I knew it was last day of school..I knew I may never see him again. I knew that was my last chance to stop him, to hug him, to tell him that how much I loved him.I knew time was slipping with every passing minute but..
But I was helpless. My mind was screaming in pain & still my heart was busy enjoying his careless laughter..
My heart wanted to just run and hug him at that moment and still I just stood there watching him go..
after every second he was going more & more away from me. After every second something inside me was breaking..after every second my soul was dying and still my body was standing strongly there still watching him go..
And finally he left..he just left to never come back. For world he was just a text away but I knew I had lost him forever..
That night I cried a lot..my tears were just not stopping. I almost lost count of those happily ever after dreams. there was a moment I stopped realising difference between dreams & reality.. My brain was shouting 'Don't keep hopes ' and still my heart was bringing new excuses every another minute.. I don't at exactly what point finally my tears stopped but only thing I knew is my pain never reduced..

I still don't know I love him or not but whenever I see him smiling even in those profile pictures, my heart automatically smiles.
People say love brings jealously but I don't know whenever I see him lost in her , why my heart feels content..why my heart dances watching him happy..
I know May be I don't even exist in his world but still my world will always revolve around him. & I don't know why.....