The alarm sent Do Kyungsoo sitting straight up on bed. 

With a groan, he grabbed his phone and turned the alarm off. He looked around, his vision blurry from sleep. He tried to brush the sleep from his eyes as he slipped his feet off the bed, walking to the bathroom. He grabbed his towel from the rack beside his study table--- 

What the-- Where is my study table?

This made Kyungsoo's eyes go wide and he looked around, an unfamiliar place welcoming him. The carpeted floor made Kyungsoo jerk back in fright. Even the flat screen TV is not his! 

"W-where am I?" Kyungsoo whispered in a trembling voice. 

He ran to the door, opening it too forcefully. Outside, he was welcome by an old couple walking down the hallway. They looked at Kyungsoo with curiosity before they continued on their way, shaking their heads in amusement. Kyungsoo looks like someone kidnapped.

Kyungsoo retracted back to his room, his arms and legs trembling. 

He looked around the room one more time with fearful eyes. 

It is a hotel room, he finally concluded upon seeing a key on his beside table with a room number attached to it. He tried to look around, trying to find something familiar. Something that could bring some memories back. He went to grab his phone, maybe contact Baekhyun and help him get out of this place. 

But when he's about to get his phone, a black notebook caught his attention. It's his notebook, of course. It's the one he uses at work. 

He grabbed it from the bed and flipped the thick cover into the first page. The writing is not his and he's sure who owns the clean and fine handwriting on the page. And that made him really curious. Why would his best friend write something on his notebook?

December 20, 2014 

The accident gave him a big scar at the back of his head. Some scratches on his arms and legs. Fortunately, the driver who sent Kyungsoo flying down the street was caught. The doctor came in today, saying that Kyungsoo is suffering from short-term memory loss. 

This is Byun Baekhyun and I am writing this to remind Kyungsoo everything. Starting today. 

Short-term memory loss? Kyungsoo thought, curiosity all over his face.

He flipped the next page and he finally recognized his hand-writing. 

December 28, 2014

I am finally awake. Baekhyun told me everything. I can't remember anything since the accident. He said i have short-term memory loss. 

It is the inability of the mind to transfer recent memories into long-term memories. I can remember some things but they're all fuzzy and blurred. I can only remember things BEFORE my accident. But things AFTER the accident, i can't remember anything. I don't trust my memory anymore. Maybe i should keep this notebook and the video camera Baek bought for me. 

Video camera? 

Kyungsoo looked around and finally being able to spot a silver video camera on his bedside table, just beside his phone. He went to grab it and unplugged the charger from the socket. He turned it on immediately, finally seeing the videos taken yesterday. 

They are in a beach, with Chanyeol and Baekhyun. 

Kyungsoo watched all the videos like his life depends on it. Which, actually, is the case. Whenever Baekhyun tells him something on the video, he would refer to his notebook and realize that he's writing and taking videos at the same time. 

Kyungsoo started to calm down. 

I'm fine. Everything is fine. 

With everything starting to fall into place, Kyungsoo reread his journal and everything in it. But when he turned to the last page, his heart sank. The tan man from the video, Kim Jongin, had asked him for breakfast? Today? 

And what are these things he wrote about having a crush on him? This is INSANE!

He grabbed his phone and checked his inbox. 

"Oh my god." he breathed when he saw that really did say 'Yes' to him. "Who the hell is Kim Jongin?" 

Kyungsoo rushed to the bathroom and cleaned himself. He chose a simple white shirt and black shorts for today. He grabbed his things; the notebook, a pen, and video camera. He checked his phone again, trying to find where they would meet. But before Kyungsoo could finally leave the room, there's a frantic knock on the door. 

Kyungsoo opened the door and was surprised to see Baekhyun, just out from bed. His hair is still messed up and his shirt crumpled. He studied Kyungsoo's face before finally letting out a long sigh. 

"I was worried you'll freak out after waking up." Baekhyun said and smiled nervously. "Did you check all the videos already? The notes?" 

Kyungsoo nodded and held it up for his friend to see. "This sucks." he muttered, letting Baekhyun in his room. "I mean, everyday, upon waking up, I can't remember anything since December 20, 2014?" 

Baekhyun nodded and sat on Kyungsoo's bed. "I told you to confine yourself into a therapy sessions." he said, eyes begging. "Come on. Don't tell me you still have the same answer!" 

"Whatever answer I told you before, I don't think I can miss my job." Kyungsoo said, his eyes darting around. "Besides, I don't have any reason to you know, be well. I can remember things. I guess it's enough." 

Baekhyun shook his head sadly. "Please think about it." he said. And finally, he noticed Kyungsoo all dressed up and everything. "Hey, where are you going?" 

Kyungsoo shrugged. "Breakfast with this certain Kim Jongin?" he said, unsure. "I saw him in the videos."

Baekhyun's eyes lit up with excitement. "Really?!" he exclaimed, grabbing Kyungsoo's hand. "I hope you'll have lots and lots of fun!" 

Kyungsoo shrugged. "I don't know him." he muttered. "And I will forget him again tomorrow. Or maybe after I got home. I don't know. I don't want to really think about him." 

Baek's eyes just went sad again. "Kyungsoo..."

But the other brushed him off already, grabbing his things and opening the door. "I gotta go, Baek." he said and tried to smile. "See you around." 

Don't sleep. Kyungsoo kept on reminding himself. Don't sleep or you'll mess it all up. 

When he reached the lobby, the familiar guy from the video is already waiting for him, his one hand holding a phone to his ear and another in his pocket. He's wearing sunglasses and is talking to someone from the other line. Kyungsoo thought that he's a really busy person.

Kim Jongin looked up and saw the cute guy from yesterday. 

Well, that made him smile despite himself. He finished his call just when Kyungsoo reached him. He's so cute even with the simple get up he is in today. Jongin gazed at him for a moment until the smaller felt freaked out. 

"Is there something wrong with me?" Kyungsoo asked, cocking his head to one side. 

Jongin grinned and shook his head in amusement. "No. Nothing." he answered. "You just look so cute. As always." 

This made Kyungsoo smile shyly at him. He doesn't know how to take compliments, especially from a stranger. "Oh well, thanks." he murmured and looked away. His face suddenly felt warm and his heart started to beat like crazy. 

Oh wait. Wait. Hang on! What is happening to me? 

Jongin gestured to the door. "Let's go?" he said and raised an eyebrow. 

Kyungsoo nodded and he grabbed the video camera, turning it on. "Do you mind?" Kyungsoo asked shyly, gesturing to the camera he's holding. Jongin would probably think that he's nuts for doing this. I mean, who in the right mind would take videos for the WHOLE day? Huh? 

But apparently, Jongin is just too mesmerized with Kyungsoo that he just grinned. "I wouldn't." he said and led the way out of HIS hotel. Talk about rich guys. 

So they ate in a restaurant that serves a lot of carbs. When Kyungsoo ordered white pasta, Jongin did the same. When he asked for coffee, Jongin asked for one, too. These things made Kyungsoo smile and he shove the camera to Jongin, capturing his face. 

"What are you doing?" Jongin grinned as he tried to cover the lens with his hand. 

Kyungsoo pushed his hand away. "Let's have a small interview, will we?" he giggled, zooming the camera into Jongin's eyes. "Wow. Nice brown eyes you got there, Jongin." 

Kim Jongin rolled his eyes. "I know." he muttered and smirked. 

And THAT smirk made Kyungsoo blush and he did everything just to keep his camera focused on the taller's face. He zoomed out and smiled when Jongin welcomed his idea with a friendly grin. 

"Okay. Who are you again?" Kyungsoo asked playfully. "You said you own this resort?" 

Jongin nodded. "I am Kim Jongin and yes, i own this resort." he said. "I am single, if you want to know that, i love swimming, reading, cooking and watching someone smile like you do." 

Kyungsoo bit his lip to keep himself from giggling. "We'll that's flattering, Mr. Kim." Kyungsoo grinned. "And why did copy my orders?" He asked, his smile getting wider. 

Jongin laughed. "I'm curious about you." he muttered and his eyes are serious despite his smile. "Something tells me that... i should know you more. You don't know that effect you have on me, do you?"

Kyungsoo slowly shook his head. He zoomed into Jongin's lips and smiled. "You have beautiful lips." he muttered, almost to himself. 

The other grinned. "Thank you." he said. "And you have gorgeous ones." 

Kyungsoo rolled his eyes as he zoomed out. He pulled the camera a few inches down, just below his eyes, so he could see Jongin's face. "Why did you ask me for breakfast?" he suddenly asked. "And i guess, you also plan on showing me around."

Jongin grinned. "Nice guess." he said, clearly amused. "Well, Do Kyungsoo, you interest me. And i really plan on knowing you more." 

Kyungsoo smiled. "Oh yeah?" he asked and raised a brow. "Why?" 

With that, Jongin looked down and blood started to run to his face. "Well... do i really have to answer that?" he asked and looked back at Kyungsoo, meeting his eyes. 

"I hope you can." Kyungsoo whispered, voice distant and almost begging. 

Jongin sighed and he stared into Kyungsoo's wide eyes. "Cause i think... i'm starting to like you." 

Kim Jongin likes Do Kyungsoo. 

And who wouldn't? He's cute. He's flawless. He's gorgeous. He's intelligent. He's kind. He's honest.  He's just... perfect. And Kim Jongin didn't miss any of those characteristics. 

After their meal, Jongin insisted on showing Kyungsoo around his resort. He even offered to take him on a ride in a jet ski. Or a banana boat. Or just a boat. Or anything just to keep him company for the day. Desperate huh? 

"Seriously?" Kyungsoo grinned as he held out the camera over his face to Jongin. "Do i have to pay?" 

"Don't be silly." Jongin scoffed as he reached out to poke Kyungsoo on the forehead. "This is my treat. Besides, i'm the one who pulled you here." 

Kyungsoo shrugged with a giggle. 

"Come on~" Jongin whined. He pushed the camera down so he could see Kyungsoo's face. "Will you please spend the day with me?" 

Kyungsoo cocked his head to one side, studying Jongin's face. It amuses him that Jongin could really be a kid sometimes. He wants to keep him company and he doesn't like being left alone. Also, he's really honest and whenever he's nervous or when he tries to keep something from him, he likes that he's blushing and couldn't talk straight. 

This makes Kyungsoo smile more than anything else.

"Okay." Kyungsoo said with a nod. "I'm glad my video cam is water proof." 

Jongin grinned, clearly excited. "Great!" he exclaimed and grabbed Kyungsoo's hand. He held it tight and he pulled him as they walked over to the jet skis. Kyungsoo, with his other hand, tried to capture everything as Jongin talked to a man in-charge of the jet skis. 

"Wear this." Jongin said as he handed Kyungsoo a life jacket. But before the smaller could take it, Jongin is already helping him in it. He fixed the buckles in front of him, his face serious and Kyungsoo watched him do it. 

Jongin pulled a life jacket for himself and when they're both ready, they got on the blue jet ski that is waiting for them at the sea. Kyungsoo felt himself tremble with excitement and nervousness. This would be the first time he'll be riding a jet ski! He had always been afraid of it. 

"You alright?" Jongin asked as they waded to the water. 

Kyungsoo looked at him, his face showing nervousness laced with excitement. He nods but it came with a low whimper. The hand holding the video camera is also trembling. Jongin grinned and he took Kyungsoo's free hand into his, guiding him further into the waters. 

"I'll take care of you, okay?" he said. "Trust me." 

Kyungsoo doesn't know why. But those simple words somehow made him braver. He pursed his lips and nodded, holding tight into Jongin. This guy could protect him. He knows he can. 

He just need to trust him. 

Jongin held Kyungsoo's waist as he helped him get on the jet ski. The contact made Kyungsoo shiver with something else and it was as if an electric shock went through out his body. He tried to ignore it, or even tried to ignore the growing feeling inside his chest but the reddening of his face, the fast heartbeat he's feeling is something he can never deny. 

Something about Jongin makes him feel like he wants to be with him. 

Always. 

But Kyungsoo knows that tomorrow, he'll forget everything. 

Even the feelings might be gone. 

Jongin settled in front of Kyungsoo, holding the jet ski's controls and handle. He looked back at Kyungsoo, a wide smile on his face. "Ready?" he asked. 

Kyungsoo nodded and gripped the seat he's on. But Jongin reached out for him and to his hand. He wrapped Kyungsoo's hand around his waist, securing himself. "Hold tight." he breathed, his own heart beating against his chest. "Hold tight and never let go." 

Kyungsoo held Jongin's waist really tight, afraid that he might fall into the waters. And when Jongin started the engine, Kyungsoo's lower lip trembled with fright. He clutched the video camera tighter and mumbles prayers. 

Jongin grinned. "Come nearer!" he said through the roar of the engine. And Kyungsoo obeyed. He pressed himself neared into the other. He rested his head against his shoulder and breathed a sigh of relief. 

There's something about Jongin... that makes him doesn't want to let go. Ever. 

"Relax." Jongin whispered as he tilted his head to one side, his lips touching Kyungsoo's forehead. He brushed his lips against it, sighing in contentment. "I'm right here, Kyungsoo." 

Kyungsoo looked up just to see Jongin's face a few inches from him. He met the taller's eyes which is full of emotions he can't understand yet. Then a slow smile appeared on his lips and he nodded. And with his eyes closed, he leaned his forehead, letting Jongin give it a slight kiss.

Jongin pulled back and grinned. "Alright." he said and smiled wide. "Here we go!" 

Kyungsoo was in pure bliss. He never imagined riding a jet ski would be that fun. He keeps on cheering and shouting with Jongin laughing in front of him. He raised the video cam in the air, water splashing everywhere. 

"Jongin this is great!!!" he laughed as they made circles far into the sea. "This is perfect!!!" 

Jongin laughed as he tried to get a glimpse of Kyungsoo. "It's perfect cause you're here!" he grinned and that made Kyungsoo blush all red. He laughed and shook his head in amusement as they continued the ride, screaming and shouting like teenagers. People are watching them and Jongin drove further into the ocean until they met fishermen in small boats and some tourists riding on their jet skis. 

When they're already tired and Kyungsoo insisted on going back to shore already, they slumped back on the sand, all wet and panting. They stayed under a wide tree where they took shade. 

"That was epic." Kyungsoo breathed as he watched the videos he took. The videos are a mess of noises and shouts but you could see how happy both of them are. Jongin is grinning from ear to ear and Kyungsoo saw himself laugh like it's the end of the world. 

He had never been this happy in his entire life. 

Then suddenly, Jongin took the video camera from Kyungsoo and started to capture Kyungsoo using it. Kyungsoo laughed and tried to grab the camera from Jongin but he just pulled it farther from his reach. 

"What the-- Give it back!" 

"No. Your turn." Jongin grinned. "Oh wow. Pretty." he said and winked at Kyungsoo. The smaller rolled his eyes in amusement as he lied back on the sand with his eyes closed. The sun is already high in the sky and everything is hot and yet, comforting. 

Jongin captured his every move. "Kyungsoo, how do you feel right now?" he asked, more like an interviewer than a friend. 

Kyungsoo opened his eyes to look at Jongin, who is still busy recording everything. "I feel... happy." Kyungsoo answered and looked at the tree on top of them. "I had never felt this happy, believe me."

"Then stay." Jongin whispered. "With me."