Here's some fluff for you guys (>^_^>)
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*Dan's POV*

I didn't really expect Phil to come and hug me. I was surprised and I freeze at first before hugging back tightly, feeling his warmth around me.

I break apart after a little while and look into his deep, ocean-like eyes.

"Phil. I think it's time I told you why I did what I did last night." I say and take a deep breath. i was going to take 'cheeselover's' advice.

I look at Phil with uncertainty but his face is full of encouragement which instantly makes me feel a lot better.

"You know you can tell me anything Dan." Phil says.

I bite my lip. "Okay." I say, taking another deep breath before I start talking again.

"Well, I kind of haven't been feeling so well lately and i've just felt like absolute crap about myself, and I started thinking how I'm just so pathetic because I always need you to help me get through stuff. you're like my rock, Phil. I can't seem to be able to do anything right without you by my side and I'ts just not fair to you. You shouldn't have to deal with my shit every time i'm feeling down. I honestly just think you should realize that and find someone better to be your friend so that i'm not always bringing you down. You're amazing Phil a-and i can't stand the thought of you not being able to live your life like you want to because you're always looking out for me. you deserve someone much, much better than I will ever be." I say and by this point the tears are flowing freely down my face. I pull my knees up to my chest and put my arms around them.

"I'm sorry I'm so weak." I say, angrily wiping the tears from my face. Why can't I stop crying!?

Phil leans in to hug me then. I feel his arms go around me protectively and comfortingly.

"Dan, it's OK. I'm here for you." he says. His words just make me give a harsh laugh.

"You see what I mean? you're the only one that always makes me feel better. I'm so weak I can't even stop crying without you here." I say and grab on to the front of his shirt, probably leaving it tear-stained. "You would be better off without me." I mumble into his chest and i feel him pull away from the hug.

He's probably pulling away because he realizes i'm right and that i'm no good for him. I get a weird feeling at the bottom of my stomach at the loss of contact.

Then Phil suddenly grabs my face in his hands and looks me in the eyes. His eyes intense and caring.

"Daniel James Howell, I don't want you to ever think that way about yourself. You are so amazing. There are no words to even begin to describe how special and important you are to me. I don't care if freaking Harry Styles himself wanted to be my best friend, I would always choose you. You mean so much to me and I can't handle the thought of us not being friends anymore. I would never be able to find someone better because you are the best thing that has happened to me and no matter what I will always choose you. Okay? always. I choose you Dan, I don't want anyone else." Phil says.

I stare at him for a few seconds trying to make sense of what he just said. Is that really what he thought? I feel tears start to prick my eyes again. There's only one difference though, these are happy tears. I lean in and hug Phil so tight around his waist he's probably suffocating so I loosen my grip a little. I then feel him wrap his arms around me with one hand in my hair.

It seemed like we had stayed there for hours inside our little bubble of happiness, but it could have really only been a couple minutes. We then both pull back and smile at each other.

"Thank you Phil." I say, leaning in so our foreheads are touching. Phil smiles and his eyes divert down to my lips. we both start to lean in.

right when our lips are millimeters away from touching i hear a buzz on my phone. Me and Phil separate, giving off awkward chuckles and I check my phone. It's a reminder for a party that Phil and I have to go to tomorrow. I had completely forgoten.

I groan and look up at Phil. I see him raise an eyebrow. "What is it?"

"We have to go to Pj's place tomorrow for that party he invited us to a while ago remember?"

"Oh yeah, I had completely forgotten." Phil says.

"Yeah, well, we should probably go to sleep so we have energy for tomorrow." I say and Phil nods.

We quickly strip down so that we're both in our boxers and climb into my bed, sleeping on opposite sides. It's not as we haven't shared a bed before, we've actually slept in the same bed a couple of times. Mostly it as because we were watching something and one of us fell asleep or the other was too lazy to walk back to their room. Phil went to sleep quickly after that and I could hear the faint sound of his breathing.

"I love you, Phil." I whisper before letting sleep overtake me.

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Hey guys! I updated woooo! I've decided that i'm not going to have update days and i'll just update in random because it's really stressful to keep up with a schedule. Anyways, I hope you're all doing well :) My school had a snow day today (I know, it's March) so I get to stay home, yayyyy! ily all <3