Chapter 11
Miu's POV
The digital clock on the wall of the executive boardroom clicked over to 11:45 PM with a soft, mechanical sound that seemed to echo in the cavernous room. Outside, the skyline of Bangkok was a shimmering grid of neon and ambition, but inside, the air was filtered, recycled, and set to a temperature that felt like a warning.
I leaned back in the ergonomic leather chair, the third espresso of the night beginning to make my fingertips twitch. Across the mahogany table, the massive LED monitors glowed with a 3D walkthrough of the Gilded Peak resort. The blue light washed over Lena, who was standing by the window with her back to me.
She had discarded her blazer hours ago. Her white silk shirt was slightly wrinkled at the elbows the first sign of human wear I'd ever seen on her. To anyone else, she looked exhausted. To me, she looked like a fortress under siege.
"The lighting in the lobby is still two lumens too bright," she said, her voice raspy from hours of talking. "It'll wash out the gold leafing."
"It's midnight, Director," I said, leaning back in my chair and stretching. My bandaged arm twinged, and I winced. "The gold leafing will survive. We have the board meeting in ten hours."
Lena turned around. Her hair was starting to escape her neat bun, a few strands framing her face in a way that made my throat tight. She looked at me, then her gaze flicked to my phone, which was sitting face-up on the table.
Bzzzt. The screen lit up. A message from Lingling: "Still at the office? I'm bored. Should I come pick you up? I have a bottle of something vintage."
The silence in the room became heavy, pressurized. Lena didn't move, but I saw her jaw set.
"You should go," she said, her voice dangerously quiet. "Clearly, the human element of the project is calling. I can finish the renders myself."
"I'm not going anywhere," I said, locking my phone and sliding it into my pocket. "I'm the Vice President. I finish what I start."
"Do you?" Lena stepped closer, the blue light of the monitors casting sharp shadows across her face. "Because it seems to me like you're starting a lot of things lately, Miu. Dinner dates, gallery tours, late-night vintage drinks... you're becoming quite the socialite again. Mak is so pleased. He thinks you're finding your rhythm."
"And what do you think?" I challenged, standing up to meet her gaze.
"I think you're a variable that refuses to be solved," she whispered, her eyes searching mine with a desperation she wouldn't admit to. "And I think Lingling is going to ruin the only thing I've managed to keep stable in this company."
I felt a surge of irritation. She always used Mak as a shield to lecture me. "Is that what this is about? You're worried I'm going to embarrass my brother? Or are you just annoyed that my schedule doesn't align with your precious blueprints?"
"I am annoyed by the lack of professionalism," Lena hit back, her voice tightening. "Lingling is the heir to our biggest competitor. When you're seen with her, it reflects on the Group's stability. It looks like you're being manipulated."
"I'm not being manipulated, Lena. I'm having a drink," I snapped, standing up to meet her gaze. "You're the one who told me in Chiang Mai that we had to be professional. You're the one who pushed me away the second we got back to Bangkok. So why do you care who I spend my nights with? You got what you wanted the Vice President is doing her job. Why can't you just leave the rest of my life alone?"
Lena stopped inches from me. She smelled like black coffee and the cold air of the office. She looked at me with a frustration so intense I thought she was going to fire me right there.
"Because I am responsible for you," she whispered, her voice shaking.
"No, you're responsible for this project," I countered, my voice dropping. "Stop pretending this is about the company. You just hate that there's a part of my life you can't audit. You hate that Lingling doesn't have to ask your permission to talk to me."
I didn't see jealousy in her eyes, I saw a woman who was obsessed with control, and I was the one variable that wouldn't fit her equation.
"I don't hate anything, Miu," Lena said, her "Steel" mask sliding back into place. "I simply recognize a liability when I see one. Go. Go to your 'vintage drinks.' I'll finish the work. I'm used to carrying the weight alone anyway."
She turned back to her computer, the clicking of her keys sounding like a dismissal. I stood there for a second, feeling the sting of her words. She didn't want me here. She didn't want my help. She just wanted me to be a perfect, silent cog in her machine.
"Fine," I said, grabbing my bag. "Have fun with your gold leafing, Director. I'll see you at the meeting."
The next few hours were a blur of restless sleep. I didn't go meet Lingling like I have intended to do. The physical and mental strain had already started taking a toll on my body. I could feel the sharp pain on my arm and the throbbing inside my chest, though I'm sure the latter is caused by the same woman that has haunted me ever since I saw her face behind the glowing light of my phone.
When I walked into the office at 8:00 AM, the cycle began again.
The boardroom was a cathedral of glass and high-stakes silence. My father sat at the head of the table, his eyes scanning the finalized renders like a general inspecting a map. Mak was to his right, looking sharp and rested, occasionally glancing at Lena with a look of pure, unadulterated pride.
I sat across from them, my third espresso of the morning vibrating in my veins. My arm throbbed under the fresh bandage.
"The integration of the local aesthetic with the high-tech infrastructure is impressive, Director," my father said, his voice a low rumble of approval. "You've managed to capture the soul of Chiang Mai without sacrificing the luxury."
"It was a collaborative effort, Chairman," Lena replied.
She looked perfect. Not a hair out of place, her skin glowing despite the three hours of sleep we'd shared in this very room.
"Miu's insight into the social spaces was particularly... useful," Lena added, her voice devoid of any warmth. It felt like she was reading a line from a manual. "She ensured the human element didn't get lost in the blueprints."
"Good," my father nodded, finally looking at me. "It seems the mountains taught you something after all, Miu. I expect that same focus for the grand opening next month."
"Yes, sir," I said, my voice as flat as the mahogany table.
As the meeting adjourned, Mak clapped his hands together. "Well! Since the Board is happy, I think we should celebrate. Lena, I promised you that lunch at the club. Miu, you're coming, right? I'm sure Lingling would love to join us."
"I have a site visit at the gallery, Mak," I said, standing up before I could lose my nerve. "Lingling is meeting me there. We're... busy."
I saw Lena's hand tighten on her tablet. Her knuckles turned white, but she remained focused on her screen.
"Busy with what?" Mak asked, grinning. "The art or the heir?"
"Both," I said, forcing a casual shrug. I flicked a glance at Lena. "The Director thinks I need to treat our rivals with more... respect. What's more respectful than a private tour?"
I walked out of the room, my heels clicking against the marble floor. I was halfway to the elevators when I heard the heavy door swing open.
"Miu!"
I stopped. It was Lena. She was walking toward me, her face set in that terrifying, professional mask. She held out a folder.
"You left your brief for the press kit on the table," she said.
"You could have sent an assistant, Lena," I said, reaching for it.
She didn't let go. For a heartbeat, we were anchored together by the paper. Her eyes searched mine, looking for the girl who had jumped in front of the rebar in Chiang Mai, but I didn't give her that girl. I gave her the Vice President.
"Don't let her distract you from the talking points," Lena said, her voice a low, jagged whisper. "If you're too busy with Lingling to remember the official narrative, you'll ruin everything we did in the mountains."
"I won't ruin your project, Lena," I said, snatching the folder. "Go have your lunch with my brother. I'm sure he has a narrative you'll like much better."
I stepped into the elevator. As the doors closed, I saw her standing in the center of the hallway perfect, poised, and utterly alone. I told myself I was winning. I told myself I was moving on.
But as the elevator descended, all I could think about was the way her hand had shaken, just for a second, when our fingers brushed against the folder.
The National Gallery felt like a different planet. While the office was all about structure and math, this space was about emotion and chaos. Large, aggressive canvases hung from the ceiling, and the air smelled of turpentine and expensive wine.
Lingling was waiting for me in the center of the hall, looking like an exhibit herself in a sharp, blood-red jumpsuit.
"You look like you've been chewed up and spat out by a drafting machine," Lingling said by way of greeting. She didn't offer a polite handshake; she draped an arm over my shoulder, pulling me into her orbit. "Let me guess. The Director had you counting bolts until dawn?"
"Something like that," I muttered, letting myself be led deeper into the gallery. "We had a Board meeting. It was... intense."
She reached out, her fingers grazing the edge of my bandage exactly where Lena's hand had been hours before. "She's really gotten into your head, hasn't she? The Steel Director. She's turned you into a little soldier for the Taechamongkalapiwat brand."
"I'm doing what I have to do for my family," I snapped, pulling away slightly.
"Family," Lingling laughed, a sharp, cynical sound. "Family is the best excuse for staying in a cage, isn't it? But tell me, Miu... when she looks at you in those meetings, does she see just see a variable she's successfully managed to put back in its place?"
The words stung because they mirrored exactly what I had felt in the boardroom. To me, it was a one-sided heartbreak. To Lingling, it was a game she was winning.
"Come on," Lingling said, grabbing my hand and pulling me toward the private lounge. "Enough about blueprints and other people. I want to show you the piece I bought for my private collection. I think it describes our current... dynamic... perfectly."
Lingling led me to a secluded corner of the gallery where a single, striking photograph hung under a spotlight. It was a black-and-white shot of a woman looking through a cracked window, half-hidden, half-exposed.
"It's called The Cost of Transparency," Lingling whispered, stepping behind me. She didn't look at the art; she looked at my reflection in the glass. "You look like her, Miu. You're trying so hard to be transparent for your brother, but the cracks are starting to show."
Before I could move, Lingling leaned in. She didn't kiss me, but she tucked a stray lock of hair behind my ear, her fingers lingering on my neck. In the reflection, it looked intimate. It looked like a confession.
Click.
I turned to see Lingling holding her phone, a satisfied smirk on her face.
"What are you doing?" I asked, my heart skipping a beat.
"Documenting the human element," she teased, her thumb tapping the screen with lightning speed. "You should check your feed in five minutes. I think the Director is going to find our 'networking' very... enlightening."
By the time I reached the parking garage, my phone was a live wire of notifications. Lingling hadn't just posted the photo; she had tagged me with a cryptic caption:
"Finding beauty in the structural cracks."
The internet didn't take five minutes. It took seconds.
By the time the elevator reached the lobby of the Taechamongkalapiwat building the next morning, the headlines were already scrolling on the news monitors:
"HEIRESSES IN LOVE? Rumors Swirl Around Miu Taechamongkalapiwat and Lingling Kwong at National Gallery."
"A Merger of Hearts? Siriluck Group and Taechamongkalapiwat Group Heiresses Spotted in Intimate Display."
****
I walked into the office feeling like I was walking to my own execution. The staff were whispering, their eyes darting from their screens to me. When I reached the executive floor, the air didn't just sharpen, it froze.
Lena was standing in the middle of the open-plan office, surrounded by three PR managers. She looked like she was carved out of dry ice. When she saw me, she dismissed the managers with a single, sharp nod.
"My office. Now," she said.
The door hadn't even finished clicking shut before she turned on me. She wasn't holding a tablet this time; she was holding a printed copy of the tabloid headline.
"Is this your idea of maintaining a relationship?" Lena demanded. Her voice wasn't loud, but it had a vibration of fury that made the glass walls seem to hum. "The Siriluck Group is our primary competitor for the South Bangkok contract. Do you have any idea what dating rumors do to our leverage?"
"It's just a photo, Lena," I said, leaning against her desk to hide the fact that my knees were shaking. "Lingling was being playful. The press is just bored."
"The press is never bored; they are predatory!" Lena stepped into my space. "You look like a child being led around by a leash, Miu. You're letting her use you to destabilize our brand. Do you even care about the work we did? Or were you too busy to remember who you represent?"
"I know exactly who I represent," I shouted back, the frustration of the last few days finally boiling over. "Why do you care so much, Lena? If the board is worried, I'll release a statement. If Mak is worried, I'll talk to him. But why are you acting like I've betrayed you personally?"
Lena flinched as if I'd struck her. The silence that followed was deafening. She stared at me, her eyes darting across my face, searching for a logical argument that wasn't there.
"Because I am the Director," she whispered, her voice cracking for the first time. "And I cannot... I will not... allow a variable like Lingling to ruin the foundation of this family."
"You keep saying 'family,'" I said, stepping closer until our chests almost touched. "But you're looking at me like you want to kill her. Is that for Mak, Lena? Or is that for you?"
Lena's breath hitched. She looked terrified, not of the press, and not of my father, but of the question I'd just asked.
Then, the intercom buzzed.
"Director, the Chairman is ready for the emergency PR briefing. He's asking for the Vice President as well."
The spell broke. Lena smoothed her skirt, her face resetting into a mask of absolute, clinical coldness.
"Get your talking points ready, Miu," she said, her voice a flat, dead thing. "And for God's sake, take off that perfume. It smells like her."
The Chairman's office was a sanctuary of dark wood and the scent of expensive cigars. He didn't look angry. In fact, as he looked at the tabloid on his desk, a small, calculating smile tugged at the corner of his mouth.
"The Siriluck Group has been a thorn in our side regarding the South Bangkok expansion for three years," my father mused, leaning back in his leather chair. "Their land holdings are the only thing stopping our development."
"Papa, it was just a photo," I began, but he held up a hand.
"Miu, in this family, a photo is never just a photo. It's a message." He looked at me with genuine warmth, the kind of loving dad look that always made it impossible to say no. "I've been worried about you since you got back. You seemed... stifled. But this? This is brilliant. Lingling Kwong is the key to her father's heart and his board of directors."
Beside me, Lena was so still I wasn't sure she was even breathing.
"Chairman," Lena's voice was like a wire pulled to the breaking point. "Publicly associating with a rival heir during a sensitive bidding phase is high-risk. It could be seen as a conflict of interest or, worse, a sign of weakness."
"Or," my father countered, his eyes twinkling with the cold light of a tycoon, "it's a Trojan Horse. If Miu is 'dating' Lingling, we have an ear inside their camp. We have influence."
He stood up and walked over to me, squeezing my shoulder. "I'm proud of you, Miu. You're finally using your social standing to benefit the Group. Keep her close. Invite her to the ground-breaking ceremony next week. Let the press keep talking."
"You want me to... keep seeing her?" I asked, my heart sinking. I had wanted a way out, but my father had just built the walls higher.
"I want you to be happy, Miu," he said, his voice dropping to a fatherly tone that felt like a trap. "And if your happiness brings us the South Bangkok contract, then everyone wins."
He turned to Lena. "Lena, I want you to manage this. Coordinate with the PR team to ensure the narrative stays romantic but professional. Make sure Miu and Lingling are seen at the right places. Use your... architectural precision... to design this public image."
I dared to look at Lena. She looked like she had been turned to stone. She had spent all morning trying to destroy the Lingling connection, and now her own mentor the man she was trying to prove her loyalty to had ordered her to oversee Miu's romance.
"Understood, Chairman," Lena whispered.
As we walked out of the office, the hallway felt ten miles long. I waited until we were out of earshot of the assistants.
Lena stopped dead in her tracks. She turned to me, and for the first time, I didn't see the Director. I saw a woman who was drowning in her own choices.
"I will do my job, Miu," she said, her voice trembling with a suppressed, violent emotion. "I will make sure you and Lingling look perfect for the cameras. I will schedule your dinners."
She stepped closer, her eyes dark with a pain she refused to name. "But don't you dare think I'm doing this because I want to. I'm doing it because it's what your family requires. And unlike you... I know how to sacrifice what I want for the sake of the foundation."
She turned and walked away, her heels striking the floor with a sound like a hammer hitting a nail.
****
The ground-breaking ceremony was only three hours away, and per my father's orders, Lena was in my dressing room at the estate. She had arrived with three garment bags and a jewelry case, her face set in a look of grim, professional determination.
"The Chairman wants a soft power look," Lena said, her voice clinical as she zipped open the first bag to reveal a silk, champagne-colored gown. "Nothing too aggressive. You need to look like the approachable face of the Taechamongkalapiwat Group, while Lingling provides the... flair."
"You're really going through with this," I said, sitting at my vanity and watching her through the mirror. "You're actually playing stylist for my date with the woman you said was a liability forty-eight hours ago."
"I am following the Chairman's strategy," Lena replied. She walked over to me, holding the silk dress against her front as she inspected my silhouette. "In business, liabilities become assets if you frame them correctly. Stand up."
I stood. My heart was thumping against my ribs as she stepped into my personal space. Lena began to drape the fabric over me, her hands moving with the same precision she used to roll out blueprints.
Then, she had to fix the strap.
Her cool fingers brushed against the bare skin of my shoulder, and I felt a jolt go through me so strong I was sure she felt it too.
"Don't move," she whispered, her breath ghosting over my ear. "The line of the shoulder has to be perfect for the cameras. If the dress sits too low, the press will call it desperate. If it's too high, it's dowdy."
"And what would you call it, Lena?" I asked, my voice barely audible. "This... whatever we're doing right now. Is this 'structural' too?"
Lena didn't answer. She moved to the front of me, kneeling slightly to adjust the hem. From this angle, I could see the top of her head, the neatness of her hair, and the way her lower lip was caught between her teeth. She looked like she was in physical pain.
"I'm calling it a job," she said, though her voice lacked its usual bite.
She reached into the jewelry case and pulled out a necklace, a delicate string of diamonds that caught the light. She stepped behind me again to clasp it. As she worked the small lock, I saw her eyes in the mirror. They weren't looking at the diamonds. They were looking at my neck, at the pulse jumping in my throat.
She stayed there a second too long. Her front was inches from my back, the heat of her body radiating through the thin silk of my dress.
"There," she said, suddenly snapping back. She stepped away so quickly she almost tripped on the train of the dress. "You look... the Chairman will be satisfied. You look like the perfect partner for a Siriluck heir."
"You hate this," I said, turning to face her. "Admit it. You hate that you're the one who has to make me look beautiful for her."
Lena grabbed her empty garment bags, her knuckles white. "What I feel is irrelevant, Miu. I have a responsibility to Mak and to this family. If that means making sure you look like a dream for a woman I can't stand, then that is what I will do."
She walked to the door, but paused with her hand on the knob.
"And Miu?" She didn't turn around. "When the cameras are off... try to remember that it's all just a performance. Don't get lost in the human element again."
She left, the door clicking shut with a finality that felt like a sentence.
The construction site was transformed into a luxury pavilion. Yellow excavators stood in the background like silent titans, while the elite of Bangkok sipped champagne in the foreground.
Lingling arrived like a hurricane. She was in a deep violet suit that screamed power, and the moment she saw me, she bypassed my father and Mak entirely, sliding her arm firmly around my waist.
"My god, Miu," Lingling whispered, her eyes raking over the dress Lena had chosen. "You look... ravishing. Did you pick this out for me?"
"The Director handled the styling," I said, my eyes instinctively finding Lena across the room.
Lena was standing with Mak, playing the part of the perfect, supportive partner. But as Lingling leaned in to whisper something in my ear, I saw Lena's glass tilt dangerously in her hand. She wasn't looking at the blueprints on the easel. She was watching Lingling's hand on the small of my back.
"Ah, Lena," Lingling said loudly, waving them over. "Your taste is improving! This dress is almost as bold as the South Bangkok bid."
Mak laughed, pulling Lena closer to us. "Doesn't she look great, Lena? I told you Miu just needed the right 'distraction' to find her footing."
Lena's face was a masterpiece of repression. She looked at me, then at Lingling's arm, then at Mak.
"She looks exactly as the Group requires her to look," Lena said, her voice a flat, dead chill. "A perfect representation of our transparent future."
Lingling's smirk widened. She knew. "Well, I think she looks like a woman who's tired of being a representation. Don't you, Miu? Let's go take our turn with the golden shovel. I want the press to see exactly how aligned our interests are."
The golden shovel photo op had barely finished when the sky, which had been a bruised purple all afternoon, finally opened up. It wasn't just rain; it was a tropical deluge that turned the construction site into a sea of red mud in seconds.
The pavilion became a chaotic scramble. Mak was pulled away by our father to secure the foreign investors in the main tent, and Lingling had been swept toward the VIP cars by her own security detail, shouting over the thunder that she'd call me.
In the blur of silk and rain, I felt a sharp grip on my elbow.
"This way!" Lena's voice was barely audible over the roar of the downpour.
She didn't lead me to the main tent. Instead, she pulled me toward the nearest solid structure the site manager's temporary office, a reinforced shipping container converted into a high-tech hub. She swiped her keycard, the lock hissed, and she shoved me inside before slamming the door against the wind.
The silence was sudden and deafening.
The only light came from the emergency red LEDs and the glowing screens of the site's seismic monitors. The room was barely ten feet wide, cramped with server racks and a single desk.
I stood there, shivering in the champagne silk dress that was now plastered to my skin like a second, cold layer of grief. Lena was just as drenched. Her white blouse was translucent, her hair clinging to her neck.
"You're shivering," Lena said. It wasn't a question; it was a clinical observation.
"I'm fine," I snapped, hugging my arms. "Where's Mak? We should call him."
"The cell tower is down from the lightning," she said, nodding toward the dead signal on the monitors. She stepped closer, reaching for a stack of company-branded towels on a shelf. "And your brother is safe in the main tent. He knows I have you."
He knows I have you. The phrase hung in the small space, heavy.
She stepped into my space and began to rub the towel over my shoulders with a rough, frantic energy.
"You're going to get a fever," she muttered, her hands moving down to my arms. "And the Chairman will blame the site's safety protocols instead of your own lack of common sense for standing in a monsoon."
"Is that all you can think about? Protocols?" I grabbed her wrists, forcing her to stop. "You just dressed me up like a doll for Lingling. You watched her touch me all afternoon. You didn't say a word. And now you're back to being my nurse?"
Lena's breath hitched. We were so close that the steam from our bodies was starting to fog the glass of the server racks.
"I did what was required," Lena whispered, her eyes dropping to my lips before snapping back to my forehead. "I managed the variable. I ensured the Siriluck Group remained favorable to our interests."
"You're a liar," I said, my voice cracking. "You didn't look like you were managing a 'variable' when she had her arm around me. You looked like you wanted to tear the pavilion down."
"I was concerned about the optics!" Lena's voice rose, a flash of raw, irrational anger finally breaking through the steel. "She was touching you too much, Miu. It was... unprofessional. It made the Group look desperate."
The word hung between us, brittle and exposed.
I let out a quiet laugh, the sound sharp and humorless. "That's what you're calling it now?"
Lena stiffened. Her hands were still wrapped around my arms, the towel forgotten, her grip firm enough that I could feel her pulse through her fingers. "Yes," she said immediately. Too quickly. "That is exactly what I'm calling it."
I tilted my head, studying her face in the dim red glow of the emergency lights. Rain hammered against the metal walls of the container, a relentless, thunderous sound that felt like pressure against my skull.
"Then explain this to me," I said softly. "If this is about optics, about professionalism, about the Group, why are your hands shaking?"
Her breath caught. For half a second, just half, she didn't answer.
Her fingers tightened instead.
"That's irrelevant," Lena said, but her voice betrayed her. The steel had fractures now. "You're cold. I'm fixing the problem."
"You're fixing me," I said. "That's what you always do. When something doesn't behave the way you planned, you recalibrate it until it stops making noise."
Her jaw clenched. She finally let go of my arms, stepping back as if the contact had burned her. The space between us was barely a foot wide, but it felt like a chasm opening.
"You don't understand," she said, quieter now. "You think this is a game Lingling is playing. You think it's flirtation, curiosity, harmless attention. It's not."
"Then what is it?" I demanded.
Her eyes snapped up to mine. "It's leverage."
The word landed like a slap.
"She's turning you into something she can move," Lena continued, her voice low and urgent now, stripped of its polish. "Every smile, every touch, every photo, it's positioning. And you're letting her because you're angry. Because you want to prove you don't belong to anyone."
I stepped closer. "And you hate that."
She didn't deny it.
"You hate that you don't get to decide where I stand anymore," I went on. "You hate that there's a version of me you can't lock behind a boardroom door."
"That's not true," Lena said, but the protest sounded weak.
"Then why did you pull me in here?" I asked. "Why not let Lingling's security handle me? Why not let the cameras follow me into her car?"
Her breath came shallow now, her composure visibly cracking under the strain of restraint. "Because I couldn't watch it," she said.
The admission slipped out before she could stop it. The room went very still. The rain. The monitors. The hum of electricity. All of it faded into a dull roar behind my ears.
"Watch what?" I asked quietly.
Lena swallowed. Her gaze dropped to my collarbone, to the damp silk clinging to my skin, then snapped away as if she'd looked too long.
"I couldn't watch you let her turn you into something disposable," she said. "Something temporary."
I took another step forward. Now there was no space left at all.
"And what am I to you?" I asked.
She froze.
I could see the answer rise in her like a panic response. I could see her calculate the damage, the fallout, the irreversible consequences of honesty. Her hands curled into fists at her sides.
"You are the Vice President of the Taechamongkalapiwat Group," Lena said carefully. Each word was placed like a brick in a wall. "You are Mak's sister. You are the public face of this project. And my responsibility."
There it was. The shield. The armor.
I nodded slowly, forcing my expression into something neutral even as my chest tightened.
"Right," I said. "The responsibility."
"Yes," she said, too firmly. "That."
The silence stretched again, heavier now, weighted with everything she had refused to say.
I could see it in her posture, the way she stood too straight, as if discipline alone could hold her together. The way her eyes never quite met mine anymore, skimming past instead, as if direct contact might unravel her completely.
"Then let go," I said softly.
She hesitated.
"Let go of me," I repeated. "If I'm just another variable, another thing to manage, then stop touching me like you're afraid I'll disappear."
Her breath shuddered.
Slowly, with visible effort, Lena stepped back.
The distance felt violent.
"Get dry," she said, turning away toward the desk. "The storm should pass soon. We'll rejoin the event once it does."
Her voice was professional again. Controlled. Locked down.
I watched her back as she pretended to check the monitors, watched the way her shoulders rose and fell too fast, watched the way one hand braced against the metal desk as if she needed it to stay upright.
"You're right about one thing," I said quietly.
She didn't turn around.
"I don't belong to anyone," I continued. "Not Lingling. Not my father. Not even you."
Her shoulders stiffened.
"But don't mistake that for ignorance," I added. "I see exactly what this is costing you."
Still, she didn't face me.
"Next time," I said, my voice steady despite the ache in my chest, "if you're going to sacrifice something, don't pretend it's for my sake."
The rain began to ease, the pounding against the container softening into a steady drizzle.
Lena finally straightened.
"We should go," she said. "They'll be looking for us."
I nodded.
When she opened the door, the noise and light rushed back in cameras, voices, the machinery of power grinding forward without pause.
As we stepped back into it, she moved ahead of me, already rebuilding her walls, already disappearing behind the Director's mask.
I followed.
But something had shifted.
And I knew, with a certainty that settled deep in my bones, that whatever foundation Lena was trying to protect....it had already begun to crack.
****
Note:
Hey, guys 😅 I've read your comments from the previous chapter, and trust me, we share the same sentiments. I know Lena and Miu's relationship here isn't really the best, to say the least. I started writing this fic with only one idea in my head: Falling in love with your brother's girlfriend.
But believe me when I say I didn't intend for it to be this angsty 😭 but, oh well, we're here now. It's already overflowing with angst might as well make it bleed.
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