It was almost nine when me and Kay had finished setting up little Kaelee's room. It was so adorable. The theme was was bumble-bee. Kaylee's favorite color was always yellow. The walls we're painted yellow and grey stripes with black lettering of her name "KAELEE LA'REIGN" with a bumble-bee wall sticker next to her name. It was absolutely cute.

We set up her crib and her baby monitor. It had a camera and a speaker so we could always hear and see her.

I had got out the shower and walked over
to my dresser to look at the baby monitor.
Kaylee was rocking the baby then after a
couple minutes of what seemed like she was talking, she put her down in the
crib and kissed her forehead. My heart
warmed. I'm beyond happy she's home.

She walked into our room.

"Baby I'm going to shower." Kaylee said. I
hummed and stretched out on the bed. I
listened to her sing sweetly in the shower. I
missed her. I got that warm feeling in my
chest again. It had been so long since I felt
full. I truly love her. She came out the
bathroom dripping in water. Her towel
wrapped around her. I watched the water
cascade down her pretty brown skin. I
instantly felt the heat and wetness form
between my legs.

"I missed you" I said. She smiled.

"I missed you too baby" she said walked to
the closet.

"No...l really missed you Daddy" I added.
She turned around, that smirk played
across her face. I bit my lip. She walked
over to me. I instantly spread my legs
making her access to me easier. She got
between my legs and her lips were on
mine. It was slow and loving at first but I
decided to deepened it. She moaned and
let me in. I tasted every bit of her mouth. I
missed that taste. She went to my neck
and bit my collar bone. I moaned in
pleasure. Her skilled tongue swirled
around and she started sucking. I knew
she would leave a hickey. It had been so
long since she touched me. Nobody did it
like she did. She took me to heights
unimaginable. She kissed down my belly
and took off the oversized tee shirt I had
put on.

"Tell me you love me" she said. She bit my
stomach and I moaned.

"I love you" I said. She ran her hand along
the top of my boxer liner. She teased me.
She ran her tongue along the top my
stomach and down.

"Daddy stop playing" I whined. She put my
left nipple in her mouth and sucked
causing me to cradle her head. She nipped
and I jumped. It was a mixture of pleasure
and pain.

"Beg" She said. I whimpered and thrusted
up I wanted her to stop playing with me.

"Daddy don't tease" I said. She smiled and
started at my neck again. The throbbing
increased and it earned a whimper. She
left butterfly kisses down my stomach.
When she got above my p*ssy she buried
her tongue inside me. I damn near
screamed. She twirled, flicked and sucked
my cl't like it was the only thing keeping
her alive. She moaned at my taste and
slipped into my entrance. I grabbed the
back of her head.

"Kay yes baby" I moaned. She switched
and did something different making me
jump and pulled her hair. She slipped two
fingers in me. I was in paradise. She curved them hitting my g-spot. I screamed. She always brought out my inner bitch. I hate that.

"Fuck daddy!! Right there" I screamed. The heat in my core started. It started to spread like wild fire. She got my cl't back in her mouth and abused it. I started shaking.

"Kay Daddy it's coming! Fuck I'm about to-"I cried just about. She was the only one who could take me to these heights.

"Cum for me baby" She said and kissed my neck and lips. I tasted myself on her lips.

She continued to abuse my g-spot right
before I came. As I came she kissed me like I would fade away. I pulled away and
screamed my back arched off the bed.

She continued to pleasure me as my orgasm took its course. I shook and moved up.

"Don't run baby" she said. I dug my nails in her back.

"Daddy no... go get it" I said and pulled her fingers out of me. She looked confused for a second and then got it.

"Macey baby...you sure...?" she asked. I nodded.

"Get the small one" I said suddenly feeling
insecure. I got under the covers. I trusted
her, right? I loved her and she loved me.
She got the small black strap from the
closet and went to the bathroom to put it
on. You can do this Macey. You're okay.
She's not going to hurt you. I gave myself a pep talk.

"Macey baby we don't have to- "she
started as she climbed in bed. I put my
finger over her lips.

"Please just do it before I lose my drive." I
said. She slipped on top of me and kissed
me. She went back to fucking me with her
fingers hitting that spot again. I fell into
bliss.

"You ready babygirl" she asked. I nodded. I felt the tip and tensed up.

"Look at me" she said. I opened my eyes
and looked in hers. She slipped into me
and I hissed. She stroked up.

"Ow wait" I said. She did and soothed me
by kissing me. I swear her lips so fucking
soft. I got stuck into tasting her mouth
when she started moving I didn't notice
until immense pleasure spread through my
body.

"Shit daddy deeper" I moaned. She
grunted and adjusted my leg and
continued to move at an even pace. I dug
my nails in her back and she moaned. I
had a handful of hair and my legs started
shaking. This type of orgasm had never
happened before but I clung to her body
tightly. A mix of curse words and moaned
slipped from my mouth. I arched my back
and she held my lower back switching
strokes.

"Shit KAY" I Moaned loudly before my body started to shake and convulse and as the last scream came from my mouth my core heated up and I came. I can so much that I surprised myself.

"Damn baby.." Kay kissed me letting me taste myself and damn sure enough I tasted good. Normally I thought it was lie about how you taste but..

She fell onto the bed and rolled on her back. Her breathing eased and I laid on top of her. I felt amazing. The only thing on my mind now was going to get Maverick and bring him home and hopefully not being in anymore mess. I just want to be apart of what could be a loving family. My own.

Kaylee

I ran my fingers through her curly hair. I loved doing it. It made her sleepy but it made me feel relieved... relieved of everything bad going on in my life.

I'm out of being incarcerated..
I'm living in a big ass house..
I'm back being with the love of my life..
We have a baby together...
Now I just need my lil nigga back...

But I'm still bothered by things. I feel so guilty for putting Macey through everything she did. If I was here none of this would have happened. All of that wasn't even the root of the problem, cheating was. And I can never take that back.
One thing I learned is that when a girls loves... She loves hard. That's why she stayed on my ass about every single little thing I had going on at the time. Most of the little ass kids want that I known only wanted a bitch that would take heat for them and do what they had to for them in terms of selling drugs and killing other people. Especially when that nigga got locked up and she went and bailed his ass out. That's real love to some people. How though?

Why have a girl who would bail, sell, and kill for a nigga and not educate, innovate, and change a nigga and his or her ways? You would rather have a repetitive cycle of putting yo ass on the line for a nigga rather than making a line for that nigga to cross? What lines? I don't know the line of people applying for a job, the line of graduates getting ready to walk across a stage, the line that sets boundaries for the respect they should show you. I don't understand people now. Being in jail that shit really opens yo eyes. You start to think about shit you never really thought about while you was doing it but now that you can't do it you thinking about it. It's all backwards and reversed.

On the other note, I thought about how muh more I could change to raise my daughter with her. Now thats another thing. I can't lie and say I'm one hundred happy about having little Kaelee now. Why? Because she isn't biologically mine. Now I know you would be thinking that's still selfish as shit, but at the same time I can't stop thinking about it.

I see other lesbian couples and they look all happy because the partner had their baby but I know deep down inside the other partner just feeling low about themselves because the baby isn't biologically hers. Me personally, I'm thinking like this because in the reality of it its really only her baby. If she was to leave me and never fuck with me again and I tried to take it to the court, they're gonna just throw it out cause I'm not her father and I have no rights.

Plus when she grows up and she has this connection with her momma it's gonna be beautiful. Of course I'm going to always live her and see her as mine but it hurts me knowing she isn't technically mine.

That's all I wanted was for a baby to be mine. Biologically mine.

Now I'm really thinking selfish.

Macey is sleep and I'm up thinking one million things within five minutes.

I sighed and closed my eyes. Maybe thinking of the positive side of life now will help me sleep. My first day out. My LAST first day out.

I have to change for my family.

I moved around as I felt the weariness coming over me. I didn't realize how different my sleeping would change. I guess I got so use to the bunks in the prison..

I heard the baby crying...

I looked over to see what time the digital clock said.

3:54 a.m

"Damn.." I muttered. I felt Macey beginning to scramble and I wanted her to rest. She's been through a shit load and giving birth I know had to be painful.

I got up and slipped on some socks. I walked tiredly to Kaelee's room. I searched for her lamp near her crib which laminated the room very good at times like these. I turned it on and seen her kicking and fighting air.

"Yea baby I know the struggle be real.." I yawned out. I picked her up and rocked a little bit. She slowed on the crying but I knew it probably had to be over a pissy pamper. I checked her and thats exactly what it was.

I scooted over to her dresser and grabbed a pamper and some wipes. Knowing how I am and being very superstitious on bad reviews and incidents of that sort, I read the label and what they contained.

It sounded good to me so I laid her down and unbuttoned her onesie. "Ok love, bare with me. I don't know what I'm doing but we know this pissy pamper won't be on you anymore." I smiled as she kicked. She stopped whinnying. She was just laying there watching me.

I was able to figure out how to finally change and put on her diaper after ten attempts of putting it on backwards, attaching it wrong. Putting it on too tight, then too loose, then every other fuck up you could make on putting a diaper on a newborn.

"Finally baby.. Daddy got you set." Now normally If j did have kids with someone I didn't want them calling me daddy. It felt weird but I don't know why I'm doing it now. I guess it just goes to say that I honestly wanted to get on testosterone.

I never told Macey but I wanted to transition FTM(female to male). I'm not sure what she'll say but I've been thinking about it for years now.

I threw her dirty diaper away in the little trash in we had on her changing table. I put the wipes up then buttoned her onesies back up. I went into the mini fridge we kept in there JUST for her pre-made breast milk bottles. Yes, Macey Breast feeds her she just didn't wanna say. She was saying "it's weird for a stud mother to breast feed."

Woman.. if you don't getcho-

She's a woman. A mother. Fuck the labels and the clothes. Shit when my daughter is hungry you better whip that damn titty out faster than a dyke pulling that strap out they bag. That's a real time record she can break. I believe in her....... Go babe.

Anyway, Kaelee is a really chill baby. I can't really say shit now because it's literally only been a day. Hell not even a whole day yet, but still.

I fed her and burped her once she finished. With ease, she was back in a peaceful sleep. I gently put her down and put her birthing rag I used in her dirty clothes hamper. Before I turned around I heard a giggle.

I snapped my head so quick I almost gave myself whiplash. It was Macey. Looking sexier than God knows what. She still had her body with only a tad bit of baby fat left on her stomach and a couple stretch marks on her stomach. The beauty of a mother.

"Did I scare you?" She whispered.

"No shit.." I said giving her a duh look. "She came up to me and kissed my lips. The sweet aroma and the soft texture of those pink-rose colored lips. "You did pretty good with no help for your first time daddy.."

"Girl do you know the shit I went through tryna get that diaper on her?" I have her that Who did it and why look. She laughed silently kissing me again but it was so reassuring.

I wrapped my hands around her waist and smiled while she looked at Kaelee sleeping.

"I love you, you know that?" She said turning around to me.

"And I love you.. Do you know that?" I responded. She bit her lip and nodded her head.

"I never meant to leave you and I don't plan on leaving until this little girl right here is planning my funeral while you're at home with a home care nurse and your brother and his family is traveling down here to comfort you and her." I said pointing at Kaelee. She giggled kissing me with so much passion.

"Now go get yo ass in the bed.." I growled lowly at her as I grabbed her ass. I jogged silently and turned off Kaelee's lamp, then ran back meeting her in the hallway grabbing her by her waist and pulling her into me. I wrapped my hands around her torso and she giggled trying to pull away. "Daddy s-stop.." She whispered silently as I nibbled on the back of her neck.

I got so much pent up sexual frustration. That pussy gone be mine forever. Yesterday was just my evaluation of how much she could take.

You see me I have to run test on the pussy. First I gotta do my evaluation test... figure out how much she can take. I find out and I set new limits for what I can do to her. Once she get use to that I set new ones and then I'm able to just-

I'm talking out my ass right now..

"You really are.." She laughed hitting me.

"Damn baby I'm sorry.. but you know I love your pussy. Nobody got it like you.."

"Exactly so I don't know what them other bitches had your attention for."

"I can tell you now them other bitches didn't have pussy power like you."

"Pussy power?"

"Yea..Pussy power. You got a nigga craving that shit while I was serving slop to other bum bitches in jail. If a nigga pussy whipped for life then that girl got pussy power..." I told her. I humped the air while making a come here motion with my hands, "Gimme that sweet Pwussy.." She laughed hitting me.

"Sweet pwussy Saturday.." I sang while doing the neck roll then niggas made into a challenge.

She sighed straight facing me..

"Just take yo ass to sleep..." she got in bed.

"Whaaat? I'm serious baby.." I said getting in after her."

I got up again to the baby making a few whining noises here and there. I wanna get her before she busy into a crying fit. I looked over at the clock:

8:39 a.m

I quickly got out of bed and ran into her room. I picked her up and check her diaper and God bless America she wasn't stinky or pissy. She was just up.

"Oh you just wanted Mommy and Daddy's love and affection huh?" I chuckled. She started sticking her tongue out.

"Yea you definitely gon' be fruity as fuck." I whispered lowly.

I grabbed a bottle out her mini fridge and walked downstairs. I'm up and I'm gonna make breakfast for my wife.

We had a few things downstairs to help with the baby to keep from making trips upstairs. She had a bassinet here in the living room so I moved it to the kitchen. I sat her Im it and went to our hallway closet and got the body strap to put the baby in it.

"How.." I pondered trying to put on the strap. After a good five minutes of fighting with it, I finally got it on. "Alright love bug, C'mon. I picked her up and put her in it strapping her in. Now she's on my chest. I grabbed the bottle and I started to feed her as I walked around the kitchen setting stuff.

1 hour, a burp, and a few songs later...

"Done love bug.." I bounced her a little receiving a happy reaction. "We made mommy breakfast. Now we just have to wake her up ok?" She make baby noises as I set up her plate and mine.

After cleaning up a bit and setting everything up, I walked up stairs with the baby and I flicked on the light. "Baby come down stairs.."

"Five more-"

"No get your ass up.." I laughed. She groaned and said. I walked back down stairs and waited on her. I took the baby out my chest strap and put her in the bassinet. I took it off and rolled her next to where I was sitting.

A few minutes later Macey strolled in smiling. "You made breakfast?" She gasped.

"Girl please being in jail I could have made a jail house version. Be lucky.." She laughed.

She walked over and gave me a kiss and she did the same to Kaelee. She sat down and began to eat and I did the same.

"Baby this is amazing.." She ate a piece of her cinnamon waffles. "Thank you baby.." I smiled.

We ate in silence for a few minutes.  "So when do you want to buy tickets to go and get Maverick?" I asked.

"Today.. I'm going to find out how much airfare is and we can leave later tonight." She replied.

"Alright, but you know this Nubia chick finna get got right?" I said.

"Get got?"

"Get got.." I said.

She chuckled. "Fuck get got she finna get that deuce deuce." She said

(A/N  deuce deuce is a .22 caliber)

"Now my baby talking that language. But if we going that far we gotta drive. Wait wait wait wait..." I stopped myself and she gave me this confused look.

"I'm acting like I don't have connects.." I rolled my eyes and laughed. We don't even have to go to wherever the fuck she at. I'll get my niggas to go get her and bring Maverick back."

"Baby you just got out of jail escaping a death sentence.."

"But I'd rather take a death sentence than a life of knowing she made you go trough that shit and that she holding my little night and brainwashing him. Baby do oh not get she probably made him believe that you abandoned him like ya sorry ass momma did and now he ain't got nobody. All he ever known was you, me and grandmama, so he definitely feeling low of himself thinking he not wanted. That's a life sentence..." I said.

She nodded her head and started to eat again. "Just make sure they don't do anything to her yet."

"Why?" I asked.

"I want to talk to her first.."

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaand I'm back!

I've been off trying to get my life together cause I'm not living in the best place right now and work and training is taking over plus getting ready for school. I did miss y'all and I know how much I owe y'all an update on my books So I'm making my day back updates super long.

Shout out to Sheba_Rosa even though she going through she had helped me with that sex scene and girl must I say She has the best ones to me. I hope everything going alright with you girl cause you bomb asf. Hit me up if you ever need anything.

Anyway, To everyone that has commented about updating... especially the Lil girl that put

"up fucking date"

Learn to be patient. Yes I needed to update and I kept saying I was going to update soon, but my life is not as good right now. I have things going and I can rarely even get sleep now. Don't do that shit anymore cause rushing won't help either. I can get petty and call you out but imma let you slide for right now. Do that try me cause I'm not the fucking 🖕🏾, ✌🏾, or 👌🏾. Kapeesh?

I love y'all

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