* Dan's POV*

I wake up the next day and feel a huge headache coming on. I have a hangover. Great!
I don't really remember too much about last night...wait. It's all coming back to me. Cat and Phil kiss, I get drunk, Phil finds me in the bathroom, we get home, he takes my clothes o- HE TAKES MY CLOTHES OFF!
But... wasn't I the one who told him to?
I groan and put my head in my hands. Idiot. Why would I ask him to do that?!
What happened after that...? I bolt up from the bed and sit upright as I remember. He called me hot. Phil fucking Lester actually called me hot!
Could I have just dreamed that? No. I definitely remember that.
But what happens now? Should I go see if he's awake?
I look at my clock on the side of my bed: it's one in the afternoon. He would be up by now.
I get up off my bed and walk towards his bedroom. When I get to the front of the door I knock, just to make sure he really is awake.
"Phil?" I say quietly.
"Come in," he responds almost immediately. So he was awake.
I open the door and walk in to find him on top of his bed, looking at his phone intently. His hair was a bit messy and he had his glasses on. God, I love it when he uses his glasses.
"Hey," I say getting closer. "What are you looking at?"
He looks up at me and puts on a crooked smile. Then he pats the spot in front of him signalling me to sit beside him. I move slowly over to the bed and sit down in front of him.
"Phil? What's going on?" I ask. I'm a bit worried, he's acting kind of strange.
"Dan I... I need to tell you something." My heart was hammering in my chest.
"What is it? You know you can tell me anything."
He lets out a breath.
"I know, but... I'm scared of what you're going to think."
The suspense was killing me. What was he going to say?
"I'm- I'm cheeselover." He says finally.
It takes me a second to process and I just sit there staring at him. What does he mean? Well, I obviously know what he means but how could I have not noticed? Sure, I thought they had a couple similarities but I would have never thought the were the same person....
"Dan?" Phil's voice snaps me back into real life.
I blink a couple of times and open my mouth to speak.
"How could you do this to me?" I say, with a feeling of betrayal. He was my best friend, I would never think he would go behind my back like that.
"Dan I'm so-" I cut him off.
"NO!" I say standing up so that I was in front of him.
"I can't believe you! I trusted you and you just go behind my back to find out information about me! There was a reason I didn't want to tell you some of those things!"
"Dan, please just listen-" Phil says standing up so that he was on the same level as me beside his bed.
"I don't want to listen to you! You lied to me! I trusted you and you betrayed me! I didn't want you to find out that way! The first time I admit to someone I'm in love with you and it turns out it's just you in disguise! Why did you do it? Did you just want to mock me, or make fun of me because-" this time he cut me off.
"No! Dan, why would you ever think that?! I just wanted to make sure you were Ok! I wanted to tell you so badly and when I read your message yesterday I realized-"
"You realized what? That I was a pathetic friend that couldn't even deal with his best friend kissing someone because I'M SORRY! I didn't realize that you were well  aware and laughing about my stupid feelings behind my back!"
"Dan! Would you just listen to me-"
"Why? So you can tell me how disgusted you are with me? Because Phil I really can't deal with-"
I was cut off yet again, but this time, by Phil smashing his lips against mine.
I was so surprised that I didn't do much at first, but then his hands went up to intertwine in my hair and I started kissing him back. I put my hands on his waist and kissed him back roughly.
I've been dreaming of this moment for so long I can't believe it's actually happening!
We're a clash of teeth and lips and I feel Phil's tongue lick my lower lip asking for entrance.
I happily grant it and his tongue explores my mouth. I keep holding on to him tightly and try to get as close as possible, not wanting any space between us.
I would have never thought that Phil would actually be kissing me, let alone that he would make the first move. Just being here with him made me so happy.
After a while we finally break apart and look at each other's eyes. His eyes are the bluest thing with green swirled in and gold specks. They were beautiful.
We were still holding each other, and it felt so right.
"You really need to learn to shut up when I try to tell you things."
I roll my eyes but my cheeks were tinted pink.
"I wouldn't mind you kissing me to shut me up, though." He smiles.
"Do you want to know what I wanted to tell you before you so rudely kept cutting me off?" He asks in a slight joking tone.
"Sure, let's hear it."
Phil reaches up and pushes the fringe out of some of my face so that he could see me better and cups my face.
"Dan Howell, I love you."
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