Chapter 9
Hey, I'm back. IK kinda long wait...sorry bout that. But I recently went to a Twenty Øne Piløts concert and it was the perfect medicine. So here's a chaper.
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Tyler's POV
I was pacing back and forth backstage. I had tend to write songs and Stuff, when I met Josh, I wrote this song called We Don't Believe What's on TV it is a pretty long title, but not as long as Patrick's songs. So it's ok.
'Don' t mess up pipspeak'
'Why are you even here?'
'Because you can't get rid of me'
"Ok Tyler, Josh is here." Brendon says as he walks over to me. I grab my ukulele and breathe. "He got beat up tho."
I paused, "What?"
"Just do what you came here to do. Check on him after." He stated. I nodded and walked out on stage. We had Dallon and Patrick working the lights. They turned them on when I walked on stage. I looked at Josh and smiled. I took a breath and started singing in the microphone.
(Everything belongs to Twenty Øne Piløts)
Yeah yeah yeah
We don't believe what's on TV
Because it's what we want to see
And what we want we know we can't believe
We have all learned to kill our dreams
I need to know
That when I fail you'll still be here
'Cause if you stick around, I'll sing you pretty sounds
And we'll make money selling your hair
I don't care what's in your hair
I just wanna know what's on your mind
I used to say I wanna die before I'm old
But because of you I might think twice
Yeah yeah yeah
Alright, second verse
What if my dream does not happen?
Would I just change what I've told my friends?
Don't want to know who I would be
When I wake up from a dreamer's sleep
I need to know
That when I fail you'll still be here
'Cause if you stick around, I'll sing you pretty sounds
And we'll make money selling your hair
But I don't care what's in your hair
I just wanna know what's on your mind
I used to say I wanna die before I'm old
But because of you I might think twice
I don't care what's in your hair
I just wanna know what's on your mind
I used to say I wanna die before I'm old
But because of you I might think twice
Yeah yeah yeah
OoHh
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah
Oooooo
Yeah yeah yeah
Ooooo
Yeah yeah yeah
Oooooo
Yeah yeah yeah
Ooooo
Yeah yeah yeah
oooooo
yeah yeah yeah
ooooo
yeah yeah yeah
ooooo
yeah yeah yeah
ooooo
YEAH YEAH YEAH
"I like you a lot Josh. I am so sorry that I hurt you like that. " I told him after I finished. There was a pause, my heart was beating so loud that I'm surprised Josh didn't hear it.
"Singing a song to me doesn't fix everything." He stated.
"I know, but please. Can we try again. I just want to start over." I pleaded.
"I got jumped Tyler, because someone else loves you." He told me. My heart is hurting right now, "Someone you hated. "
"I know but-" I didn't get to finish.
"Someone who you kissed." His voice cracked, "Why did you do that Tyler?"
"I was scared." I sighed.
"Why didn't you kiss me in the treehouse?" He asked, I was taken back by that.
"I-I uh..." I don't know what to say, "Josh..."
"Why did you let him hold you and kiss you every single day?" He asked. "Right in front of me."
"Josh please. I just want to start over." I tried.
"So you can hurt me again?" Josh asked, "He warned me ya know. But I was so in love that I didn't care."
Was
"I was so consumed by you that I didn't even have controls of myself." He continued, he also stood up and started limping towards me. I hoped down from the stage and stood in front of him. He smiled for a bit. "I still am."
"Josh please, can we start over?" I asked again.
"I don't want to start over Tyler. I want to start from this moment." He told me, my eyes are burning. "I want to start right here. With a broken heart, a broken body, and a broken boy."
I can feel the tears, I'm pushing them back. It's not working.
"Because I really like this boy. " He smiled. He liked someone already?? My heart is shattering piece by piece.
"He has nice fluffy hair, beautiful brown eyes that I get so lost in, an amazing voice, wants tattoos that mean something, who wants to be something, and the most softest looking lips ever seen." He described with a smile, then leaned up and kissed me, and I kissed back.
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