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Chapter thirteen

By the time I pulled into the driveway, the sun had already disappeared.

The sky above the house was dark blue, fading into black at the edges, with only the porch light glowing softly against the evening. For a moment, I stayed in the car with both hands resting on the steering wheel, staring at the windows. They were warm with light. Familiar. Safe in the way home was supposed to be safe, even when the person walking toward it felt like a stranger to herself.

I had spent hours at the thinking spot. Longer than I meant to. I had watched the afternoon turn gray, watched leaves fall one by one from the trees, watched the town below slowly begin to glow as houses and streetlights blinked awake.

I hadn't cried the whole time, but I hadn't felt okay either. I had only sat there with the ache of missing Riley pressed quietly against my ribs, letting it exist without trying to explain it away. By the time I finally drove home, my body was tired from doing almost nothing, and my heart felt like it had walked miles.

When I stepped inside, the first thing I noticed was the smell of chocolate.

Not soup this time.

Hot chocolate.

The good kind, too. The kind my sisters made on cold nights when we were sad or bored or pretending not to be either. Milk on the stove, too much cocoa powder, vanilla, cinnamon, and marshmallows piled on top like the drink itself was trying to apologize for the state of the world.

I stopped in the entryway and blinked.

My whole family was waiting for me.

Mom was on the couch with blankets folded beside her, three of them, all soft and fluffy and clearly chosen with purpose. Dad was standing near the television, holding several movie cases in his hands like he was presenting extremely important evidence in court. Hudson sat cross-legged on the floor in front of the coffee table, arranging snacks into categories no one had asked for, while Harper and Brooklyn came out of the kitchen carrying mugs of hot chocolate carefully in both hands.

For a second, no one said anything.

They just looked at me.

Not like they were angry.

Not like they were disappointed that I had disappeared for most of the day.

They looked relieved.

Like I had come home from somewhere farther away than a quiet overlook at the edge of town.

Brooklyn was the first to speak. "Before you say anything, yes, this is an intervention."

I stared at her. "For what?"

"Emotional crimes against yourself."

Harper handed me a mug. "Ignore her. It's hot chocolate."

Brooklyn lifted her chin. "Hot chocolate can be part of an intervention."

I took the mug from Harper, and the warmth seeped into my fingers so quickly that my throat tightened. "You made this?"

"Obviously," Brooklyn said. "Dad tried to help, but he stirred too aggressively."

Dad frowned. "I stirred normally."

"You stirred like the cocoa owed you money."

Hudson nodded from the floor. "It was violent."

Dad looked betrayed. "I was making sure there were no lumps."

Mom patted the couch beside her. "Come sit, sweetheart."

I looked at all of them, at the blankets and the movies and the snacks and the hot chocolate my sisters had made because they didn't know how else to hold me together. I wanted to say thank you, but the words got stuck somewhere behind the ache in my chest.

So I only nodded.

I slipped off my shoes, walked into the living room, and sat between Mom and Harper. Brooklyn immediately dropped a blanket over my lap like she was trapping me there, and Hudson pushed the bowl of popcorn closer with his foot.

Dad held up the first movie. "All right. Your brother and I narrowed it down."

"You mean I narrowed it down," Hudson said. "You tried to pick a three-hour historical drama."

"It has excellent reviews."

"It has subtitles and horses."

"That does not make it bad."

"It makes it not for tonight." My brother said with a shake of his head.

I looked at the movies spread across the coffee table. There were a few of my usual comfort choices, some animated ones Hudson had clearly chosen, one mystery movie Mom loved, and then, sitting near the edge of the pile, was Practical Magic.

My heart softened.

I reached for it without thinking.

"This one."

Dad smiled like he had known all along. "Good choice."

Hudson groaned. "Again?"

"It's my fall comfort movie."

"It's always fall to you when you're sad."

Brooklyn pointed at him. "That was accidentally insightful. Don't do it again."

Harper laughed softly while Mom reached over and rubbed my back. I held the movie case against my chest for a second, staring down at the cover. I had watched it a hundred times, maybe more. Riley used to tease me for it every October, even though he always ended up watching it with me.

The thought came gently this time.

Not like a knife.

More like a bruise being touched.

I remembered Riley sitting on our couch with popcorn balanced on his stomach, pretending he wasn't paying attention until he started asking questions about the plot. I remembered him stealing marshmallows out of my hot chocolate and claiming he was "saving me from excessive sweetness." I remembered telling him he was the excessive sweetness, and he had thrown a pillow at me.

I swallowed and set the movie on the table.

Mom noticed, because of course she did. "You okay?"

I looked at her, then at my family gathered around me with their blankets and cocoa and ridiculous movie debate. For once, I didn't say I was fine.

"I miss him," I whispered.

The room softened around me.

Dad lowered the movies in his hands. Harper's shoulder pressed gently against mine. Brooklyn's face changed from teasing to tender in a single breath. Hudson stopped sorting snacks.

Mom pulled me closer. "I know."

"I didn't go today."

"We know."

"What if he thinks I didn't come because I don't care?"

Harper shook her head. "Willow told him you needed rest."

Brooklyn sat on the arm of the couch. "And if he's smart, he'll believe her."

"He used to be smart," Hudson said.

I let out a weak laugh. "Sometimes."

Dad sat in the chair beside the couch. "You're allowed to have one day, Autumn."

"I know." I stared down at my hot chocolate, watching the marshmallows melt slowly into the dark surface. "I just hate that I needed one."

Mom tucked the blanket more securely around me. "Needing rest doesn't mean you love him less."

The words settled over me, quiet and warm and painful.

I wanted to believe them.

Maybe someday I would.

Brooklyn reached for the remote. "Okay. Enough sadness for at least five minutes. We're watching witches, drinking hot chocolate, and pretending marshmallows are medicine."

"They're not?" Hudson asked.

"They are emotionally."

Dad nodded. "I support this science."

Harper leaned her head against mine. "You don't have to talk if you don't want to."

I nodded, grateful.

The movie started, filling the living room with familiar music and soft, magical warmth. I curled deeper into the blanket, holding my mug close with both hands. My family settled around me like a shield. Mom stayed beside me. Harper tucked her legs under herself. Brooklyn pretended she wasn't watching me every few minutes. Hudson threw popcorn at her until Dad told him to stop, then immediately stole some himself.

And slowly, the house began to feel less like a place I had returned to and more like a place that had been waiting to catch me.

I still missed Riley.

I missed him during the opening scene. I missed him when I took my first sip of hot chocolate. I missed him when the marshmallows melted and there was no one beside me stealing them. I missed him so much that the ache became part of the room, sitting quietly beside me while the people who loved me sat on every other side.

But for the first time all day, I let myself be loved by someone other than him.

I let Mom's hand rest in my hair. I let Harper lean against my shoulder. I let Brooklyn refill my mug halfway through the movie without asking. I let Dad pretend not to cry at a scene he claimed was "not sad, just emotionally effective." I let Hudson fall asleep on the floor with one hand still in the popcorn bowl.

And somewhere between the hot chocolate and the blankets and the glow of my favorite fall comfort movie, my chest loosened.

Not all the way.

Not even close.

But enough.

For tonight, enough was everything.

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