Juice POV 

How can she think that Aaron choose for her to live and my baby to die. I begged them to save Aaron instead of her. I feel like the minute my baby girl died she took my soul with her. We had so much planned for our future, we wanted to get marry, have some kids, and buy our own house. But now, I won't ever get the chance to marry the love of my life and experience life with her but X got to experience  marriage and she might get to experience having kids with Happy. 

I just look out at the same spot on the damn wall. I won't even let no croweaters come near me. I just don't want noone but my baby. She knew how to help me, she saved me from myself. I don't even want to sleep on her side because I hope when I wake up she will be in bed with me. But she is not, so I don't sleep there so I can smell her perfume that still is in her pillow but overall on her side of the bed. 

As each day, goes by I can't even look at X with out feeling sick to my stomach. I just want to smack her for even thinking that my baby died for her to live. I know what your thinking I shouldn't hit no female but when the love of your life dies you just want to fight with the one they saved instead of your girl. I know it's crazy to want to fight X because she got Happy but to it don't matter at all. But am, going to get X back very soon for my girl dieing instead of her. Am just have to plan everything out first.

X POV 

She was so young and so lovable by everyone. It looks like the minute Aaron die she grabbed Juice soul and took it with her. When I look, at Juice all I can think about would Happy be like that if I was the one who died instead. Juice won't even talk to noone around him, not his SOA brothers, anyone for DOD, and he won't even allow  croweaters near him. 

I have been wanting to go up to him and talk to him but every time I go near him he gives me this glare that if looks could kill I would be dead already and he also growls at me. I have a feeling deep down inside of me that he blames me for Aarons death. Yet, what he doesn't understand that after Dawn died, Aaron became like a little sister to me. So her death, hurts just as much as it hurts him. I just hope that soon Juice and I could talk thing out becuase if we don't I have a feeling he might come after me instead.