"I fucked up."

  "No, you didn't! He did! He's the one that agreed to do all this even after he could've stopped!" Yoongi argued.

  "He couldn't back down! He respected her enough to not do something like that!"

  "So, you're okay with the bullshit he put you through? He ignored you for years because of one request that he could have denied! Yet here you are defending him!"

  "You won't understand. . ." Taehyung whispered.

  "I have to go now. . . bye Yoongi," Taehyung quickly left the house.

°^°

  Taehyung quickly arrived at Hoseok's house. He wanted to talk with his hyung about it all. They needed to clear all the misunderstandings between them. No matter what the outcome is going to be, Taehyung needs to know why this all happened.

  Taehyung knocked on the door waiting for Hoseok to answer the door. No one was answering, so he knocked a few more times. After a few more tries and yells, he attempted to open the door; to his luck, it's open.

  When Taehyung entered the house he noticed it was really quiet. Panic started to hit the kid immediately as he searched throughout the house looking for Hoseok. His hyung wasn't in any of the rooms; it wasn't until he realized he didn't check his bedroom that he had a really bad feeling about what's happening.

  Taehyung quietly opened the door and saw nobody in there. He was about to leave until he noticed photos on the walls. Even though Taehyung knew this is trespassing, he couldn't help himself. He was shocked to see photos of Hoseok and himself throughout the years.

  They were all in frames, but what caught Taehyung's attention the most is that there's letters on the desk. He picked up one of them and noticed that it's suppose to go to himself.

  "No harm in reading what is suppose to be mine, right?" Taehyung said as he read the letter.

  He was shocked; the date sets back to years ago. It was an unsent letter that spoke about why he gives the cold shoulder. Taehyung felt remorse as he looked through the other letters only to come to the same thing written each time. The only differences in the letters were the dates and the fact that he would always write where he hurt himself to feel less guilty.

  There was one letter that was written neatly in an envelope. Taehyung didn't want to read it until he looked at the date; it was written today. He hesitantly read the letter.

  Now you know. I didn't expect you to believe me, but at least I can face the reality of my life. Sorry Tae-Tae.
  I wish I had the guts to send you these letters. Yet I'm still here. Well now that I know how you really feel when confronted with the truth, I can just die now. You'll probably read this letter after I'm gone.
  Just know this, I really do love you Taehyung. Sorry for giving you the cold shoulder instead of loving you like you wanted me to.
  Goodbye.

9/28/16

  Taehyung immediately dropped the letter; he started crying while looking around the room for Hoseok. He can't die; not yet at least! Taehyung checked all the rooms again until he noticed a door that leads to the attic.

  Taehyung quickly opens the door and is shocked to see Hoseok breathing heavily while stabbing his arms with knifes.

  "Hoseok!! Stop!" Taehyung yelled as he grabbed the knifes out of his hands.

  "Hobi. . ." Taehyung said as he cried.

  Hoseok continued to breathe heavily while Taehyung was mentally trying to stable himself. He snapped back to reality when he saw the bottle of pills across the room. Reality hit Taehyung like a brick; Hoseok overdosed.