Tori Satten--->
Nice long chapter.
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The rest of the week went by without any drama, thankfully. Everyone has been getting along really well, Jacob actually hangs out with us during most lunches. He told me that Natasha has been grounded though I don't really give a shit what happens to her.

I've spoken with Spencer a lot and every time I do it's slightly awkward though I'm not sure why? It's Spencers party tonight but I'm not really in the mood to go so me and Jen are just going to have a movie marathon night.

Jen knows about the party but decided not to go and I'm not complaining.

I'm sitting on the couch going through all the movies Jen brought over to Darron's place. He was going to join us but he said something came up and it was left at that.

Something a person needs to know about Jen is that she loves classic movies, be it animation, drama, horror, you name it. If its old and people loved it, Jen loves and has it.

"Have you picked one yet?" I look through the pile until I find the one I was looking for. "Yeah found it!" I yell out to her even though she's sitting right next to me. "Shit Tori don't do that." I shrug and put the movie in.

I sit back down and put my feet on Jens lap while eating my popcorn as the opening credits play over the screen. "Tori you know I hate this movie because it makes me cry." Who doesn't cry when Mufasa dies, I know I do, but I just love The Lion King.

This was mine and Ellies movie, we would always sing the songs together and make fun of the characters. Every time Mufasa would die he always told me that Mufasa became a star and watched over Simba, and he was right.

Mufasa always showed up for Simba, though the first couple times I found it weird when he came back from the dead for a bit. Moving aside those thoughts before I start crying my eyes out I focus back to the movie.

Half way through the movie there's a banging on the door. I look at the time to see it's only 6 so I know it's not Darron, he said he'd be back at around 10. I caustiously stand up and walk to the door, looking through the peephole I see that it's the guys.

Rolling my eyes I let them in, they all quickly walk in and start yelling orders that I can't even understand with how much they're all rambling. The only ones not rambling are Foster and Jacob. "Shut up you idiots!" Jen says while glaring at them.

"What are you guys doing here?" I ask while going back to sit down, only to be pulled back up and shoved into my room with a bag thrown at me. They close the door and tell me to get changed. Seriously they think I'm going to comly to them so easily, thought they'd learned by now.

I walk out the room and sit down on the couch. They all look at me with an annoyed expression. "Tori we don't have time for you to be stubborn just-" I interrupt Caleb, who is swinging his arms all over the place.

"First tell me where we're going, then maybe I'll get dressed." He sighs loudly and pinches the bridge of his nose. I just role my eyes and wait for an answer. "We're going to Spencer's party, now get dressed." Just then Jen walks out in her outfit.

She's wearing a blue dress that reaches just above her knees, it matches her eyes, and black pumps.

"Guys if she doesn't want to go she doesn't want to go. It's not that big of a deal." Jen shrugs while fixing her hair. "Exactly I'm sure Spencer won't mind that I didn't come after he invited me to but-"

"He invited you!" Jen screechs, while looking at me with eyes that are bugging out of her head. I nod slowly scarred at what she'll do right now. "What's so big about him inviting her?" Foster asks the question I think everyone is wondering, even Jacob and he's been here longer.

"He doesn't invite people, never, not once. Tori he so likes you come on we're getting you dressed right now!" I go to complain but by the glare she throws me I keep my mouth shut.

While she drags me to the room I see the guys faces and I'm utterly confused, they all suddenly looked pissed off. Before I can ask what's wrong the door slams shut and Jen is busy pulling my outfit off and then the one the guys got me on.

It's a nice little black dress that reaches just above my knees, thank you who ever chose this dress. I reach in the bag for the shoes and pull out black sneakers, shit the guys know me so well.

Once I'm done getting dressed Jen does my hair and makes it that straight wavy style. Unfortunatley Jen convinces me to at least apply some lipgloss and I gave in when she pouted. Curse her and that damn pout.

Once I'm done I exit the room to see all the guys lounging around the room. They look at me and Jen and stand there in shock, it's like they've never seen two girls in dresses before. "Okay time to go!" Jen yells and walks out the door with me following after her.

We reach the parking lot and see only the guys' car. "Well Jen looks like you're sitting on my lap." Caleb says with a smug smirk. He's been trying lately to get her to go out with him but we all know he doesn't mean for a relationship. All of these guy's are players but they're still my friends.

"Tori I'm on your lap okay?" She silently pleads, I just smirk and shake my head no. She glares and Caleb drags her to the car. The rest of us just laugh and get in the car.

The drive to Spencer's place is filled with laughter, jokes, and singing. They guys are awful singers well aside for Jacob and Foster. Caleb and Dalton like to scream the lyrics, poor Jen. Once we pull up to the familiar house we climb out and see car's all over the side walk and on the lawn.

The party is in full swing when we enter, some people are already passed out, or are on the brink of passing out. I see sweaty people grinding on each other, making out, basically anything you would find at a high school party.

We all walk to the kitchen to get drinks, I've been to enough parties to know that you should never get a drink from someone else, make sure you can close it and always have your eyes on it. I grab myself a soda and walk out with everyone to the dance floor.

I hand my drink to Jacob when Jen drags me to the centre of the dance floor. I move slightly awkward at first. Then one of my favourtie songs come on and I'm a dancing machine, Kygo Stole the Show is my jam. Me and Jen start rolling our hips to the music and just dance on each other.

We dance for a couple more songs before I start hearing my name being called. I look over and find it's Spencer. He looks really good tonight, he's wearing an open blue plaided shirt with a white T-shirt underneath and dark denim jeans with blue converse.

"Hey Spencer." I hug him and pull back when I take my drink back from Jacob. Jacob walks off, the guys left a while ago chasing after a group of girls and I'm left with Jen. "I'm happy you made it, for a minute I thought you weren't coming." He chuckles while shaking his head.

"Well actually I was planning on staying home-" I'm cut off by the ever rude Jen. "What she means is, is that she was going to come to the party but then she thought that I didn't want to go then I asked her if she wanted to go and she agreed. My friend is always doing good things for me." I look at her like she completely lost it but after starring at her I undertsand what she's getting at.

"Yeah what she said." The joke is not there, so don't even think about it. Jen suddenly excuses herself and walks away but not before wiggling her brows at me. Shit, I should have seen that coming. "You want to dance?" He asks after we stand there awkwardly just looking any where else instead of each other.

I nod and he leads us to the floor. A slow song start and I put my hands behind his neck and he places his on my hips. We talk normally during the whole dance and a couple more. We go to the kitchen to grab some more drinks but my ever pleasant bladder orders me around.

"I'll be right back." I say after a quick sip of my drink. I hand it to him and he nods. Walking up the stairs I find the bathroom quickly, not. It takes me four tries and on my thrid try I unfrotunately walked in on Dalton. Weird how I always walk in on him.

Luckily he didn't notice me and I quickly got out of there. After I used the bathroom I make my way back to Spencer. He still where I left him but now he's talking to one of his friends, I think his name was Edward. "Hey thanks for holding that for me." I say once I reach them.

"No problem Tori." I look over at Edward and he looks at me worried, I tilt my head at him but he avoids eye contact. I shrug and just chug down my drink. After finishing my drink I drag Spencer to the dance floor again.

I start dancing on him but its not me dancing for some reason, it doesn't feel like I'm in control of my own body. Everything starts getting blurry and I almost trip over my own feet. Spencer catches me and I burst into a fit of giggles.

He picks me up bridal style and walks up the stairs. Everything to me is disorientated and a tad blurry. Spencer opens a bedroom door and lays me gently on the bed. "Okay there you go Tori, hang on I'm going to get you some water." I just nod and cuddle into the bed.

A glass of water appears in front of my face and I take it. I sit up but still feel woozy. "Thanks Spencer." I look up at him and see lust clouding his vision. "Spencer are you okay?" Instead of answering me he crashes his lips onto mine roughly.

He pushes his tongue into mine and all I can taste is alcohol and drugs. I try to push him off of me but to no avail he doesn't budge. His hands start to trail down my body and that's what makes me livid. He fucking knows about my whole life and he's trying this shit!

When one leg is in between my legs I dive my knee into his groin. He screams loudly and cups himself while falling down next to me. I straddle his lap and punch across the face. "How fucking dare you!" I yell in his face while tears stream down my face.

I can't believe I ever liked this scumbag! After knocking him out cold I stand up clumsily. Motherfucker drugged me most likely, thinking he can just take advantage of me! It's fucking sick! Why is this shit always happening to me, next thing I know I won't survive the next one.

With one more punch to his face I leave the room and go on a search for my friends.

When I reach the bottom of the stairs my eyes immediately find Jacob making out with some girl. My heart clenches in pain knowing I was right about him. I just shake the thoughts away before looking for Jen or one of the guys.

I find Dalton by the beer pong table. I walk over to him and tap his shoulder. He turns to me with a beaming smile. "Hey Tori what's up?" I don't let him see my pain and just put on my fake happy face. After a while you learn how to cover your emotions easily.

"I'm tired and I don't feel well, do you think we can go home please?" His eyes soften and he nods.

We eventually find everyone else and head for the car, Jacob isn't coming with he's getting 'lucky' tonight. I'm happy I made the right decision about him.

Jen keeps asking if I'm okay and I keep telling her I'm fine but, I'm not fine. It hurts knowing that anyone I know just tries to use me like I'm a rag doll. They were right, no one will love and care for me. Heck my own mother doesn't care, the whole time I've been gone I've tried to call her countless times but she either ignores me or if she does pick up and realise it's me she starts yelling at me and blaming me.

Though she's right with every insult she fires at me. They all are. I put the mask on because I don't need pity.

For once I wish that I had normal teenage problems, is that to much to ask?

All I know is I'm leaving this place when I'm finished protecting mom. I promised I would and I will never EVER break a promise to Ellie. He never broke a promise to me so I won't do the same. I wish I could have kept the promise for dad but that promise was broken after some time. I felt so ashamed breaking that promise, I knew Ellie was most likely disappointed in me but who wouldn't. I put my father in jail, I can't blame him.

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Spencer is such an idiot, he was doing so well and then he messes it up. Poor Tori everywhere she goes this shit keeps happening.