Munachi Odumba.

xx= Mature Content.

"I'm not saying that I need to break up with him, but the break you and Arthur took clearly helped your relationship and mine now needs fixing." Silvana stated and I groaned.

"There's no need for the break Silva." Jasmine said and I nodded then swallowed the milk soaked cereal in my mouth.

"Yes, Arthur and I's relationship break wasn't even something I was involved in.. Then, I didn't see the need for th-"

"-Ehen. Nonso isn't going to involved in it, I'll just tell him and he will accept it like you accepted yours. "

"You know he'll be mad, they'll start facing Williams... Just sit him down during night prep and discuss your problems. Make him understand that Williams isn't a threat. Simple." Jasmine reasoned and I agreed.

Nonso was a jealous lover, the break wouldn't be taken lightly.

I looked round the almost empty dorm and nudged at Jasmine.

"So, how far you now?" I spoke in pigin or at least attempted to and she smirked.

Then frowned.

"Girls, I've been meaning to tell you all something.. But everyone's just had their own problems going on and I didn't want to add."

I nodded and put another spoon into my mouth.

"That's a sad tone, what's going on?" Silvana asked.

"It's George... This holiday he came home early and long story short, it wasn't a dream or something I imagined. We discussed what happened. I guess I always felt like it was real but knowing about it now, just makes the stigma I have to live with real. I don't know how to deal with it or what to do." Jasmine whispered-cried.

"I don't love him anymore... But, I did things with my blood brother and I feel so dirty knowing it's true." she quietly said and I dropped my bowl on the floor.

Then hugged her, Silvana joined and made it a group hug..

"No, Jazz.. You're not dirty, it's a sin one hundred percent, no doubt.. But God has forgiven you and I hope one day he'll forgive me for fornicating, just try not to live in the past too much and appreciate the beautiful present you're living in right now. You have me as a best friend for example and do you know how many gallssss would love to be you right now?" Silvana tried to make peace with the matter and Jasmine giggled.

"Actually, you have me as a best friend. You're the lucky one."

Hey! What am I? Chopped liver??

Time to let them know I exist...!

"No, you both are the lucky ones... You're friends with former Numb, the girl who didn't talk.. I'm like a celebrity yo." I joined in in their hyping and we all laughed.

"Yeah, that's right... Celeb Numb, we greet you oh.. Twale!" Silvana teased and my laughter doubled.

Jasmine pinched my side, "I fear who no fear you oh, babe after you na you."

She pulled away first.

"You guys are crazy, but thank you. I'll sign up for therapy soon though, next long holiday. I won't tell my parents what the money's for but I'll do it and fix my mental state. It's depleting."

"Good, you should. If possible, get George to sign up too.. Don't do it together oh, just..." I told her and she shook her head.

"No, I don't think the thing is affecting him like it's affecting me. At least he can still be dating girls and banging them, I feel weird when a boy tries to kiss me and I just want to be normal. "

"We all do... Sometimes I wish I can take back my virginity and just keep it, or have my first time sex somewhere better than an empty classroom. It's a secret shame that I have."

"It's okay Silva, what I heard didn't sound like something you should regret. It's a sin, but God will forgive you. " Jasmine giggled out and received a smack on the head.

"Silvana, what does sex feel like?" I blurted out and regretted it.

Jasmine doesn't need to think about my question.

"Well... First time hurts. No kidding, I even felt the exact moment it popped, painful pop and more than a drop of blood." she was confusing me.

What was she saying?

"He said, 'fuck' and soon it didn't hurt, and then I told him to continue. He did and the former pain disappeared and pleasure came."

Wait.. What?

"Can you lose your virginity through fingering?" I blurted out again as flashes of Arthur and I crossed my mind and my best friends giggled.

"Oh my God you sound like Diana. " Jasmine added and it made me giggle.

Well at least I know you can't get pregnant from blowjobs.

"No, of course not. Depends on what your definition of virginity is...Some girls ride their bicycles and lose them on it, does it mean they lost their virginities to their bikes?? Did their bicycles fuck them while riding it?

I always considered losing my virginity as the process of a dick entering me. So, before the actual process, it just fingering to me and I was still a virgin." Silvana explained and I nodded in some sort of understanding.

"Yes, even I consider losing your virginity as having sexual intercourse with a man... Some people say any girl who's been fingered isn't a virgin, some say anyone who uses dildos... I disagree, but at the end of the day.... "

Jasmine trailed off and Silvana and I gave her that look..

Over three years of friendship.

We could dish out at least the default friendship goal.

"It's potato, potahto."

••

"I think taking two weeks off from kissing you did something to my celibate shit. I'm horny as fuck now." I haven't even sat down when Arthur whispered such vile words into my ears.

And wasn't it too early for a boy to be horny?

Did boys even have a horny schedule stuff?

I knew about the morning wood stuff, human anatomy.

But did the morning wood continue through out the day?

... Was his... Dick. Dick!..Dick... Deeek.Hard?

I looked down while dropping my school bag on my seat and saw no bulge.

Okay, so the morning wood didn't follow... Why's he horny?

"You're staring at my dick, in class. In public and unfortunately, we both know I can't bend you over and fuck you senseless." Arthur whispered a little bit loudly and Silvana who was walking besides him stopped to stare at us.

She looked like she only heard the 'bend you over and fuck you senseless' with the way she kept staring at us.

Her eyebrows were almost touching and her eyes were squinted as she gave us that side look and unsurprisingly, she wiggled her brows at us.

Unsurprisingly because Nonso's Silvana acting any other way would have been the surprise.

"Okay... " She trailed off then stretched to drop her bag besides me.

"Follow me both of you. If you do, it won't be that suspicious." She whispered and looked around.

The class was pretty much empty with one or two people trickling in at intervals. We just finished our assembly, five minutes ago.

"Where are we going to Silva? We have Maths first period." I tried to be the voice of reasoning since Arthur clearly wasn't going to disagree with anything she said.

The suggestive tone in her voice left little for imagination, so she definitely wanted us to make out.

"Girl, I've copied the notes from the other class. Jasmine will explain well during dinner, trust me. The sexual tension in here is just too much."

I sat down on my desk and watched how Arthur's eyes attacked my exposed thighs, my skirt had rode up a bit.

"Exactly... And we're just in Circle theorems, it's simple... I can teach you night prep." Arthur had let the lust take over...

I shook my head in disappointment with a smile on my face.

A horny Arthur is a cute Arthur.

"Fine! But if I get anything less than 12 over 15 this second test, I'm killing you both." I told them and Silvana agreed then grabbed my hand and his and practically ran outside.

••

"Wait, so you kinda just took us to where you and Nonso used to fuck? What do I look like? Did I tell you I wanna make out where my best bro fucks?" Arthur used that black American tone in his last sentence and I rolled my eyes.

Silvana whipped her head backwards and smiled evily at Arthur. "You didn't have a problem fucking Chiamaka in the same room. Now did you?"

Wow...

Low blow.. For the three of us in here Silva!

Why did you just say that?

"Arthur I'm cumming! Don't stop please. "

Chiamaka's voice suddenly echoed in my head with the sounds of her moans and I wondered what triggered Silvana to say this...

Because I know that memory isn't a sweet one and it'll hurt her as much as I think it hurts Arthur and I know it hurts me.

The first time I realized I actually had feelings for him, watching him...

Violently sleep with Chiamaka, could I even call it that because violent couldn't describe the sleeping I watched.

"Arthur!" Chiamaka screamed out again in my head and I felt lightweight.

Lightweight enough to feel my knees wobble and my eyes dizzy, I tried to walk over to the window to hold but Arthur was quick to place a hand on my elbow.

"Too soon." He muttered while helping me balance on the desk. Silvana gave me an apologetic look and I returned it, she looked like she needed a hug.

So I rushed to her side and hugged her... Then smacked her big butt for being stupid at the wrong time.

I knew I was supposed to feel some sort of negative emotion towards her but she was my best friend.

"Yeah, I'm sorry. It was an impulsive statement, I didn't think it over just said it as I thought it.

I'll leave you two now. Don't let my stupid mouth spoil y'all's mood." She apologized and walked out the door.

Arthur walked over and locked it and I wondered why I suddenly felt this way.

Just the thought of Arthur and Chiamaka sleeping together should annoy me. But the memory made me feel like I'd stepped back into the abyss.

I was one again with Emerald's Academy demons, flipped over to the other side of school reality.

"Look, I'm really sorry you had to witness all that. I blame your friend though, cause she's crazy. But I'm really sorry." Arthur was quick to apologize... And for nothing.

"You weren't gentle with her." I voiced out acting like the alternate version of me, eager for corruption, fascinated by immorality and he looked at me like I was holding a loaded gun aimed at his head.

"I'm fucking sorry Muna, can we stop talking about it. I'm really ashamed you had to see that, it's fucking shameful now let's stop talking about it. Because if I could I wouldn't had been in that room. " he said and I rolled my eyes and walked closer to meet him.

Leaning on the door in front of him.

"No. We will talk about it."

He parted his red lips and I admired them, his nose almost flared up which made me smile. He looked like he was on the verge of annoyance.

"You think I'm stabbing maths class to talk about sex that wasn't worth it?"

"So you didn't like the sex?" With all the bed shaking movements? I didn't say the last words, just crossed my arms in front of my chest and enjoyed the way his eyes paused on them.

He stepped closer and I knew it wasn't a conscious action.

"Doesn't even make top 20, does that answer your question?"

Top 20?...20? How many girls have you slept with Arthur?

Don't ask me. Ask him.

I raised my eyes at him about to plead for an answer but he stepped closer instead and said.

"No Munachi, Do not ask me that, I'm not going to reply you... Can I just kiss you now and forget how Silvana might still secretly lowkey hate me?"

I laughed

Let me talk first!

Arthur stepped closer again and removed his school tie. Hanging it over the window closest to the door with one stretch of his long arms.

He should play basketball. Everything about him is long.

Long.

Made chills go down my spine.

"She doesn't hate you Arthur... " I responded to his words about Silvana.

I truly didn't think she hated him, I think she's just mad at Nonso and once she's mad at one person she's mad at everyone associated with that person.

It was a Silvana thing.

"Then why'd she bring shit up?"

He was about to start taking things personal, so I changed topic quickly.

"She sucked your dick.... I haven't even done that yet. " I said shamelessly and prayed to God he'll forgive me.

That foul word leaving my lips.

Oh my.

Arthur groaned with his hands on his face.

"Muna, please stop. I'm sorry. Okay, can we change topic?" Arthur requested and I wasn't about to grant it.

But I let him grab me and pull me closer.

xx

"I just want to kiss you right now and feel that ass, is that too much to ask for?" His hands squeezed my butt as he pressed his crotch against me.

There was no.. Erection. Yet.

I was eager to see one.

So, while he held me and nuzzled against my neck I stretched my hands towards my back and unzipped my school shirt.

Arthur saw and helped me pull it over my head, he didn't stop there: he continued with my black singlet and then finally unclipped my bra.

Placing it next to his tie before returning the hand back to grope me while I watched his crotch area, waiting for an erection.

His lips soon attacked the top of my breasts, squeezing and sucking on the skin before finally moving down to my nipples and I lost all ability to concentrate.

This was a crazy feeling, it was like he was transmitting his lust from his body into mine and collecting my lust into his.

This must be why Mrs Ojukwu hammers on and on about how sexual intercourse is spiritual.

If this felt mind blowing... I wonder what actual sex was like.

I want to know.

My moans were loud as I threw caution to the wind.

This side of the school was soundproof and abandoned which was good because I couldn't even hold back if I tried. It felt so amazing and I found out the feeling was mutual because when I reached out to check if there was an erection yet, I was met with the best surprise ever.

But.. It still scared me. Everytime I felt it, I lost breath.

I could understand why he had his player reputation, the obsession behind the Arthur Dike, it was impressive.

Arthur peeled his mouth away from my breasts, his lips finally returning back to mine and my heart beat began to beat quickly and strongly in my chest.

It was like with his lips away from my breasts I could finally think again.

Were things escalating too quickly?

Definitely

Do I want to stop this?

Yes

I don't want to do this in a class.

Then why are you here in a class?

Honestly, what else did I expect?

I'm so foolish, that's how I got my self trapped with senior Ebuka...

Why did I follow Silvana. Why did I think I could follow through with this.

It's not me. I'm not this.

This abyss. It's not me. It's not real.

Why don't I realize things? I'm so stupid.

What exactly do I want?

"Arthur stop. " I whispered and shoved at his chest.

He stopped and immediately pulled away.

One of the things I loved about him was how his reaction was always instant.

Even though he was heated, hot, an aroused mess, horny. His reaction was always instant anytime I said stopped.

He stopped.

"What's wrong? Is it the Chiamaka thing? Why do you look sad?"

"It's not... I just... In a classroom Arthur? I know no one comes here and I know we're safe but I'm... I'm scared, I don't know why. I can't let my guard down in a school, never again but I want to kiss you and kiss you and do almost everything.. Except have sex with you. But.. not in a school, we can't afford to get seen, I'm scared of being seen again. " I tried to explain and it seemed like he understood, like I did not even have to explain because he pulled me into a hug with my naked chest rubbing his clothed chest.

"It's okay baby, I understand. Okay?" I nodded at him then he picked up my bra, standing up and turning my back for him so he could clip it for me.

"Arthur?" I called his name while he zipped up my senior shirt.

"Muna... " he responded.

"What do we do now? I don't want to go back to class right now. "

"Just kiss me... Don't think things, just feel things." He told me and I took a deep breath in before letting it out.

I moved closer to his lips and he did something unusual, never done before: he wrapped his palm around my neck before placing his lips on mine.

Then, like a hungry lion, he feasted on me.

Wow I almost forgot he was still horny.

Until now.

★⌒ヽ(●＾､＾●)Kiss!