Chapter 52
<<<ELSA'S POV>>>
Yet another night with an ending of my heart being smeared everywhere like paint. It's painful, I hate heartbreak. My eyelids were heavy and I couldn't open them just yet, my eyes weren't adjusting to the light properly. That's when I moved a little to notice something. This bed is very soft and seems thick, I opened my eyes and looked around not bothering to sit up. This isn't anywhere I have been before...what the heck is this?!
"Thank God! You're awake!"
I shivered and I felt the same heart ache I have the whole time. It feels horrible, why did I have to be the one with the horrible love life? First, Tadashi and now Jack? I don't think I can do this love thing anymore.
"You...why am I here? Where is here?!" I exclaimed.
Despite my questioning, I noticed the pain in his eyes. Really? He's in pain? He was the one that walked out and shattered my heart like a piece of glass!
"Please, calm down! You were drugged at that club and you were stripping," Jack said, nibbling at his lip.
"I'm fully aware of that, I asked for the damn drug!" I hissed.
That was when I saw his expression. Confusion, betrayal, anger, heartbreak, sadness and jealousy. I don't understand this jerk!
"Are you telling me you asked for that drug?! Are you mad?! Are you a drug addict?!" He roared.
I punched him. I punched him straight in the jaw like I did at the nightclub, he fell on his ass holding his jaw in pain. I was panting angrily.
"I was helping Blake out! Unfortunately it's one of my traits, someone needs help; I help! What? Because you're Mr. Billionaire you go around and act all nice when really you don't give a damn about anyone but yourself!" I shouted.
He stood up still holding his jaw. He didn't look impressed but he looked much worse now, meaning he knew what I was saying was true leaving him speechless.
"Yeah, I'm a billionaire. Yeah, I invest in a lot of stuff. I like helping others too!" He retorted.
"Oh yeah?! What kind of person says to their girlfriend that they're going to find someone better?! I was so depressed because of you! I fucking love you!" I shouted.
His eyes widened and so did mine. I ran away from him, I ran as fast as my feet could carry me. I can't believe that I shouted that! What am I going to do now?!
"I'm getting wasted," I shrugged.
There was a bar around the corner, I knew where I was as I would always visit my friend here from time to time and get tours of the city. The bodyguard let me in and I hit the bar straight away, I was downing neat tequila and I had many.
"Another." I ordered.
"I think you've had enough, miss." The barmaid informed.
I tossed a bundle of notes about five-hundred dollars onto the counter, I watched as she bit her lip in a battle with herself whether or not to take the money.
"Choice is yours. Looks like you need that," I replied, shrugging.
She sighed, taking the money and getting me the full bottle. I thanked her and chugged back the bottle, she served another still giving me worried eyes. I needed alcohol to drown away my sorrows...I'm weak. Well, I'm weak either way. My mind was a blur. I got up and started dancing. Someone grabbed my hip and had me grind on them, I was far gone. My mind was swirling and I was slowly losing myself. I yawned in exhaustion. I'm sitting in a dark room, where on Earth am I?! Then that's when I realise I'm not alone. Oh my God.
"Light? Light! Light!" I muttered angrily.
I felt around in the dark for anything. That's when I picked up a phone, I turned the torch on and my eyes felt like they were about to pop out my head. This is Jack's hotel room! Oh my God, oh my God, oh my God! I jumped out of bed and my body was suddenly cold. I was naked, what have I done? Using the torch, I gathered all my clothes and got dressed. I noticed that this was Jack's phone and it still had us on his lock screen, I deleted all the photos of us not thinking twice.
"Not anymore." I whispered, crying.
I grabbed my phone and turned on the torch, leaving Jack's phone on his bed stand. I stared at him as I cried, I'm going to miss him a lot. I kissed his forehead.
"Goodbye, Jack Frost...I-I love you." I whispered as tears now streamed down my face.
I walked away and as my hand reached the door knob, he started chuckling. What the heck? He was still sleeping, he's just dreaming. My hand rested on the doorknob as I took deep breathes attempting to calm myself down.
"Elsa, stop being adorable. Don't you dare tickle me!" He muttered.
I stopped and turned to him. He was dreaming about me? What? Tickle him, really? He's ticklish? Wow, learn something new everyday. I can't stay any longer, I know exactly what would happen and I'm not sticking around to have my heart break into pieces again.
"I can do this..." I muttered in denial.
I couldn't take it. I ran away again, call me a coward! I couldn't care, I don't want to live in a relationship where things like that get said to me. When I got back, I near enough got murdered by all the girls. They practically had me tied to a chair! They were so angry with me, they said they'd been calling. Honestly I had turned my phone onto airplane mode. I didn't want to be contacted by anyone, I just wanted to be left alone.
"Elsa, can I come in?" Anna asked on the other side of the door.
I didn't answer and turned my back to her staring out the window. I didn't want her to see me cry, I didn't want to cry.
"Elsa?" Anna asked.
She opened the door, I could feel her eyes burning into my back. Tears fell as I stared out the window. I couldn't face her, I just couldn't...not in this state.
"Elsa, talk to me...p-please?" She stammered.
I couldn't even get a single word out, I didn't want my sister to know why I was so distraught. I didn't want her to look at me with disappointment, I'm old school...giving away your virginity before marriage implies that you sleep around. That's what Adgar always taught me anyway.
"I-I don't want to talk about it, Anna." I sniffled.
"Are you crying?" She asked, softly.
I didn't respond. I wiped away my tears and just lay down. She sighed, she came closer and sat by my feet.
"You know you can talk to me, right?" Anna said.
"I-I know, I just...d-don't want it to be mentioned ever again." I sobbed.
"If that's what you want, sis..." Anna sighed.
She left the room and I was left to cry alone, just like I had asked. Deep down, I didn't want that...I know my sister isn't a mind reader but I just wanted to be alone and not be alone at the same time. The girls forced me out of the room and we are about to go skydiving. I must say, I am excited! They said that severe asthmatics can't skydive as of the atmosphere up there, lucky for me I'm not really severe!
"You excited, Els?" Merida laughed.
"Girl! You know it!" I cheered.
I have always wanted to go skydiving since the first time, it was great! I also wanted to see the world. That changed once I got locked away by my supposed father who wasn't actually my father. I still can't wrap my head around why he was ever so cruel to me, I know it's because I wasn't his real daughter but there has to be something else!
"When we go back, it's Father's Day! So I'm thinking me and you go to Mama and Papa's then to announce my pregnancy." Anna suggested.
"That sounds great, Anna!" I smiled.
Secretly, I kind of dread promising her that I would tag along to help her. I really didn't want to have to tag along for this, Adgar would probably start insulting me. It's never going to change, I know that for a fact; he hates me because I'm not his blood, it's all about bloodline with him.
"Me and Daisy can take the pictures as you some down," Rapunzel smiled.
"Hey, I thought you wanted to have a go too?" Merida asked.
"I-I'm okay, I'm scared of heights like that!" She replied, a little startled.
"Fine by me, I can go with Els!" Merida cheered.
Me and Merida have that on our list, back in High School me and Merida would always be in the library...parents orders. Anyways! We made a list of things we wanted to do! I listed:
- Skydiving
- Swim with a dolphin
- Become a caterer
- Buy a house of my own
- Crash a wedding
- Do an all nighter playing sports
- Party until I drop
- Get married one day
- Have a child one day with a father that's there
- Buy The Sims 4
- Reunite with an old friend
- Be free
Those were the my things I wanted to do. I have done five of those things already! I did become a caterer, buy a house of my own, buy The Sims 4, reunite with an old friend and be free. Freedom was the biggest one for me, I did just that! I spread my wings and flew away to my own little world.
"Look, we are here!" Merida squealed.
Never in my life had I heard such an ear-piercing squeak. Heck, it was worse than Anna's!
"You ready, Els?!" She cheered.
"You know it!" I laughed.
It was so awesome! Me and Merida had so much fun! Anna and Rapunzel cheered for us the two times we went, it took quite a while to get up to a high point. Me and Merida both agreed it was worth the wait!
"Who else agrees to lunch?" Rapunzel asked.
"Me!" Daisy clapped.
"I'm starving." Anna moaned.
"You're always hungry!" I laughed.
She pouted and we went out searching for a place to eat. In the end, we found a McDonald's and just ate there. We were having such a great time!
"I'm sorry but your face on the way down!" Merida laughed.
"Hey, your face was the same!" I argued.
Anna and Rapunzel were laughing at mine and Merida's heated argument. We were going to continue until I jumped up from my seat in panic, they all looked at me confused.
"Elsa, what are you--" I cut them off.
"Please just tell him that I'm not here!" I muttered.
Before they could say anything, I bolted for the women's toilets. I locked myself in the cubicle and focused on my breathing, it was going completely downhill. Please cover for me, girls!
<<<ANNA'S POV>>>
"What on Earth was that about?" I asked.
"I don't know but it sounds like we have to cover for her." Merida said.
I nodded. I turned my head to see that Jack walked in, I could see Merida's expression from the corner of my eye. He saw us and started coming over.
"She asked us to cover, we cover!" I ordered.
The girls both nodded, we started laughing like nothing was wrong.
"Hello, Anna." Jack greeted.
"Jack? My, my! What a pleasant surprise! What brings you here?" I asked, trying to act as normal as possible.
"Is Elsa around at all?" He asked.
"No, she wasn't feeling good and she stayed at home today," Merida replied.
Merida has already made up the story? I was going to disguise it and say that she got a flight back home! Damn it, Merida!
"She's not feeling well? Is she okay?!" Jack asked worried.
This was what I couldn't wrap my head around. Jack was here and being so polite and worried about my sister, then why is Elsa trying to avoid him? My phone went off vibrating. I was getting a phone call, it was Elsa!
"Sorry, girls. My fiancé is calling," I smiled.
"Ooh!" Rapunzel teased.
I laughed and walked outside. I hope Merida keeps up with this damn story! I answered the phone.
"Elsa, why are you avoiding him?" - Anna
"Anna, I don't have time for this! Anyway, I have gotten a cab back to the house. Sorry that I couldn't stay..." - Elsa
"It's fine, but can you tell me what's going on with you and Jack? You were lovey dovey at the engagement party and now you're avoiding him!" - Anna
"Anna, things happened okay! I don't want to talk about it!" - Elsa
"This isn't over! I deserve an explanation!" - Anna
"Just...let it be. I'll tell you when we get back to America, okay?" - Elsa
"You are lucky that you're my sister and that I love you." - Anna
"Anna, you're a star! Thank you! I'll see you when you get back, bye!" - Elsa
"Yeah, yeah!" - Anna
Seriously what is going on with them two! It was weird enough how she was all happy with him and then she's avoiding him. I just hope she doesn't shut him out, she needs someone in her life again! Other than her family and friends. I remember when we were little, I would always dress Elsa up as a bride. I want that for her! Only, we didn't get to do it too often. I walked back in and our food was at the table. It's a shame that Elsa didn't get her food...I'll just eat it for her then!
"So did he buy it?" I asked.
"Like a muppet!" Merida laughed.
Something is up. Merida had this look in her eye, something that screamed she was holding things back and that she wanted to punch someone. Maybe she knows?
"Merida, do you know what going on?" I asked.
She shrugged and looked down at her food. She's lying, I know she is. Well, I'll just ask her when we are alone. I want to know what happened and I will find out what has happened!
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Hi guys 😊 Here's a new chapter! 😁 I know, I have been taking my sweet time 😳 I have school work which is important though! I hope you understand 😓 I hope you enjoyed ☺️
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