hey, i don't think i'm here to stay
i'll be gone the next morning
it's just like you said
i'm not good when people are good to me
and it's always been that way

you keep trying to change me
but i don't know if i even can
i mean, i look in the mirror everyday
and i hate the girl who stands right there

oh, you know i've made some mistakes
maybe you are happier when i'm not around
then why'd you cry about it?

you were too drunk, maybe
or you saw her when you saw me
i don't know

but i'm sure no one really means
what they say nowadays

so hey, i think i would've wanted you to stay
but i guess it's best for us that you are petty and gone
doesn't matter 'cause i
don't know what i'm doing
don't know where i'm going

i just need a break
resting right now
alone under a tree
while it rains
would be so good
i wish i could

but i can't even
get out of bed
or clean my house
and clean myself
i hate my brain
i go insane all the time

so i understand why
i'm so alone and lonely
i'm so unbearable