<<<ELSA'S POV>>>

Once again, I slept at the club. The pill really did the trick, Blake's getting back on track! One of his girls have fully recovered and is coming back to work! Only, she's on day shift and she'll not be doing nights. I'll be helping out Ariel, Chloe and Tiffany. Blake had to get two extra girls to help out.

"Elsa, are you up?!" Merida called.

I groaned in response causing Merida to laugh on the other side of my door. Then my stomach felt like it was burning up. I think I'm going to be sick everywhere! I ran into my bathroom and bought up my food from the last couple hours.

"Blake did mention that these pills would mess up my system quite a bit." I said, rubbing my stomach.

"Elsa, are you being sick? Are you okay?" Merida's muffled voice questioned.

"Mer, I'm fine! Just leave me be, I'll be down soon!" I replied.

"Okay, Els." She sighed.

She was gone. I was bringing up a lot of what I should have digested overnight. The stomach acid burnt my throat, I felt like someone stuck a match down my windpipe! I got up and brushed my teeth. Today, I think me and the girls are all going out on the boat tour; I'm actually really nervous about that...I can't swim and what if the boat splits in half!

"Get real, Elsa! A small ferry isn't going to take a turn like the titanic." I scolded myself.

I just have some serious paranoia issues like insanely serious. Mama thought it was anxiety, honestly I'm starting to think she's right about that.

"Elsa, are you ready?" Anna asked.

"No." I replied back.

"Are you dressed at least?" Anna asked.

"Yeah!" I responded.

The bedroom door opened and I brushed my teeth. Always brush your teeth after being sick, otherwise your teeth will rot from the horrid bacteria and stomach acid that could still be in your teeth.

"Oh my God, what's that horrid smell?!" Anna gagged, almost vomiting.

"Hey! Don't vomit in my room! It's bad enough that I was vomiting!" I groaned.

I flushed the toilet and sprayed the room with air freshener. Back to normal! I began washing my face as Anna sat on the edge of the bathtub.

"You said you were sick?" Anna asked.

Excuse! Okay, keep it calm! This is just Anna, just your little sister! There is no biggie about lying to her...okay, that's a big fat lie.

"I think I ate something bad?" I lied, as I held my stomach.

The stomach acid hadn't settled and it made me feel worse. Anna stared at me in concern and I smiled. I ran my bath and Anna sat on the closed toilet lid instead.

"Do you know what was bad that you ate?" Anna asked.

I shook my head. Nope, don't let her know! She'd never look at me the same...nobody would. I'm seen as a woman with dignity, if they find out about my doings in the strip club they won't! I'll just be another fame slut.

"Well I hope you like the sea! We have a day on the ferry today!" Anna squealed.

I began shaking. Just wear a life jacket and don't panic or you'll just work yourself up! I have some serious issues with keeping calm in these circumstances and by those circumstances I mean swimming. I always have some sort of horrible panic attack beforehand.

"Y-Yeah." I stammered.

"Elsa, are you okay? Whenever anyone mentions something about having to go by water; you're always hesitant. Why?" Anna questioned.

I don't want people to know that I can't swim. It's just so so embarrassing! Who would be proud that they can't swim? Certainly not me, that's for sure!

"Not being rude Anna but my bath is done! The quicker you're out this bathroom, the quicker I get in and done!" I said quickly.

I practically pushed her out the room and locked the door behind her. I sighed in relief, I'm off the hook! Baths don't scare me, it's more the sea as there is an unknown depth to it and it's highly more likely for a person to drown out in the sea. I had my bath with the rose scented candles and bath bomb that changed the colour of the water to glitter silver. It was amazing, that's for sure! It's so satisfying to watch a bath bomb boom and watch the colour spread across the clear liquid.

"Maybe I should just wear a set of jeans and a short sleeve top?" I asked myself.

It's windy today and it'll be cold out on the water. People won't think like me and probably call me crazy, but I'll prove them wrong! They didn't listen to me in the first place and said it'll be perfectly fine. I won't be the one shivering like a dog! I eventually jumped out the bath and dried my hair. I tossed on the clothes carelessly and did my make-up real quick. Honestly, I felt too lazy to even care about my appearance today.

"Auntie Elsie, are you done?" Daisy knocked.

"Almost!" I replied.

Finally I had everything ready and I headed out. Me and Daisy went downstairs waiting for everyone else to get in the SUV. We started playing the alphabet game. We are doing an A-Z on food!

"A for apple!" Daisy cheered.

"A for asparagus." I replied.

This may be really, really mean but this is my specialty after all; I'm a caterer and I use variety of ingredients to create my exquisite dishes.

"B for baloney!" Daisy replied.

"B for blackberry." I replied.

This is just a piece of cake for me...cake! I could use that next if Daisy! Children and their sugar obsession, I didn't have much problem with that as a child. It only became a thing recently.

"C for candy!" Daisy giggled.

See? Daisy's answer was associated with sweets.

"C for cake!" I replied.

"Cake! I should have said that!" Daisy groaned, "Dumplings!"

I laughed. I haven't made dumpling sew in a while! Maybe, I'll make that tonight? It'll take an hour, but I know that Daisy will love it.

"D for dates." I smiled.

That's when she jumped onto my lap and giggled. I smiled and stroked her hair.

"Auntie Elsie, when are you going on another date?" Daisy asked.

My heart began to ache. Jack...he hasn't called me and I haven't called him. Honestly, I don't want to talk to him...he's hurt me and I have been considering maybe calling off our relationship...I don't think that we can go a day with some sort of disagreement that turns into a big argument. 

"I-I don't know, sweetheart." I replied with tears in my eyes.

"Els, we are ready!" Merida cheered.

I quickly jumped up, put Daisy down and jumped into the van. The girls all jumped in and Merida sat up front with me. Chandelier come on, Daisy sung along in her little world of her own.

"So Elsa! When will we be seeing your soon-to-be future husband!" Rapunzel laughed.

"Punzie!" Merida exclaimed.

"What?" Both Anna and Rapunzel asked.

I kept quiet with my eyes on the road. Don't show that you're hurt by an arrogant jerk, Elsa. Don't be a foolish little girl, you weren't ever meant to be one.

"Elsa?" Anna whispered softly.

I knew all eyes were on me. This isn't what I wanted at all, I never asked for this. This...is why I didn't want to fall in love!

"Don't want to talk about it." I sighed on the verge of tears.

"But Els--" I cut them off.

"Stop!" I snapped.

The air was tense. The silence was uncomfortable for them, for me? Paradise. I felt relaxed, I never liked being center of attention. We had arrived at the bus station awaiting the coach. It had been twenty plus minutes and still no coach to be seen.

"Els, are you sure this is the right stop?" Anna asked worriedly.

"Yep, bus station opposite the bank." I repeated.

Before any of us could say any more, the bus had turned up. The tour guide apologised for such a long wait, there was a ton of bikers to get past; I can understand that people in countries such as Dubai and Spain are hyped for biking. Honestly, I wonder why people in America don't do the same! There are fifty states to use!

"Hey, Els. I haven't said anything about it until now but...I-I'm sorry about not helping you out." Merida sighed.

"What do you mean?" I questioned.

"W-Well about you and Jack. I know that you really liked him and it's partially my fault for opening my big mouth," Merida sighed.

I punched her arm and gave her a hug. She didn't hug back, I pulled away and she wore a confused expression.

"It's not your fault. If anything, it's mine. I-It was stupid of me to think that I could magically find love again and keep it this time, so I don't look at that anymore." I sighed.

Truth be told, after everything with Jack I just sort of spiraled into depression again. I loved him...still do, but it's just too complicated. I haven't told anyone, but...I think I'm going to move to Norway or somewhere in Spain. I know that seems crazy, but I can't live like this anymore!

"What are you thinking about?" Merida asked.

"Just...things." I shrugged.

Merida would talk me out of it. I know she would, what could I do really? If Merida, Anna or Rapunzel find out they'll do anything they can to stop me. I'm thinking about leaving after Anna's wedding, I can't bail on her beforehand as I'm her maid of honour.

"Els, you have that look in your eye..." Merida said.

"It's nothing, Merida! Just...drop it, please?" I asked.

She sighed and nodded. Finally, we had reached the destination of the side of the island. We basically got driven around in a ferry around the entire island! It'll be beautiful, but...I'm still really scared that something will happen to the boat and I'll drown.

"Want to grab a bite to eat?" Rapunzel asked.

"Me! I'm starving!" Merida groaned.

This caused us all the laugh. It was hilarious, I really didn't feel like eating though. I felt like I was going to bring up my stomach acid, I feel horrible. Cold sweats began to take over and I was having a panic attack.

"I-I'm just going t-to the restroom!" I stammered as I walked off.

I got into the restroom and locked myself in the little room with the toilet. I began to cry, why me? Why does all the bad stuff always happen to me?! Am I cursed or something?! I left the restroom feeling better than I had, I still was quite nervous though.

"Are you okay, Auntie Elsie?" Daisy asked looking up at me like I was a giant.

I smiled and picked her up taking her back to the table. Everyone but me was eating, this normally happens. Me not eating in front of people, I'm just not very comfortable with it.

"The ferry has arrived!" A little boy with his mother cheered.

Aww! He is so sweet! I saw how Daisy looked at him with a big goofy grin; looks like Daisy has a new friend! We were coming onto the ferry and I couldn't shake the horrible nervous feeling in my stomach.

"Deep, calm breathes." I muttered.

After fifteen minutes, I was freaking out internally fearing the absolute worst. I couldn't help it, I'm scared of drowning and...I can't swim. I'd probably be first to die if that's the case.

"Elsa, are you okay? You've been acting strange," Merida asked.

I nodded quickly and avoided conversation with her. Merida will probably sniff out my secret about not being able to swim. I don't want anyone to know about it, not even my best friends.

"Look, look. It's a little fishy!" Daisy squealed, leaning over the boat.

She wasn't dangerously hanging over and Rapunzel was next to her holding her protectively. Anna was leaning over a bit too, she was looking for dolphins no doubt. Anna has an obsession with dolphins, which is why we'll all be going to the sea life center by the beach tomorrow!

"What's the plan for tomorrow?" Merida asked.

"Actually, I have a surprise for everyone! Anna and Daisy will probably love it the most." I hinted.

Merida was in thought. She'll get it at some point, Merida is on a lazy day today. She would normally be exercising like mad at home.

"Oh!" She replied.

We just laughed at one another. Well it's going to be one heck of a day both today and tomorrow! It's almost my time to go out only this time I'll have to sneak out due to Anna snacking on the food. She does that a lot anyway, she has since we were kids. White lace was the way I was going tonight. Well it was what Blake gave me and I took it, I'm not your every day stripper; I'm an International caterer dancing at a strip club out of the goodness of my heart. Strange, right?

"Well if it isn't the star of this club!" Blake laughed.

I jumped into his car and we headed for the strip club. He handed me a pill and I gladly accepted, this one was a different one. I could tell from taste.

"Blake, what did you give me?" I asked.

"I had to give you a weaker pill. Too many of these and you could go into cardiac arrest." He replied.

I nodded. That's not on my list during my holiday in Dubai! The pill was already setting in and my vision was blurring and turning, I felt loose again. We entered the club and Blake guided me to the stage. People were cheering for me screaming for me to dance.

"Dance yo' hot piece of ass, girl!"

"Come on, girl! I've been dying to see you dance."

I winked and had my back facing the pole and doing squats down and going back up, people were going wild as I was letting loose.

<<<THIRD PERSON POV>>>

After the platinum blonde beauty had come off stage, she was on rounds with her red haired friend. A guy requested a private dance and she accepted, she felt no control and wild. She loved the feeling, she grabbed his tie and guided her to the back private rooms. She sat him down herself and closed the red velvet curtains.

"You want me to dance on you, baby?" She giggled, biting her lip.

The guy groaned as a bulge grew in his trousers, he nodded. She had no control over herself and her bra went flying exposing her perfectly rounded breasts. The guy's erection just grew much more. She sat on his lap and began to grind on him; she was dancing for this guy and just letting loose until someone opened the curtains interrupting the private dance.

"What the hell are you doing?!"

That voice was all too familiar to her. She knew exactly who it was, she felt her heart ache once again and anger boil in her veins. The billionaire stood in front of her and looked at her in sheer anger and shock. She didn't care, she just giggled.

"I was giving this gentleman here his dance that he paid for." She giggled.

Jack's teeth were gritted together tightly, his knuckles white and his eyes burned in rage.

"What the fuck are you even doing here?! You're actually stripping!" The jealous billionaire exclaimed.

"So? Like you care! You were the one who said they'd find someone better. Get out my...face." Elsa slurred.

The billionaire's anger turned to worry and panic, he observed her. He noticed that she was a little off-balance and the pupils of her eyes were going big and small on a constant setting.

"Has someone drugged you?!" He exclaimed.

"I took a drug and it broke my heart." She said.

Without warning, she fell back to the floor with a huge thud. The billionaire didn't have time to react to catch her so he ran out of the club with her in his arms stressing if the girl he was mad about would be okay.

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Hi guys 😊 New chappie! 😁 Yeah, sorry about updates being slow 😓 Well, some serious heatwave crap is going on over here and I'm panting like a parched dog 😭😳😂 Anyway, back to the chapter! 😂 Elsa still hiding her fear of not being able to swim 😓😰 Will that have some affect on her in the future? 😰 Jack's here! 😱 What will happen next?! 😱 I hope you enjoyed ☺️

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