My wrath and determination drives me to better those around me even it costs me my own sanity and ive never questioned or doubted such action that ive taken but regret comes with every consiquence and choice as im not free of it.
I wish for freedom from my self-made cage but i dont hold the key. Only if im given it and proven enough for my own untouchable expectations may i truly be free with well earned praise.

Until then i will wait as much as it hurts. I will wait for you.