My mum kicked me out for the night.

She said I deserved it for being such a worthless daughter and for bringing up men that make her sick.

I'm sleeping on our bleached lawn tonight, she said I shouldn't step foot on our porch or anywhere near her. That's why I'm outside, if you're wondering.

It's not the nicest place but it's still something.

It started raining, but it's okay. The smudged ink won't bother me, and you'll never get to read this anyway. So there's no losing here, is there?