stop playing before you drop your ice cream." I laughed as we walked. "Chill I got this." he said still walking backwards looking at me. He bumped into a nearby woman and almost dropped his damn ice cream. "See that's God trying to warn you not to test him." I laughed as he glared at me. He apologized to the woman as we continued to walk. "Ight lemme turn my ass around. I actually want this." he said as I laughed. He had key lime pie while I settled for lemon meringue. "They were so good" I said as I watched us. He tried to be funny and walk in front of me but was salty when I crossed over him.

  He bumped into another person as the ice cream was smashed all over his mouth. I couldn't stop laughing at him. I apologized to ole dude while I pulled him out of the way.  "See when  when do you clownery. The clown comes back to bite" I said as I laughed at him. "Oh shut up Monique." he said as I laughed harder. I grabbed a moist toilette from free pack they gave us and wiped his face. luckily for him, he still had some ice cream left. I wiped everywhere but his lips. I smirked as I licked the ice cream off of them. I did this again and right as I was pulling away, he kissed me. I smiled as we kissed because I didn't think he was noticing what I was doing. 

  "You not slick." he said smiling after he broke the kiss. "I don't know what you're what you're talking about." I smiled as I got up. "Oh no you don't. Bring that ass." he said pulling me back to him by my belt loop. I laughed at how childish he was being. "Lemme get some" he said as he licked my ice cream. "You didn't even wait until I gave yo ass an answer. Greedy." I said as I nudged him. "You damn right about that. I can never get enough of you." he said as I laughed. "So corny." I said as he shrugged his shoulders. "It's the truth so......" he said as he finished his ice cream. "Well damn." I looked at him in surprise.

  "It wasn't even a lot left don't do that." he laughed. "Lemme get some of yours though." he said trying to reach for my stuff. "Nobody told you to wasted your shit. Move." I said mushing him out the way. I was literally rushing to eat the ice cream. Half way through it though, I gave in and gave it to him. "I knew you love me." he said as I rolled my eyes. It was so good too. He grabbed my hand as we got up and continued our walk. I smiled when the memory kept playing. "That day was so peaceful and funny. All day he kept making me laugh with the little things he was doing." I said as I walked away from the visual. 

  I sat down for a second while I assessed the area. "We had some pretty good moments together. I can't even lie. My baby knows how to deliver." I said as the song started playing and the image of us first meeting played. "Delivery for  Mr. Micheal's." he said as I looked at him. You know it's funny how I never noticed how fine he was when we first met. I was just irritated the entire day. I watched as our first meeting played out and how I basically let a stranger just make themselves comfortable in my place. "NEVER DOING THAT AGAIN!" I said aloud. I could've died or some shit. I admired him while he was sleeping. Nobody told his ass to make meals and shit though. Remind me to ask that when I actually get to my body. 

  "On your doorstep like UPS, won't send it back. You're hard to please just like me, I'll give you that. I'll bring you something that you want to unpack, you can say I'm reliable like that."  the song sung as memories of him putting things together for me played out. I had my own little handy man around. He never complained either. Once the memory was finished. I noticed that it faded it too. I looked over to where our ice cream date memory was as it was no longer there either. "OK, that's weird." I said as slowly but surely, clouds were now rolling it. What was once a beautiful day had now turned into a nightmare. It started to become windy as I noticed that some of my memories were now getting blown away. 

  "Wait stop. I need those. They're all I have." I said reaching for the memories as they dissipated in my hands. "What's going on?" I said as I felt my body jerk. It felt like I was getting electrocuted. "Stooooo! Stop! Please!" I said as it was now thundering. I curled up on the ground as I tried to cope with the pain.

Derrick POV    

  "He's crashing! Get me the AED stat!" the doctor said rushing into the room. It's now been three months since he's been here and this is the first time this is happening. I was on my way to Rob's room when I saw a bunch of doctor's and nurses running in there. You bet your ass I was right own them. "What's going on?" I said as I was trying to get in the room but was stopped a couple of nurses. "We don't know but sir you need to let the doctor do his job." she said as I still tried to barge my way in. "Please sir. You'll only distract the doctor and make things worse." she said as I saw them hooking up the AED to Rob. You better not be giving up on me Rob.

  I sighed as nodded my head and walked outside the room to the waiting area. I sat down with my head in my hands. I just can't lose him. After about a half hour of me twiddling my thumbs, the doctor finally came back out. "For Mr. Michael's?" he said as I stood up. "Looks like your boyfriend gave us quite the scare. I don't know what happened but he's back with us now." he said as I breathed a sigh of relief. Stop playing so much Rob. "May I  go see him?" I asked as he shook his head. "In about ten minutes. The nurse will be out to get you." he said as I nodded. "Thank you so much doc for everything." I said shaking his hand. "You have a fighter" he smiled as he walked away. He knew better. 

Rob POV  

  Everything was no peaceful. I looked around to see the plain looking in perfect condition. "That was weird, I could swore something just happened." I said scratching my head. Out of nowhere, A door appeared. For some reason, I felt like I had to go through it. "What's the worse that could happen?" I said as I got up and walked towards it. I stopped mid way and just admired the field. It looked so peaceful. I could stay here all day. However, this door was calling my name. As I opened it, I was blinded by this white light. 

  "So br...ight" I groaned as I tried to adjust my eyes. I looked down to see I was in a hospital. What the hell happened? I saw that the room was decorated with balloons, flowers and cards. The door opened to a man walking in with a cup of water. He dropped the cup as he looked at me. "Rob......." he said as he bolted to my side. He tried to hug me but I punched him, making him stumble back in confusion.

  "Who the fuck is you?!"

I love you. I love you.

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Rob?

Derrick?