X POV

For a while, now every time Juice and I are in the same room we are always at each others throats. We can't even have a normal conversation with out yelling at each other and get in each others faces. Am sitting, with Happy in our kitchen when Juice walked in. "Hey Juice, I was wondering if you wanted to hang out with us tonight?" I asked hopeful that he would say yes so that he won't be stuck in the room doing the same thing since Aaron died. He tunred around and looked me in the eye as he started to yell at me. 

"FUCK OFF X. I DO NOT WANT TO DO ANYTHING THAT INVOLVES YOU WHAT SO EVER. I CAN'T EVEN STAND LOOKING AT YOU!!!!!!" Juice yelled. So I yelled right back at him, "WHAT THE FUCK CRAWLED UP YOUR ASS DUDE. ALL I WANT IS FOR YOU TO GET OUT THAT ROOM AND GET SOME FRESH AIR WITH US!!" "You act like that love of my life didn't die a few weeks ago. Am I suppose to just get up one day and say everything is fine. I can move on with my life. Well guess what no its not that easy," he told me with tears in his eyes. He made me feel guilty that I was still alive and she wasn't. "Juice I know for a fact that she wouldn't want you sitting around in your guys room all day," I told him. "DO YOU KNOW WHAT SHE WANTED X. NO BECAUSE SHE WANTED TO LIVE, GET MARRIED AND HAVE KIDS WITH ME BUT SHE DIDN'T GET TO DO THAT BECUASE THEY SAVED YOU INSTEAD OF HER!! I BEGGED THEM TO SAVE HER INSTEAD OF YOU TO BE HONEST BUT I DIDN'T GET THAT AT ALL. SO LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!!!!!" Juice yelled. 

I never felt, like it was my fault that she died becuase of me until Juice brings up everytime. I snap out of my own thoughts when I hear, "Baby stop, thinking that it's not your fault Aaron died," Happy said as calm as he could. I had totally forgot Happy was there with in the kitchen. "I didn't step in becuase he didn't hit you or attack you baby. You guys have to somewhat figure this out if we are going to be living together," Happy told me. I just hoped that Juice and I could along very soon. I would hate to see us fighting everyday. 

Juice POV

What the fuck did she think, I would just get over Aaron that quick. That bitch has some nerve to tell me what to do. Soon after, our yelling match in the kitchen, there was church called at the clubhouse. We are all sitting there and am just hearing part of what ever they are talking about. When I hear that it could have been the IRA  that attacked us. Instead of me thinking that Marina and Chibs might have something at fault of why the clubhouse was shoot up that day I blame X. 

"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO X. TO MAKE THE IRA ATTACK THAT DAY!!! I yell at her pissed off. Next thing, I know we are in a shouting match with each other. "WHAT THE FUCK MAKES YOU THINK I HAD SOMETHING  TO DO WITH IRA ATTACKING US AND YOU GUYS!!! she yell back at me. At this point,  we are right in front of each others faces. Happy trying to hold her back and Jax holding me back but they wouldn't stop us from yelling at each other. It's like they k ew we need to yell at each other becuase we were bottling up all of our emotions. "WHEN YOU GUYS GOT HERE ZOMBELLE  ATTACKED US, THEN YOUR CRAZY ASS EX BOYFRIEND  AND NOW THE IRA. SO WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO FOR THEM TO KILL AARON!!!" I yelled at her. She looked me dead in the eye and said, "YOU KNOW WHAT JUICE FUCK YOU. AM TELLING YOU I HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH WHAT HAPPEN THAT NIGHT. BUT YOU BELIEVE WHAT YOU WANT." After she turned around to leave when all of sudden...