"Guess what?" Joan and Jamie bashed into my room with a box of pizza. I sprouted and grabbed the pizza ignoring her question and focusing on the delicacy. I loved Hawaiian pizza, they add pineapples and it's just all shades of delicious.

"What?" I asked as I unboxed my round happiness, such beauty. I took a bite and let the cheese film my mouth with the tomato and pineapple. It brought tingles to my taste buds as I chewed.

"We are going for a wedding" Jamie sat behind me. We have just been together ever since, I've been trying to use him clear my head. It works sometimes other times, he apologizes for things I did wrong. At this point, I needed a saving grace and as far as I didn't tell him I loved him,I just left all make out sessions in the fun zone.

"Who's wedding?" My words were muffled as they pierced through the food in my mouth.

"Cecelia and Ethan" Joan announced "you remember them right?" I didn't know if I did because I was just too engrossed in the pizza that I didn't want to think so I shook my head.

"You mean you don't remember the little boy from England with all the strange allergies?" Jamie asked surprised and the word allergy clicked a file in my head

"The boy who is allergic to chocolate?" I asked a little unsure

"Yes, that's the one" he confirmed as he took a slice of pizza "he's getting married to his high school sweetheart"

"Awwv isn't that romantic?" I asked sarcastically, knowing fully well I was giving up on the whole romance thing "when is it?"

"Next tomorrow, at Hilo which is pretty far from here" Joan came out of my toilet wiping her hand on a paper towel "and I still don't have a dress"

"Yeah me too" I took another slice"must we all go?"

"Yeah, Trijan's dad is coming"

"What?!!" My eyes popped open shocking Joan who was staring at me surprised. "Why is he coming?"

"It's a big wedding love and he's like a family friend to them I guess" she said as she took one more slice then paused like she just realised something big.

"Oh my lord! We have almost finished the pizza, Jeremy said he wants some too" I looked at the carton that was holding the last four pieces, how may had I eaten?

"I only had one!" Jamie's eye was open in disbelief so now I'm the food monger but it wasn't my fault, I just loved the pizza. I slowly pushed the pizza box away from me as a restraining method from having more. Joan gladly grabbed the box and ran off muttering words.

"So do you feel like going out today?" He asked hugging me from behind and I pretty much liked it.

"No, I'm still a little tired" I told him. I had declined every outing request from him and seldom went with them to anywhere. I just borrowed books from Mr. Bran and read them while they go out. Sometimes I swim or just sleep but I cut interaction with them by half all for Trijan.

"Oh! common babe, how are you going to get your dress then?" That was true, dammit!! I turned around and buried myself in his arms. He was really a comfy hugger and I stayed there listening to his beating heart. His hands wrapped me tightly abd we stayed there in silence. I enjoyed being held, being wanted ansd to be held and loved, I wanted to be someone's own and if Jamie was doing all of these then he was the one I would just stick with.

"I need water" I said breaking myself for him

"How about we go get it together?" I smiled at him and followed him downstairs hand in hand. Jeremy was still licking his fingers, damn!! The pizza was so good.

"Eww you should just eat your fingers jeremy" I teased

"Ha ha I could eat yours but not the fingers" he gave a dirty smirk that earned him an elbow jab from Karen which made me chuckle, she really held onto him. We went to the kitchen and had water along with some chicken before we left.

We bought out dresses from A là belle again, I wasn't picky this time. I just chose a nude off shoulder mermaid gown with beads ornamented chest while Joan chose a green fairy gown.

"What's up with you and Trijan?" Joan asked once our trip began

"Nothing" I was used to the question already so I wasn't ry surprised.

"Oh common! Don't lie to me. You and him have been acting weird since the boat wreck, tell me the truth what really happened?" She asked silently as she held the steering wheel

"Nothing Joany if something happened, you'll be the first to know" I assured her with lies but I wasn't in for any Trijan talk.

When we got home, there was some sort of meeting again.
"What's going on here?" I asked catching their attention but I only looked at Trijan before turning away.

"We are contemplating going to the venue by ship or flight" Jeremy spoke.

"We should go by plane" I said because it was the better than the ship

"I told you Trijan" Jeremy said

"Why would anyone want to go by boat? I mean the plane would be better, it would be faster. More safer so boat wrecks can't happen again. And we can all book the returning flight too, so that's way easier than booking a boat." I explained

"I think I'll have to go with Ivy" Jamie voiced and it was followed by murmuring and with time everyone agreed except Trijan who had a sour look on his face.

"Well Trijan, I guess you'll have to book the flights for all of us then " I smiled at his frown before heading upstairs.

I tried steadying my breathing as I slumped on my bed. I was beginning to sweat again, I went against Trijan and damn!! My flight problem!!

I didn't think that through, I darted to the bathroom and washed my face trying to calm my nerves. It's ok ivy, it's just 15 minutes. You'll survive, just call down.

"What the hell are you doing here?!" I was startled by Trijan's sudden presence "don't you knock?"

"What do you think you are doing?" He asked in a cold time

"I don't know what you are talking about" I pushed passed him further to my towel on the rack.

"Please don't play dumb with me" he requested " you've been asking all weird and everyone's asking question and now opposing me just raised their suspicions"

"Well i do not care so if you came her to question why I convinced the others to take a better action, I'd ask you to leave now" his eyebrows raised in surprise as he stared at me eye to eye , so many feelings and energy around me. I wanted to kiss him at the same time hit him but I moved away from him and went to the door, opened it and gestured him out. He took one look at me before leaving, his gaze was so intimidating but I didn't bulge and when he left, I banged the door after him.

Trijan's father didn't come to the beach house, which for some reason that made me happy.
Mr. Bran said he had less time to spend here so he'll meet us there, Mr. Bran wasn't going to the wedding too. He claimed he wasn't the wedding type.

I had to pack my bag for the trip the next day and since Maya wasn't here, I learnt to do it myself. Just when I was done and about to sleep, there was a twist on my door knob but since it was locked, whoever was there couldn't get in. I sprinted over and opened it and surprisingly a scowl appeared on my face

"What do you want Trijan?"

"We.. need to talk"