16 and still alive.

What a miracle.

Today is Saturday. I was invited to a party.

Well, my brother was. And he was dragging me with him.

Last year I was rejected.

Rejected by my lover and since then I have been in an endless depression.

I was back to being that girl.

T H A T G I R L

I gave up everything after.

This year has been the worst.

And I tried to stay in but my annoying twin brother tried to mess it up for me.

"Aaaaamyyy"

My brother reminds me of the sky, constantly changing.

He had blue eyes like mine, but expect of my trouble one, he got soft looking one.

Like a calming river with a pretty sunset.

He had brown hair, I died mine.

He was beautiful, don't expect muscularly.

He didn't do sport.

But he was beautiful.

I wasn't. but he was.

He loves me and was my only friend. So was dad.

"I'm coming Damian" I mumble

Sure I was a quiet girl. All I did was play the piano and sing. Or maybe I was odd.

And maybe yes I gave up everything for him, but at least I wasn't fat now.

That was a lot of work.

"Here for my pretty sister noodles for breakfast," he said putting a bowl of soup in front of me.

"Ha ha, "I said mockingly

My brother and dad tried there best.

My mom died when I was four, I don't remember her but it's okay my dad said she wasn't the best.

Since then my dad took the duty of us, now he is a police officer and he has a good salary to feed us. But he is barely here.

Damian was a good brother, we were both horrible cook and we could only do some type of food.

But noodle was his specialty.

" big bro thank youuuu"

He smiles, his dimple showing. He reminds me of nature.

Constantly changing.