DEAR FELIX

i hope what i asked you isnt too much to ask for. i see the way he looks at you, and the love laced in your eyes when you look back at him.  i want you to achieve things that i know you deserve. dance like you were born to, laugh as your laughter lights up the darkest skies, and love with every inch of your golden heart. im sorry my cracked heart had attempted to taint your pure one. perhaps one day ill also have a golden heart.

i will never understand why you held me so close,

when you are afraid of the dark.

h.hj