I soon realized as the first week of summer rolled with out an answer from him. Not a signal text back form him, no calls either. This wouldn't work out we wouldn't work out. But how could I live with out him? How could I carry on with out him? How could I do it? How could I do any thing?  As summer passed by me being hopeful telling my self. He'll text me and say sorry. He's just camping. He'll call me. But he never did.