DEAR JISUNG

i see why you hated me then. maybe you should have punched me then. you were right to hate me. even though i hated my personality and tried to change it, i could never love myself. i tried to convince myself that you were simply lying to me when we began to grow closer. for once i felt so happy, but happiness is never something eternal. happiness is like the sun,it is only there for a little bit before it has to depart, being covered in the darkness the moon brings.

im worrying about so many things that my head is spinning again

im left to rely on a broken compass

h.hj