Author's Note:
Hey guys! I wrote this chapter and the last three about a month ago. I'm in need of ideas so leave yours in ths comments below. Love you all!

Not a minute after the bell rings I feel warm arms wrap around me. The sensation is weird. New to me. I'm not used to people caring like this. I feel a head nuzzle into the crook of my neck. It's Ava. She's holding me while I shake with sobs.

"It'll be okay," she whispers. "I promise. I love you."

"I love you, too," I barely choke out.

With that she unwraps her arms and goes back to her seat. Once she's back I receive a message from her asking what's wrong. I just go ahead and explain everything to her. She then wrote me this:

"Listen here. Okay, maybe Life would go on if you weren't here, Earth would still function as need be, yes, stars will still shine. But that doesn't mean the job will be performed to its full potential. For instance, people who love you here at this school would be broken. They wouldn't even be able to comprehend your death. They would blame themselves. Imagine, people would think, they could have stopped it, they could have been the difference. They would think they didn't see it was so bad. They would be so destroyed, that some might even be unable to live with the guilt, and do what you did. Teachers would think they were too hard on you. Parents would think if they had tried harder, been there more, anything, they could have stopped you. Everyone's OWN world would stop. Not the universe itself. I know sure as hell mine would. I've already told you I've lost a couple people because of things like this, it's hard to deal with. Seriously. Life would become so gray again, and pointless. Everything would be a reminder of you, like the stupid pictures we send each other, the little tardis stuff you wear, your glasses, all the Nightmare Before Christmas stuff, it would be gone, and become a painful memory. And all the laughter that happens in art would die. And in my book, that's a life not worth living, that's a stopped world, a dim sky, everything. I'm sorry, I would never forgive myself. Ever."

This just made me cry even more. I couldn't believe it. This girl who had been through so much was able to give me this, and I barely knew her. She is so freaking wonderful. I don't know where I would be without her.

I don't get much done in art since I have so much on my mind. It was pretty quiet. Much quieter than usual. I suspect that that's because Ava, these other two boys, and I are usually the ones talking our heads off.

Hopefully this day and the rest of the week will get better.

Author's Note ~

Okay, lovelies, time to start leaving ideas in the comments for upcoming chapters! I'm open to anything. I'm not promising that I'll use all ideas, but I'll think about it. Stay beautiful! Love y'all. :)