TW: self harm, blood, self esteem, sexual slurs, bullying, mentions of suicide, attempts at suicide

This is the tw for the whole book, so if I forget to put it i the the chapter, just remember to read this book with caution if you are sensitive to those things.

Stay alive frens, you are all beautiful and amazing |-/

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Joshua Dun is a very handsome person. His red hair, gauges, nose ring, and great arms would make anyone look twice. But Josh has problems; in his head, voices, anxiety, panic(!at the disco) But no one knows of this. He has become dangerously good at hiding it. The only person who knows of these problems is his best friend, Brendon Urie.

Everyone wants to get into Josh's pants; Girls, boys, others.... But believe it or not, Joshua is a bisexual virgin. Even when people constantly push themselves on him, he stays quite. He's not much of a talker.

Tyler Joseph also a very quiet person. Tyler has problems also, the only difference is, everyone knows Tyler has problems.  No one likes him, expect for his best friend Patrick Stump.

Like everyone else, Tyler is head-over-heals for one Josh Dun. The voice in his head doesn't like that one bit. He would talk to him, just so he could embarrass Tyler and let him know his opinion. Tyler doesn't care anymore.

Tyler's POV

I was walking with my head down, then suddenly. I was pushed into a locker by my personal bully. Trevor Jackson. I hissed at the pain and looked up at him. Knowing better than to look away. He waited for me to speak

"Y-yes s-sir?" I shuddered. He smriked, knowing that I was terrified of him.

"You need to be punished." He told me.

'At least someone knows what's up'

"Shut up." I whispered but of course, Trevor thought I was talking to him.

"What?" He asked.

"S-sorry s-sir." I winced as the he punched my gut.

"P-please s-stop." I asked as he went to punch again, I closed my eyes, but it never happened. I dropped to the ground and opened my eyes. I saw blood red hair and a hand that held Trevor's fist in it. No words were exchanged, but Trevor walked away. The guy turned around and crouched down.

Josh

'Ugh'

"Hey, are you alright?" He asked helping me up. I blushed lightly, and stood up straight.

"Uh... I.... uh, yup....peachy?" It came out jumbled. He opened the locker next to me and took out a sticky note and pen. He wrote something down and handed it to me.

"Text me sometime ok?" He asked. I blushed and nodded, he shut the locker and walked away.

'Throw it away'

"No frick you." I finally said to the voice and walked to class.