School will start back up in a few days. I decided to give him a call. I thought long and hard about it. I thought since he didn't answer my texts all summer why would he return my call now? I took a deep breath before I pushed call. The phone started ringing I held my breath. I heard a familiar voice on the other line. I didn't hesitate in telling him it was over and hanging up. It was at that moment I realized that I wasn't the failure, he was. I wasn't the f factor. He was.