Warning: mature content ahead.

When he took my shirt off, I felt conscious and almost ran away from his body but then the way he looked at me. It made me feel powerful as his hands adored my body causing waves of lust to overwhelm me, then his clothes came off  exposing his naked body, kissed by the rays of the sun. He slowly pulled my shorts off, planting kisses around my waist as he looked into my eyes then pulled me to himself. I stared deep at his grey eyes as the storm inside them faded and a whole new cloud appeared before our lips linked again while he fondled my bossoms softly, moans erupted from my throat into the kiss till he flipped me over. His mouth sucked on my nipple slowly as his other hand caressed the second one. I thought they'd melt away, I had never experienced that kind of pleasure before and I wanted more so I voiced it out in form of moans. He placed trail of kisses from my belly down to my thighs then around the joint of my legs and kissed the tip of my sweet. I wiggled under him, the pleasure errupting and engulfing me till i couldn't take it anymore then I pulled him to myself. It was so fast yet so slow, so sensual yet so painful as he plunged into me. His grunts and pants in my ears where the best sounds I had ever heard as he kept thrusting, we kissed deeper, linking our tongues and gripping our skin. It went from slow to fast and as our pace increased, the climax built inside of me and at the right timing, we exploded together before he collapsed on my sweaty body.

I had read that the first time was always painful and unpleasant but it wasn't for me. It was bittersweet and when he pulled out, I could still feel him inside even though he laid beside me and spooned me. I could hear his breathing as he pulled me closer to him, it became my favourite lullaby as i drifted into sleep.

My vision became clearer as I fluttered my eye lids, there was something in front of me. It was a man. I sat up in horror as he stared at our naked bodies surprised. Pulling Trijan's shirt which was the closest to me, I covered my self while waking Trijan up

''Trijan'' I whispered slowly tapping him, he muttered unclear words that would have made me giggle but we were in a situation ''Trijan the cabin owner is here''. His eyes popped open before he sat up cupping his stick with his hands before I gave him his pants which he hurriedly put on. I didn't know if it was fair that the cabin owner was staring but then we were like intruders in his space.

Trijan took the man outside and got involved in a conversation while I fully dressed and soon he came back in

''We are leaving!'' He announced as he wore his shirt, ''Mr. Jose is taking us to back''

''Oh!'' That was a sad announcement, ''what about the cabin?''

''It's been cleared, I'll settle him later'' He informed me as he exited the door without looking at me. I felt weird in a way but I followed and saw they were about leaving.

As we journeyed through a different path, Trijan was silent and seemed to not notice I was there, even when i hurt my toes, he just walked away.
''Trijan are you ok?'' I asked touching his arm.

He shrugged it off ''I'm fine'', he replied then increased his pace. I was beginning to get a foul feeling in my guts as different thoughts ran through my head. Did I do something wrong? Was he feeling guilty? Well he just cheated but giving me the silent treatment wasn't helping, it made me feel awful.

''TRIJAN!!'' Denise's high pitched voice exclaimed as she ran to bug Trijan. I wiped the tears in my eyes as Jamie and Joan embraced me. With them was a few officers and the rest of the Mogul kids who had relieved look on their faces. Denise pushed her lips into Trijan's as he held her, Mr. Jose, the cabin owner glanced back and forth at me and him confused. He was the only one who knew after all about the Wrong act we had done in his cabin, he probably thought we were lovers. I could still feel Trijan between my legs even though he was walking back hand in hand with Denise.

''What happened there?''

''How did you guys cope?''

''What did you eat?''

''Where you injured? Ohhh where they wild animals?'' They bombarded us with questions immediately we settled down at home after all the clearings with the police and Mr. Bran had handed me a cup of hot cocoa.
''Relax guys, we are ok'' I replied after a few sips ''Trijan and I ha--''

''Had a hard time there'' Trijan interrupted me ''She almost drowned and we had to drink dirty water to survive. It wasn't really the best experience especially without you''. He rubbed Denise's cheeks causing her to blush and kiss him shortly.

''Yeah True'' It pricked my heart but I hid my emotions behind the cup of cocoa. I couldn't help but glance at Trijan and he return he gave me a cold look, opposite from the ones in the cabin. My Eyes were beginning to sting as I tried to stop my tears from falling ''Guys I'm just going to grab some sleep, I'm really tired''

''Are you okay Ivy?'' Joan asked me

''Yes, I'm fine. I'm just sleepy'' I lied as I stood up

''I'll walk you'' Jamie offered, his eyes portraying compassion but I shook my head.

''No, I'm fine'' I smiled, then turned to everyone ignoring Trijan ''Goodnight''. They replied back as Jamie kissed my forehead before I left.

'' I missed you so much'' Trijan whispered loud enough for me to hear and Denise replied back but I couldn't make her reply out.

''You people look so good together'' someone said as I entered my room, shutting the door behind me and locking it. I couldn't stop it, I just couldn't and as the tears rolled down, my heart pricked. My chest felt like it was breaking or was it collapsing. I felt tight as I took of my clothes and headed for the shower. I was trying to scrub him off, he played me. I was too easy just too easy all because I was in love. I couldn't even regret it but I was sad. I didn't know which had the more liquid content my tears or the shower but I just met them flow.

I lay naked on my bed but I didn't cry, I just stayed there numb  as the thoughts hit me that Trijan wasn't mine, he never was and it was better I forgot him.

Author's Note

Hello my lovely darlings
It is I. Lol! Yes I'm not more active with this book because we have like seven or eight chapters left. Sigh! But common it took longer almost a year, if not more.  Pardon my errors, I'll edit the book soon. Thank you for reading darlings.