future

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hey, did you see your future? there, there, right over there. did you see it?

if you see it, no, it's not your future. it's actually your dreams.

and between you and your dream? the dark spaces between them? oh, they're the process.

yes, yes, it is dark. it is scary. I know that too. we always dream about our future, about how amazing that would be. how incredibly awesome you will be. but no one seems to remember about the dark path that they must go through if they want to make that dream come true.

you see, that is your dream right there. and to get there, you must walk through that dark way.

what's in it? no, not me to tell you. you have to find out yourself. get as many information as you can to brighten it up a little. but it would stay dark. it would require hard works. it would require your passion and your faith. your consistency. and your hope, to finally one day arrive.

do you see your future right there? no, it won't be your future unless you are willing to keep fighting and keep your faith.

so, are you willing to go that way? towards the dreams that you have always dreamed about?

if you are ready to make your dreams your future, please go through the darkness.

because through darkness, you will start appreciating light.

through hard works, you will start appreciating success.

good luck. may all the odds be yours.

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about me, trying to convince myself that walk through that path :')

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curcol part:

aku takut sih. aku nggak tahu apa yang akan kuhadapi.

jika aku ingin menerbitkan buku, maka, ya, aku harus melewati jalan gelap itu.

penolakan. pedekate ke penerbit yang entah berhasil atau enggak. all the hours I spent writing instead of doing anything else.

and I'm worried if I am ever gonna make that dream come true or not.

but we will never know if we don't try, do we? yang jelas, kalau nggak dicoba, kemungkinan terbit nggak akan ada sama sekali.

takut. ini nggak akan semudah penulis Wattpad yang justru dipinang karena berbagai hal. ini aku yang berusaha meminang.

oh God :").

fingers crossed. wish me luck guys :").