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Rob POV

  That dream felt so real. I had a dream that Derrick and Troy got into last night and that me and Derrick kissed last night. Like hell that would've happened. I was about to get out of bed when I felt this tight and heavy grip around my waist. I turned around and there was Derrick sleeping peacefully. He had a couple of cuts on his face but nothing to serious. Wait so that dream really happened? "Stop moving. Chill." he said with his eyes still closed. He's not woke that's for sure. I laid back and counted down the minutes before he actually woke up and freaked out. 

  A part of me was actually scared as hell. I don't want to be portrayed the desperate guy who chased after the straight guy. Plus I really don't want to lose him as a friend. He's a really good person. I'm literally over here having an internal meltdown while this nigga is over here sleeping without a care in the world. Worse case scenario, we fight then he proceeds to ruin a niggas character. I'm talking about getting me fired from my job, turning friends and family against me and allat other shit. Calm down rob, you could always kill him before that happens but then again, look at him. All sexy and shit, he knows it too. 

  He got some fucking nerve laying here with me when he ca be with somebody else. He not about to have me all salty and shit. Not today. "You're so damn cute when you're anxious." a deep voice said, scaring the shit outta me. I turned around to see the chocolate god himself smiling right at me. "Listen Derrick about last-" was all I could get out before he kissed me. He tasted like cinnamon. How sway how?! "I know what happened last night because I wanted it to." he said sending a chill down my spine. It's how he said that last part that turned me on. "You're not even-" "You right but there's something about you. Only you." he said finishing my sentence. I instantly got nervous again. I'm not used to guys being like this. I'm over here sweating and shit. 

  "Rob calm down." he said laughing. That's easy for him to say. I got out the bed so fast that he tripped trying to catch me. I ran right into the bathroom and started brushing my teeth while getting lost in my thoughts. This was just too much for me right now. "Can I talk to you?" he said knocking on the door. I don't know what it is about him but I'm so scared right now. I unlocked the door and tried to run past him but he caught me. If this was football, he more then likely would've clothes lined the fuck outta me. "Rob stop running away from me. I didn't do anything wrong." he begged me. You guys wouldn't understand. I'm really confused and nervous plus I really don't want to fall for an illusion. 

  He carried me into my living room as I literally cried the entire time. "Rob you gonna let me talk now?" he said irritated because I literally wasn't leaving him any room to say anything. He wiped my tears as I scooted away from him. "You're not gay. There's no way in hell you are. You're not setting me up. Fuck that!" I yelled as I looked at him. For some reason, I was more so pissed then anything else. I really don't want to get hurt by him. "Well can I at least say how I feel now that I've heard how you felt. Loud and clear at that." he said sounding a bit hurt. I'm sorry but I can not lie. "You're right, I'm not gay but that doesn't mean I don't have feelings for you. Only you though. Like I don't know what it is but I want to get to understand those feelings though." he said as he looked at me. 

  "I mean that's only if you'll let me because you seem hell bent on keeping me away from you and I get why you're doing it. You don't want to get hurt nor do you want to ruin our friendship and that's 100% understandable. You can't deny that there is something there in regards to your feelings for me. Even if it's the lightest bit. I felt you playing in my waves that day." he said calmly as all the color left my body. You might as well had call me Josh by how pale I was right now. "Look at me." he said as I didn't bother to do that. "Rob." he said softly as I still didn't budge. "God damn you sexy when you look like that." he mumbled as he pulled me close to him.  "can you please look at me?" he asked as I slowly looked at him. "There we go." he smiled as I instantly started crying. 

  His smile dropped when he saw that. I'm literally having an internal breakdown that only I seem to understand right now. "Stop crying baby....boy." he said catching himself. See this is what I'm talking about. "Just two months ago, you were talking about your girlfriend now you want me. Like I don't get that." I said as he sighed. "Rob I told you what she did last night. Like that right there was unforgivable. I caught her texting him multiple time before that so me walking into that was the icing on the cake. You think she stopped when she saw me? Fuck no. The bitch kept on going and so did my so called friend. That's why I was calling you like twenty times that night but you must've turned on your phone off for the night." he said as I thought back to all the times I curved him. 

  "I'm sorry." I lowly said. "I understand. With the stuff with Troy going on, you didn't want to be bothered. Plus you probably thought I was over there living happily ever after so I really couldn't be mad at you. Can you come here?" he asked as I got up and walked away from him. "Rob..." he trailed off as I continued to walk into the kitchen. "Stop running from me." he said sounding defeated. I'm hurting him but I don't care because I refused to be played. "Rob.." he said as he hugged me. I was struggling against him when I finally broke free, my dumbass tripped and fell on the floor. He wasted no time pinning me down. "Get off of me!" I yelled as he didn't budge. "I didn't do anything wrong. Why you acting like I did?" he said as I couldn't stop crying.

  "What is it Rob?" he asked looking at me. I'm not dramatic at all. Y'all have to understand. "You're gonna hurt me." I said as I finally looked at him. He bent down and kissed me. "I wouldn't do that." he said. As much as I wanted to believe him, I really couldn't see any good coming out of this. Just as I was about to say something back, the door bell rang. This position was made awkward if someone was to walk in here. "Go ahead and get it." he said disappointed. I forgot he did have a shirt on so his body was glistening from the little beads of sweat that were starting to form. God damn. I walked to the door to see a guy standing there with flowers. "Are you Robert?" he asked as I looked at him still wondering why he was there.

  "These are for you." he said handing me the flowers before he left. I looked at him and then the flowers. Who the hell sent this? "Nice flowers." he said as he looked at them. I have a feeling he wasn't the one who sent them. I noticed a card tucked in between them and read it. "Rob, I know that I literally put you through some bullshit and you probably don't even want to hear from me at the moment so I just sent these as a way of us starting over but as friends first. That's only if you want to though. I had these sent to you job since my aunt know you. She won't stop talking about you lol. I'm really sorry." - Troy. I wonder who his aunt is. I'm guessing my job must've had them sent to my house. "Secret admirer?" Derrick asked as I literally remember him being in the room. 

  He grabbed the flowers from me before I could even say something else. "Gotta sit these in some water."  he said as I prayed to God that he wouldn't see the card. Looks like God must've took a vacation because the card fell out. "They left you a card too." he said as he read it. Kill me now. "Fuck no!" his voice boomed causing me to jump a little. "You taking that  nigga back after all the shit he put you through?" he asked. I didn't say anything, which he took for his answer. "You was spitting all that bullshit about me hurting you and look at what you doing. It's cool though." he said as he started to walk to room. I just took a deep breath. Can i just have a day without the bullshit, huh author? I'm already halfway through my 3rd bottle of ibuprofen. 

  I walked in the room behind him. "Derrick." I said while he was grabbing his stuff. "Can you stop?" I said grabbing his arm as he looked at me like I killed a close friend of his. "Go back to stoop kid. Let his friends jump you again." he said coldly as those word hit me hard as shit. One of the reasons why I don't get close to people. I punched the shit outta him. "I wasn't going to do shit. I was actually going to toss the flowers in the trash. Didn't want you to see the damn things because I knew how you was going to react. Thanks for showing me how you really felt though. Thanks for proving me right too. Get the fuck out." I said coldly before walking out the room. Hold up, I'm not about to sit here and let him son me in my own house either. 

  I walked back into the room. "I hope your next girlfriend is sitting on your best friends dick and not giving a fuck if you see her doing it too." I winked at him as I walked out the room. You wanna go low, I can get lower. I walked into the living room, well I was until I was abruptly stopped by a strong ass force gripping me up and pinning me against the wall. "Fuck you just say?" he said. The fire in his eyes was the exact reaction I wanted. Hurts doesn't it? "You. Heard. Me." I said slowly, making sure his ass felt each word. He looked into my eyes before softening his facial expression. "Look. I'm sorry OK. I just don't want you to jump back into a situation  with a guy that hurt twice before." he said as I took a deep breath. "I know and I'm not even worried about that boy right now. I have other things to worry about right now." I said. 

  "Like giving me a chance?" he asked with one eyebrow raised. "I didn't say all-" was all I got out before he smashed his lips on mine. Damn him. "Don't moan, don't you do it big fella. Momma ain't raise no bitch big fella, be strong big fella." I mentally coached myself. He picked me up and carried me to the couch. "No pressure." he said smiling as he laid in between my legs. He knows damn well that's bullshit. "You childish." I said as I mushed him. "You gon' have my baby though." he said as I damn near choked. "You face." he said as he bust out laughing. I was about to kick his ass on the floor until I actually took a good look at his face. It seems like this is what he needed. He's so carefree and genuinely happy right now. 

  "What? What's wrong?" he said as his face now was showing genuine concern. "You ugly as hell." I said as I laughed at him. He and I both knew that that was a lie. I just smiled at him as he kissed me again. I don't want him to ever stop doing that. We just laid there watching TV for the rest of the day, ignoring any and every phone call. I mean we did order some takeout to. He had jokes when the food came. "Babe hurry up before I start the movie without you" he yelled right as I was getting our food. "You play too damn much." I said punching him. Although he was playing, there was a hint of seriousness in there as well. I definitely could tell. "What? I didn't do anything." he said with his hands up. 

  We sat there and joked about the movie before ending up in the position we were in before. He found my stomach to be so soft for some reason. Weirdo. "When you stop playing." was the last thing he said to me before we both drifted off to sleep. 

This was a lot lol.

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Any chance of redemption for Troy?