Air.

I need air.

I couldn't breathe.

Alcohol skims through the place like a snake searching for its master.

Body against body, smelling the horrible smell of sweat.

Don't forget a number of people cheating tonight.

It disgusts me.

But I disgust him.

"You drink beer now ?"

I turn around.

My eyes locking with the devil himself.

The 3 falling angels.

The 3 amigos.

The one that broke me.

"No?"

I was lost of words, the last time I saw them was last week, they pour milk down my head and beat up my brother for punching them.

He was the only one that sticks up for me.

"Goody goody finally wants to experience alcohol, tonight must be special, " Asher said a mischievous smile playing on his beautiful lips.

Asher was X best friend. He was black, and no the dude didn't care about basketball.

He cares about one thing and one thing only.

Beating the crap out of you .

Well obviously after sex, but that's another story.

Curly hair, great jaw, and horrible personality.

The guy ego who was higher than his dick itself.

"Maybe she just want to get loose, maybe befriend with X," Ky said mockingly

Ky, well that's what we call him, no one knows his real name, but this Asian dude will get you in your darkest fantasy.

He was X best friend too, always smoking, never talking, but when you talk to him he humiliates you.

But he does so by laughing.

Making it as a joke.

"Huum, it's just I wanted to try it once" I explain

X was there. Even if I was to be blind, or didn't see him.

His presence was there . his stare, his smell.

It was intimidating.

He was sitting on the sofa kissing a girl hungrily. Kissing her.

Alexa.

But he was staring at me, his eyes showed no emotion.

None just an eye. But when we lock eyes, I could confirm it.

He found me disgusting.

"Fine by me baby girl," KY said

I was so nervous, my glasses were starting to fall so I went and push them up. My long hair was in a ponytail and I was only wearing foundation and eyeliner with a bit of highlight.

I turn around and walk away.

To the mist of this people. Walking out the door.

To my house.

Into my bed.

Into my though.