🍂Tyler🍂

I looked up and saw Patrick looking at me concerned. "Are the thoughts back?" He asked gently as he sat next to me. I wiped the tears away and nodded my head. "Come on. I'm taking you home." He grabbed my hand and stood up pulling me with him. We begin to walk down the street towards my house.

I'm not going to leave until you grab the razor and cut and you realize how much of a slut your are. Tears streamed down my face as we got closer and closer to my house. Patrick seemed to realize I was breaking down. He rubbed my back as he pulled me closer. "Don't worry. We are almost there." I nodded my head in response.

Once you get there go to the bathroom and cut your pathetic arm. I shook my head and wiped the tears away. We made it to my house and Patrick set me on my couch as he walked into the kitchen. Me and Patrick have been best friends since six grade so me having a panic attack was nothing new. He knew how to calm me down at least a tiny bit.

A couple minuets passed and he walked back over to me and handed me a cup of tea. "T-Thank you." I said sniffling. "No problem buddy." He sat next to me and rubbed my back. "You okay now?" I took a sip and nodded my head. There was silence as I felt my phone vibrate. I grabbed my phone and saw Josh calling me. He is the horniest guy I've meet. I thought to myself.

I answered the phone call. "H-Hello?" I answered with a sniffle. "Are you crying?" He asked sounding somewhat concerned. "Why are you asking?" I asked trying to hide the fact that I was crying. "It just sounds like you were." I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion. "Whatever. Why are you calling me?" I asked a bit annoyed as I sniffled and wiped my eyes.

"I was going to tell you to come over, but you seem too distraught." I looked over to Patrick and saw he was leaning back against the couch watching tv. "Y-Yea I can't right now." I put my head down and ran my fingers through my hair. "Alright." After that he hung up.

I sighed and turned off my phone. "Was that Josh?" I nodded my head keeping my eyes closed. "You know that won't end well." I sighed and opened my eyes leaning onto the couch. "Yea I know. What's going on between Ryan and Brendon?" I asked trying to change the subject. "I thought Brendon was dating Dallon and after school I saw Brendon and Ryan walking down the hall with Brendon's arm around him."

"Brendon is just stringing him along. I actually feel bad for Ryan." I sighed and grabbed my phone. "I'm calling him." I opened up my contacts and started calling Ryan. After a couple rings he answered. "Hello?"
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I sat on the end of the couch while Ryan sat next to me and Patrick sat at the opposite end. "Ryan I'm sorry I have to say this, but you know Brendon is just using you right?" Ryan sighed and nodded his head. "Yea, but you of all three of us should know that even though you know nothing will happen it feels good to get their attention."

I sighed in disgust. "I'm not going to win here am I?" Ryan laughed and shook his head. "But anyways I don't want to see you hurt and neither does Patrick. So just end this." Ryan sighed. "Fine." I smiled in success. "But only if you end things with Josh."