Not very good I know I'm sorry It was just a quick update and I didn't really know what to write.

Hopefully it will get better.

~shelbs

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I rolled over on the soft surface and felt around for him but he wasn't anywhere. I layed on my stomach and I lifted myself up using my elbows.

Hair fell in front of my face making it harder to see. I combed a hand through my hair. I looked around noticing that I was in my room, sleeping in my bed.

I pulled the soft comforter off of my body. I sat up and placed my feet onto the cold wood flooring. I stood up and walked into the living room.

Everything was still the same from last night but James was no where to be found. I walked into the kitchen but there was nothing. No James.

I walked back to the place were I started out. I plopped down on my bed. I checked my phone for messages but nothing.

I stood up and walked around my room not really knowing what I was looking for. I saw a flash of dark red on my bedside table on the right side of the bed. (I sleep on the left)

I walked over to the small table and saw a single red rose with a post it note next to it. I picked up the delicate flower and slowly spun it using my point finger and my thumb.

The petals of the flower was a deep red. It was beautiful. I put the flower down and picked up the note.

Alison I'm sorry that I left this morning, I forgot that I had work today. I will be back later today but only if you want me to. Have an amazing day today princess. - James.

I smiled as I finished reading the note. I placed it back down on the table and grabbed the rose.  I found a small clear vase in a cabinet in the kitchen. I filled half of it with water and put the rose in it.

I placed it on the table. And headed to the bathroom for a shower. After the shower I slipped on a pair of sweatpants.

I ate breakfast and watched tv for a while before I got a call. I answered the phone.

"Hello." I said while looking through some channels.

"Come over." Lila said on the other line.

I replied back with a simple "okay."

I turned off my tv and grabbed my things. I locked my place and drove off in my car.

I was sat at a red light, waiting patiently for the slow light to turn green. As soon as it turned green I accelerated.

I reached the middle of the street before another car drove full speed obviously trying to make the red light and drove into my car door.

The sound of screeching tires filled my ear. My vision going in and out, and the pain feeling so real.

Scared screams were heard from all around and shouting for people to call 911 was heard. Multiple people ran to my car to check to see if I was okay but I couldn't respond.

I couldn't think and I couldn't move my body. I slowly lost consciousness, the last thing I heard were the distant sound of the ambulance sirens.