Im sorry that I'm not enough
Ive tried my hardest to let everything
tried to be the best me i could be
but she is a wedge
she has drove herself between my friends and i
and now she's doing it to us
I don't want you to leave me
but sometimes I wonder if it would be better if i left completely
left you, my friends, family. If i just left my body on this earth
Would you even care, would anyone care?
those are the constant thoughts wondering through my head while i contemplate the reasons why I'm not good enough
why my best isn't good enough