Hey people, it has been three days and my secret space was found so I am on the top of the roof, waiting for it to be my fourteenth birth day witch is when my mother said my punishment would be done. I just don't get it, that would mean that my punishment was the shortest in the family. One week and three days. I have one week to go so I guess that I will stay here till it's time. I spent the first night in my mother and Fathers room because he did not trust that I wouldn't run away. Yeah so it is kind of embarrassing when you are less then two weeks away from being fourteen and the oldest child and only teen in the family and you are sleeping in in your mother and Fathers room like a five year old. Oh and Cindy is nine today so she said that she would sneak me a piece of cake or something. I wanted to say that real food would be better but it was her birthday and she was so gosh darn cute when she said it because of a tooth that she just lose. ( you get a minute. awwww) . S0 I was looking forward to the cake but not looking forward to my mother trying to convince me to come inside. she was a great mother and all but she does not get having a lot of siblings since she had one older sister who died when she was two ( yes I know its sad but her fault for not being part god). When woke up after I apparently fell asleep I was inside on my bunk bed with my brothers asleep near me, a plate that had a note on it that read, "Mother knocked you out with some incents and said you weren't going to wake up anytime soon so I eat your cake. It was delicious. love Cindy." What I did not see was my bible. Then I felt around and felt it under my pillow and their was another note, "If I see you with this then I will tell your father. Keep it hidden, you know who." and that is why I love my mother, she may be cruel some times but the things she does for my is the reason I am still sane.