Troye pov

    I didn't know what to think anymore. All I've ever known is a blur now and I can only see the hazy dark sky.

   I had to write. That's the only thing that stops me from absolutely breaking down. It was hypocritical of me really. Since Gasoline is all about how I cheated on someone and felt like shit for it. But Connor. He did it multiple times. I wonder if he feels the way the song conveys right now. I hope so.

    I kept tapping my pen and thinking of a verse or just anything. No luck. I waited for awhile. I'm just tired. People keep changing and it's tiring.  Wait, I'm onto something.

I am tired of this place I hope people change.

That's all I have. I was just going to pour my heart out on this. All I could see was me drowning. And all the memories we had together, sitting in our houses, going on vacations together. That time we talked about our future. Getting a house together. Maybe having a few kids.

I see swimming pools and living rooms and airplanes. I see a little house on the hill and children's names.

      I'm so stupid. How could I have believed he loved me when the whole time he was with someone else. I'm so foolish and clueless. I wish I never had fallen for him.

   Only fools fall for you. Only fools. Only fools to what I do. Only fools fall.

'Us' should have never happened. We obviously weren't meant to meet, let alone be together. We are total opposites and I don't know why I'm only seeing this now. You were just a temptation. I fell for it. That was my fatal mistake.

No our lives don't collide I'm aware of this. Differences, and impulses and your obsession with the little things. You like stick and I like aerosol. Though I try to resist I still want it all.
Don't give a fuck not giving up. But I still want it all.