"I'm all that you heard about." 

Rob POV

  I woke up the next morning happy as hell for some reason. I looked down to see my ba- frie- man I don't know what the hell we are right now. Fuck me and my confused as feelings/ thoughts right. Y'all probably thought I was acting crazy yesterday well y'all never had a straight dude confess his feelings for you when he was just (seemly) happily in a relationship so there's that. I'm not one of them easy ass dudes either, I need to know that I'm not gonna played in the end because best believe if I am, there will be hell to pay. I looked down at him while he slept peacefully on stomach. 

  I'm surprised we stayed like this all night. Guess he doesn't sleep wild when he has someone to cuddle with. I played with his waves again. I smiled again as I saw him hold me tighter. "Don't stop." he mumbled as I laughed. He's so cute, maybe I should take us serious. Bless his parents because he has some soft ass hair. I felt something warm on my stomach. I looked down and saw him kissing my stomach. "Good morning handsome." I said a smiled at him. "You giving me a compliment and you playing in my hair? God is good." he said making me laugh. "Shut up." I said he smiled. 

  "What you got planned for today?" he asked as he finally looked at me. "I'm going to brush my teeth that's for sure." I said as I still played in his hair. "Yeah because I didn't want to meant- Aww." he said as I pushed him off me while I walked into the bathroom. Yea I was salty, suck a dick. Once I finished rinsing my mouth out with mouthwash, I went straight to exfoliating. This skin isn't gonna clear itself. Once I was done, I walked into the living room but nobody was there. Guess he left. "Nah I didn't go anywhere." he said scaring the shit outta me. His breath smelled minty. Looks like someone caught the memo too lol. He pulled me into him while dragging us back to the couch. This shit is getting more action then me.  

  "Whats your number?" he asked as I looked at him confused. "You already have it. Duh." I said sitting on his lap. "No not that number. You're other number." he said tracing circles in my back. It literally took me a min to even understand what the hell he was saying. "Oh that number. 3. How about you?" I asked with my eyebrow raised. "4 and a half." he said as I was curious as to what why the half. "Half though?" I asked him. "Yeah because the person I want isn't trying to let me get close to them." he said. Ooh he ain't low. "What if that person isn't trying to become number 5?" I asked as I swayed my body a little. "They would be number 1 to me." he said as I continued to do my thing. I want to see how long he can stay concentrated. "Oh really now?" I asked. 

  "Yup I would show them what real love is since its clear that they have been burned in the past." he answered. He was right though. I have been pretty much scared by my previous relationship. He was fucking my former friend then almost got her pregnant. We got into a huge argument and I found out the he proposed to her later that day. I swore to never let anyone else get close to me since then. The only person that knew about it was Alexis. She actually went back and beat her ass while torching his car in the process. He couldn't really do shit to her since he hung around her cousins and they have connects. After that, they pretty much moved away and we never heard from the again but the pain is still there. 

  "Hey you OK? I know I'm romantic and all that but you just blanked out on me. Why are you crying?" he asked as I snapped back into reality. "Rob. Talk to me." he said as I just stared at him blankly. I wonder if I really should even tell hi all of this. We only just started talking. However he was my friend first so here goes nothing. I told him everything from start to finish while he just sat there and listened. Once I was done, he didn't say anything so I decided to get up. "I knew I shouldn't have said anything. I said upon getting up. He held me right in place. "I mean damn, I knew you was hurt but I never knew it was that deep. I'm really sorry you had to go through that Rob and if I see that nigga again, I'm fucking him up on site." he said so seriously. "It's OK, it was about two years ago." I said trying to calm him down. 

  "See that's one of the reasons why I'm falling for you. Your always trying to see the brighter side of things. Damn." he said as he hugged at me. We kinda melted off the couch so now we was on the floor. "C'mere." he said as he kissed me. "Tongue kissing end up on the floor wit it" I sung as Tinashe's Midnight sun played in my head. I was slowly sliding across the floor as he was following me the entire way. He got tired of playing this little game and picked me back up, walking us to where we were before. "Got a nigga ready to risk it all." laughed as I smiled at him. Definitely would've wanted to see ALL of him but that's for another time. "Back to what we was talking about. I would definitely show them off." he smiled. "How would you do that?" I said as I continued to sway my hips. 

  "Take them on a date. Show em off every chance I get. Make sure that they know I love them because I'll never stop saying it. Have them mo-Fuck!" he groaned as I plopped down on him. I win. I got up and walked into the kitchen. What do I wanna make? I guess I'll just do teriyaki salmon tonight (A/N: I've literally been craving this for two weeks straight). "That's crazy how you just left me hanging. Real foul." he said as he walked into the kitchen. "I don't know what you're talking about." I said as I continued to make my food. "Imma let you finish then imma get that ass back." he said as I laughed. I started with the salmon first before moving on to the rice. "Sit there and watch me work." I said as he laughed before giving me his full attention. 

 Once I was finished, I made him a plate before sitting down. "You so far, come here." he said as he literally dragged my chair to him. We said our grace before he dug into the food. I wanted to see his reaction as he took his first bite. "God damn. Yeah I gotta snatch you up." he said as I smiled at him. He mad childish. "Yeah, yeah, yeah." I said as I rolled my eyes at him. I'm not gonna make this easy for him. Where's the fun in that? "Watch me. I;m going to make you believe in love again." he said with a smirk. That line hit me. "Boy eat your food." I said as I finally started eating my food. After we ate, we took a shower (separately nasty asses), before heading back to my bed. 

  "Watch me." he said before I fell asleep on him.

The Next Morning. 

  I woke to an empty bed. I'm not gonna lie, I was sad to not see him laying next to me. I checked my phone to see if I had any text messages. I had a few from Troy (-_-),  two from Alexis, basically telling me I had to work in the next few hours, and one from Derrick.  I got happy as hell to see that message. Acting like a whole child. Damn. "I really enjoyed the last two days we spent together. I also appreciate you opening up to me and telling the things you did. Thank you for hearing me out too. Had that hand on your ass making you go crazy last night. Told you I was gonna get you back. I'll see you later today." he said as I smiled. 

  I laughed at the message as I replied with OK. So that was his hand rubbing my ass. Had me all into the dream and shit. I smiled as I got up to get ready for work. All good things must come to an end. I was smiling mad hard on my way to work even when I got into the building. "Who is this man?! He got you smiling so hard. I'm so happy to see you smiling." Alexis said as I smiled at her. "No one yet. I just had a good weekend that's all." I said as I laughed. The glow is real huh. Throughout the day, I kept getting texts from Troy asking me to talk to him. I'm not even trying to dive back into allat. "I have to get my number changed." I said to Alexis as I she nodded her head. "We can go after we get off. Good thing we off at 2." she laughed as I agreed. 

  Once we made it to the mall, the first place we went to was the phone store (does it really matter what company I got? just know my phone is on). After we got my number changed, we went to get something to eat. I didn't come over her for nothing. We bough a few more things before finally deciding to leave. "New numbers, who this." Alexis said making us laugh. I called Derrick but it went straight to voice mail. That's weird. I guess I'll just see him later then. After turning and hearing her be all lovey dovey with bae, I decided to head home. I cleaned up a bit to make my place look a little bit more like a home. I guess I get that OCD from my mom. Once I was finally done, I just sat down and though about the last two days with Derrick. I really miss him. 

  "See that's one of the reasons why I'm falling for you. Your always trying to see the brighter side of things. Watch me" kept replaying in my head over and over. We'll see if that's actually true. I was snapped out of my thoughts by the sound of my doorbell ringing. He came back fast as hell. "Hey why didn't you-" I said as I opened the door to a delivery man standing there. "Why didn't you tell me I had a package coming in?" I said as I looked at him. "Uh we just got wind of it this morning. You should've received an email this morning." he answered before handing me the pin pad. I signed my name looking at the box. "Hey do you know Derrick?" I asked him. 'Yeah D. That's my boy. He actually got transferred this afternoon." he said as I made sure I heard him right. 

  "Transferred? To where?" I asked like he was gonna tell me. "I'm sorry but I'm no at liberty to discuss that information." he said I nodded my head. "Well congratulations to him." I said as he nodded his head. "You and him cool or something?" he asked me. Well yeah he's my semi boy-fri- person. "Childhood friends." I said as he nodded his head. "That's whats up. He was so happy when he found out. I'll tell him you said wassup. What's you name?" he asked me. "Marcus." I lied. Don't know this nigga to tell him my real name. "I got. You have a nice day." he waived to me. I  nodded my head as I closed the door. "What the hell did I order?" I said as I opened the box. 

   It was deodorant and all that other stuff. Almost forgot about this. I grabbed my phone and called Derrick. The number is disconnected. We don't follow each other on social media so I had no way of getting in contact with him. See this is why I don't like falling for people, stuff always goes wrong. Looks like I need another bottle of ibuprofen. 

Fuck Love. 

 I'm Sorry.

Thoughts?

Derrick?

Rob?

Love?