"Your parents died?!" Oikawa's mother shouts in shock. "I'm so sorry." She embraced you into a tight hug, barely letting you breathe. "I know it hurts." She added. Oikawa's father embraces the two of you in a group hug. Oikawa and Iwaizumi, who both hung in the back, joined the hug to comfort you.

     "That's just so sad." His father whispers, then asks, "What do you need from us? We'll give anything for you." You sob a bit and when you clear your voice, you finally speak.

     "I need a place to stay. I can't keep that house on my own." His mother nods.

     "Of course! We're here for you, [L/N]-chan." She said. More tears fall from your face. You whisper a thank you that was barely audible and hug them tighter.

~ ~ ~ ~

    As you stared up at the white ceiling in the guest bedroom, you couldn't help but think of your parents. 'Mom, Dad,' you think, slowly drifting in a mind of depression, 'You're not here anymore. I won't see your faces, you won't see mine. You're going to miss my life, me leaving to go to college. You won't see your future grandchildren, my future husband. You won't see anything anymore. I miss you.'

     Tears speckled your cheeks while your mind raced of memories of them. After convincing yourself that you couldn't sleep, you decided to go and slip into Oikawa's bed. For comfort. You slowly got out of bed and walked down the hall to his bedroom door.

     Instead of knocking, you just opened it quietly and walked across the carpet. Oikawa shifted in the bed and looked up, sleepily, at you. "[L/N]-chan?" He whispered, rubbing his eyes.

     "I couldn't sleep." You say, "Can I sleep with you?" He giggled and reached out for your hand.

     "Of course you could sleep with me. Do you have any condoms?" He laughed as he grabbed your hand and led you into the bed. "I'm joking. You can sleep in my bed with me." You whispered a thank you and climbed in, snuggling under the blankets.

     He wrapped his arm around you and stared into your eyes. The room was so dark but his eyes gleamed with life. Your mouth was three inches away from his. So close. This arm trailed down to your hip and he gently held it. His other arm was under your neck. "I'm here, you know." He said quietly.

     "I know." You whisper. He leaned his forehead against yours, he closed his eyes and began to talk.

     "If you need me any night, I'm here. I know it's hard, I really do know." Your heart fluttered, it wasn't because what he was saying, it was the fact that he was so close to you, that his lips were so close.

     "I'm so grateful to have a friend like you." You say. He smiled and kissed your cheek so softly, so slowly. You're heart almost exploded, you've never thought you had feelings for Oikawa, and you still didn't, but when he pulled away, you moved your mouth so that his lips were millimeters away.

     "What are you thinking about?" He asks, not moving his head away. You blush slightly when he asked.

     "I don't know." You answer, your heart beats in your throat. Oikawa tightens his grip around you, putting his leg over yours. As he looked you into the eyes, he slowly and lightly placed his lips onto yours.

     You kissed him back gently, but you honestly didn't know why. Maybe it was because you were sad. Or maybe because deep down you actually liked him. But you weren't sure if you did. When he pulled away, you could feel your heart swing.

     "Goodnight." He said as he nuzzled his head into your neck. You gripped his shirt tightly, still in shock.

     "Oikawa...?"

     "Yes?"

     "Why did you kiss me?"

     "I thought you just needed someone to show you that they love you. Even after you lost your loved ones."

     "So you do you love me more then a friend?"

     "Does it matter?"

     "Yes."

     He yawned and kissed your lips again.

     "Goodnight."

     You blushed and snuggled into him, he smiled into your neck and held you close. You felt something for Oikawa kick in, but you would never admit it. Especially when your life was turned upside down.

~ ~ ~ ~

     One Month Later

     Depression was kicking in. Even though you were eighteen, you could always lean on your parents. And sure you had Oikawa and Iwaizumi but it was never the same, you missed your parents so much.

     When you were at school during lunch break, you sat in your classroom playing with your food. "You barely ate in two weeks." Iwaizumi noted, frowning.

     "So? I ate a little." You reply bluntly. Oikawa started to frown also.

     "But you lost so much weight..." Oikawa remarked. You had. In the two weeks you've been starving, you lost ten pounds.

     "Whatever! It's not like anyone cares!" You yelled. You picked up your food and tossed it into the trash. Iwaizumi and Oikawa looked at eachother. "Sorry... I-I just..." You started but choke on tears. "I-I'll see you later." You ran out of the room and up the stairs to the roof.

     When you reached the roof, you breathed in the fresh air and cried. "I hate my life." You whisper. "I just want to die." You sob more and more, walking over to the railing. As you leaned against it, you looked down at the ground. "It's not that far of a jump."

     Your hands gripped the rail tightly, then threw your right leg over. Then you swung the other over and positioned yourself so you faced the open air. You held onto the railing behind you.

     In some thought, you were terrified to die. But the majority of you wanted to be with your parents. "It'll be over soon." You whisper. But you never moved. You stayed there for about an hour, just holding on to the thing that could easily let you slip and die.

     Seconds before you were about to jump, something stopped you. The door swung open and Iwaizumi ran through.

     "[L/N]! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?" He yelled as ran to grab you. "DON'T KILL YOURSELF!" You started to sob of embarrassment as he lifted you up over the railing. You did not want to be caught trying to kill yourself, especially if it was by your best friend.

     As he pulled you from the ledge, he tumbled back and fell to the ground, taking you with him. You pushed him away, crying. "Get away from m-" you looked at him in his eyes. For the first time in your life you saw him cry.

     "[F/N]," he said, using your first name, tears flooded his eyes in powerful streams, "Why? Why would you try to leave me like that?" You could feel the tears burn your eyes, but you just stared at him. "Why?" He asked.

     You finally spoke. "I hate my life." Silence erupted from him. "I don't feel like I care about anything besides trying to get back to my parents." He just stared into your eyes for what seemed like forever then he finally reached out and grabbed you by the shoulder. He pulled you onto into him, kissing you with so much force.

     The passionate kiss sent shivers down your spine. When he pulled away he looked at you into the eyes, "I'm in love with you." He cried. "Don't leave me! Don't hurt me!" He kissed you again and lean down onto the ground. He pulled away and whispered, "I don't want to lose you."