Niall's POV

"Niall! No more drinking!" Liam yelled at me, taking the beer bottle out of my hands.

"You are noooooo fun Leeyummm!" I giggled. Drinking was the only way I could think of doing to get Meaghan off my mind. But each time I drink, more memories came back. I then burped loudy.

"Gross! Niall go shower and then sleep!" Louis demanded. I giggled, Im definatly drunk. "We have to preform tomorrow night and we don't need a drunk Niall! We need you sober!"

"Louis is right mate." Harry agreed. "Go shower and sleep. We will make you up when we have to leave." I groaned but went to the bathroom and took a shower anyways. Once I was done, I put on some jogger pants and fell asleep on the bed. Who needs a shirt. I am really messed up. I need Meaghan. I am lost, confused, and torn with out her. I miss her.

Meaghan's POV

 "You do know the boys miss you too right?" Taylor said. "Niall more."

"I know, its just- I wanna forgive him Taylor. I just- I cant give him another chance." I started. "How can I trust him after what he done to me?"

"I will tell you this Meaghan, Niall has really changed. He realized what he done when you left. He wants to gain your trust again so you cangive him another chance."

"That is what Im trying to say! I cant give him another chance! He broke a huge promise and now, Im not going to lie to you, Im kinda scared of him Taylor. What Niall done, and what happened in my past, is not forgivable. I haven't fell in love with any one else, because I am scared of love. Im scared of falling in love again, and having my heart broken thats already broken for more than half of my life." Taylor hugged me and it was then when I realized I was crying.

All what I said is all true. Niall does scare me now. Whenever I see him, I see what he done to me. I haven't fell in love with anyone because im scared of getting hurt again. It seems like a pattern. I trust someone, they break the trust, I get hurt, and they want in again. I don't know what to do anymore to be honest. All I have left is Shane. Taylor and I are getting close again, but I think I keep pushing her away. I tell her things, and then change the subject. I dont want her to know everything, she doesnt need to know.

"You alright now?" I nodded my head. I really am not okay, but she doesnt need to know. "Alright, I better get going before Liam gets worried. It was nice chatting with you. Call me when you want to talk again ok?" All i could do was nod my head. Taylor smiled and hugged me. I hugged back of course. And then she left. I sighed. I looked over at Shane. I smiled. He was laying on the gound sleeping, his toys surrounding him. I picked him up and gently carried him to his room.

Taylor's POV

"Liam I am serious!" I exclaimed. "Niall really hurt Meaghan! She is pushing everyone away when she thinks they get to close! I- I have never seen her like this. It honestly scares me."

"Babe, it is gonna be alright ok?" Liam said. "She is gonna be fine. You just have to be a good friend to her. When she calls, answer. When she wants you over at her place, go over. Eventually she will tell you."

"Liam I don't think she will. She was distant when we met. And she is getting even more distant."

"Did she even tell us what Niall done to her? Was it that bad?"

"She told me one thing he done. I still sometimes wanna punch him for it."

"What did he do?" Liam asked. Taylor shook her head.

"It's not my story to tell. Plus it is really personal to her." Liam nodded his head understanding.

"How- how was she? When you saw her today." He asked.

"To be honest, bad. Her place is horrible. Im surprised Shane hasn't been taken away."

"Who's Shane?" Liam tilted his head to the side.

"Meaghan's son. Niall's the dad."

"How bad is the place?"

"Horrible, everything there hardly works. Her phone is a cheap little thing that she never uses. Her apartment has many holes and dust floating around. I see her cleaning the place, you can tell. There are certin spots that are worse than the others. She has no car, the rooms are tiny, no hot water."

"Okay we really need to help her."

Niall's POV

I was at Liam and taylor's flat. I don't wanna be alone in mine where memories of Meaghan and i came to mind. Tayiam didn't care of me being around. I took a good nap that I really needed. I was in the kitchen getting water. I was so drunk! Im quite sober now. Wich is good.

"How bad is the place?" I overheard Liam ask Taylor.

"Horrible, everything there hardly works. Her phone is a cheap little thing that she never uses. Her apartment has many holes and dust floating around. I see her cleaning the place, you can tell. There are certin spots that are worse than the others. She has no car, the rooms are tiny, no hot water." Tears clouded my vision and started to cry silently. If I never done what I did, we would've been married now. Raise Shane together. Be a happy family. But Meaghan doesn't trust me anymore. It is explainable.

"Okay we really need to help her."

No, that is my job!

"Guys?" I asked, taking the water bottle with me and going into the livingroom.

"Yeah Niall?" Liam asked. I looked at them. They were cuddling on the couch, holding hands. They hand engagment rings and wedding rings on there fingers. That could've been me and Meaghan as well, but I had to screw it up.

"Can- can I do that? I- I think it will be a good start for Meaghan to at least be friends with me." Liam kissed Taylor's forehead and whispered into her ear. She nodded her head.

"Alright you can." I smiled. "Only on one condition."

"What is it?" I asked.

"You have to buy everything. If she doesn't like anything or something you take it back and get something she will like. Not us. Understood?" I nodded my head and ran back to the guest bedroom. First thing is first.