When Hoseok saw Taehyung throw the knifes out of his hands, he assumed it was fate. When Taehyung was yelling at him to throw up the pills, he should've known he would've lived.

  Why was he so shocked to wake up to Taehyung crying next to him? Was life so cruel that it decided to give him a break?

  "Tae. . ." Hoseok said as he reached for his hand.

  "Hobi! You're awake!" Taehyung said as he hugged Hoseok.

  Taehyung cried as Hoseok gently rubbed his back tiredly. He's still extremely worn out from the accident. Realization hits Hoseok; how long was he asleep for? He decided to ask Taehyung when he's done crying.

  For now, he'll accept the comfort he's receiving from Taehyung. Slowly Hoseok lays back down while still hugging Taehyung like a koala. He really wanted to live in this moment.

  "I'm so happy you didn't die. . ." Taehyung said quietly.

  "I thought you would like it," Hoseok said with a depressing tone.

  "You should know that I wouldn't like it. You're the only one who actually understands."

  "Who understands the kind of shit I made you go through? I do and it makes me feel like utter shit."

  "Hobi. . . I didn't know that you went through so much more. . ."

  "No. I clearly made you suffer and feel lonely even though you did nothing wrong. Everything is entirely my fault."

  "No it isn't! I'm the one who didn't believe you! I'm the reason you're in the hospital right now! You've gone though so much pain that you've inflicted on yourself and have received because we didn't know the full story! I felt like shit when I saw you on the ground! You were dying because of my actions!"

  Hoseok just held onto Taehyung's hand. He really didn't want to speak; he still couldn't being himself to accept Taehyung's reasoning. He's at the point where he can't accept anything but the reality of his actions.

  "Hyung. . . please don't blame yourself. I want you to be happy. . ."

  "It's not easy, Taehyung. I'm assuming you read the letters. You know how lonely and guilty I felt and still feel."

  "It's okay. I forgive you; I love you."

  "No, you don't!" Hoseok started crying.

  "Yes, I do! I've loved you for years and always stayed by your side even when you didn't want me there!"

  "That's the thing! I never wanted you to think that way! Yet it happened anyway! Don't you know what a toll it is to know that you'd be upset every damn time!" Hoseok said as he hugged Taehyung.

  "I love you so much. . . it hurt knowing I was the reason that made you upset!" Hoseok cried.

  "I don't care about the past. I love you no matter what. I'm not letting you go Hoseok."

  Taehyung stroked Hoseok's teared stain face and leaned in for a kiss. It wasn't anything special, but the kiss had so much meaning. Both of them knew that they didn't regret the kiss.