Chapter 20
Miu's POV
Lingling's question didn't need an answer.
It was already written in the way Lena's fingers tightened around mine, in the way she didn't flinch from the word truth anymore. The bubble had burst, yes but something stronger had taken its place.
Resolve.
I looked down at the phone in my hand. Twelve missed calls. Three voicemails. All from my father. He didn't text.
That alone told me everything.
"We're not running," I said quietly, more to myself than to either of them. "And we're not hiding."
Lena turned toward me. There was no fear in her eyes only that terrible, steady courage that had always undone me.
"Then we go to the estate," she said. Not as a question. As a decision.
Lingling exhaled through her nose, a sharp, approving sound. "I'll go ahead and prep damage control. Not to erase it," she added, glancing meaningfully at Lena, "but to keep it from turning into a massacre."
She paused at the door again, softer this time. "Whatever happens in that room... don't let them separate you."
The door closed behind her with a final, quiet click. The studio felt empty without her like the last neutral witness had left the scene.
I turned to Lena. For a moment, neither of us spoke.
Then she lifted my hand and pressed her lips to my knuckles, the same place she'd kissed them at breakfast, when the world still felt merciful.
"I won't let them make you small," she said. "Not for me."
I swallowed. "They'll try."
"I know." Her jaw set. "I'm done shrinking."
The silence Lingling left behind was thick, but it wasn't heavy.
It was the kind of quiet that exists just before a storm breaks, the moment the air pressure drops and you know everything is about to change.
"I need to change," Lena said, her eyes dropping to the flour-dusted gold silk draped over the chair.
She looked at it with a detached sort of disdain, like an architect looking at a structural flaw she'd finally decided to tear down.
"The black suit," I said, already moving toward the closet.
I pulled it out, the jacket was sharp, the lines aggressive and unapologetic. It was Lena's armor.
When I handed it to her, our fingers brushed, and I felt the steady pulse in her wrist. She was calm. More than calm, she was certain.
While she changed in the bathroom, I stood in the center of the room and looked at myself in the mirror. I was still wearing the oversized sweater, my hair a mess of post-shower curls. I looked like the girl who hid in bookstores.
When Lena stepped out of the bathroom, I nearly lost my breath.
The black suit fit her like a second skin. Her hair was pulled back into a sleek, low knot, and her face, devoid of the heavy gala makeup from the night before, looked raw and beautiful.
She looked like the woman who could build cities.
"Ready?" she asked, her voice low.
"Wait." I stepped toward her, reaching out to straighten the lapel of her jacket. My hands lingered there, over her heart.
"They're going to try to talk over us, Lena. Mak is going to try to charm you, and my father is going to try to father me. They'll wait for us to stumble."
Lena covered my hands with hers, pinning them to her chest. "Let them wait. We aren't going there to argue, Miu. We're going there to inform them. There's a difference."
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The interior of the Mercedes was a vacuum of cold leather and pressurized silence. Krit drove with a grim, focused intensity. He knew the weight of what he was carrying.
Beside me, Lena was a pillar of black wool and sharp lines. She looked like the Director again, but the energy was different.
It wasn't the brittle, defensive steel she usually wore; it was something grounded.
Something real.
She didn't let go of my hand. Her thumb traced the back of my knuckles in a slow, rhythmic circle.
"We go to your father first," Lena said, her voice low and steady. "Is Mak... is he still at the house?"
I checked the GPS log Lingling had sent.
"No. Lingling says he went back to his penthouse an hour ago. He's... he's not doing well, Lena. She said he's been drinking. He's trying to manage the press from his phone, but I think he just needs to be alone."
I felt Lena's hand tighten around mine, a flicker of genuine pain crossing her face. She looked away, out at the blurred lights of the city.
"I hate that he's alone for this. I never wanted to be the reason he feels like he's losing everything. I still care about him, Miu. I always will."
"I know," I whispered. "And he cares about you. That's why this is going to hurt him the most."
Lena closed her eyes for a heartbeat, as if bracing herself.
"If he were there, he'd try to protect me from your father. He'd try to take the blame. But we can't let him do that. This isn't his burden to carry. We have to speak to your father alone, while the house is quiet."
I nodded, my chest tight. My father would be in his study. That was where he went when the world became too loud.
"What do we say to him, Lena? He thinks he's doing us a favor. He thinks London is a gift to help us recover."
Lena turned back to me, and the look in her eyes was so tender it almost hurt.
"We tell him that we aren't broken. That's the most important part, Miu. He thinks this is a crisis of stress. We have to show him it's a crisis of honesty. I'm going to tell him that I cannot marry Mak. Not because I'm tired, and not because I've had a momentary overwhelm, but because I have found something I can't walk away from."
"He's going to be so confused," I said, my heart hammering. "He respects you so much. He thinks you're the perfect partner for his son."
"And that's exactly why I have to be the one to tell him," Lena said firmly. "I owe him that respect. I owe him the truth, even if it breaks the version of the future he's spent years building for us."
She squeezed my hand, her gaze piercing. "Miu, he loves you. That is our greatest strength and our greatest hurdle. If we show him that we are certain... he can't fix something that isn't broken. We aren't going in there to ask for permission. We're going in there to show him who we are."
The car rolled up the gravel driveway, the crunch of the stones sounding like a countdown. The massive oak doors of the house were shut tight, and for once, the foyer was empty.
No Mak. No servants whispering in the corners. Just the heavy, silent weight of the estate.
"Ready?" she asked.
I looked at our joined hands, then up at her. "Ready."
We stepped out of the car and walked up the steps. The house felt different tonight, less like a home and more like a temple where we were about to offer up our old lives.
We bypassed the grand staircase and took the private back lift straight to the second floor.
When the doors opened, the long hallway was dim, except for the sliver of light spilling out from under the heavy mahogany door at the end.
My father's study.
Lena didn't hesitate. She led the way, her heels clicking softly on the carpet, until we were standing right in front of the door.
I could hear the muffled sound of a news broadcast playing inside, likely coverage of the Group's disrupted gala.
I reached for the handle, my hand trembling, but Lena stopped me. She took a breath, adjusted her blazer, and then looked at me one last time.
"Together," she whispered.
She knocked. Three times. Solid and clear.
"Come in," my father's voice called out, not angry, but sounding older than I had ever heard it.
The door groaned softly as it swung open. The room was dim, lit only by the glowing embers in the hearth and the flickering blue light of a muted news segment on the wall.
My father was standing by the window, his back to us, silhouetted against the sprawling, manicured dark of the estate gardens.
He looked smaller than usual, his shoulders slightly hunched under his silk robe.
At the sound of our entrance, he turned.
The relief on his face was instantaneous. A small, weary smile broke through his exhaustion, the smile of a father who had spent twenty-four hours imagining the worst.
"Miu," he breathed, his voice gravelly with emotion. "Lena. Thank God. I was beginning to think Mak's relaxation theory was just a brave face for something much worse."
He started to step toward us, his arms slightly open as if to welcome us back into the safety of the fold. But then, his movement faltered.
His eyes, sharp and practiced at reading the fine print of both blueprints and people, flickered downward.
He saw it. Our hands, fingers locked so tightly that my knuckles were white.
I felt the shift in the room. The relief vanished, replaced by a cold, sudden stillness.
His brow furrowed in genuine confusion, his head tilting slightly as he looked from our joined hands back up to our faces.
I watched the gears turn behind his eyes, the rejection of the impossible, the processing of the evidence, and then, finally, the click.
The puzzle pieces he hadn't even known he was holding snapped into place.
He didn't scream. He didn't demand we let go. Instead, he let out a long, shuddering sigh that seemed to deflate his entire chest.
He turned back toward his desk, leaning heavily on the table surface with both hands, his head bowing.
The silence was deafening. It was the silence of a man watching a city he'd built for thirty years suddenly shift its foundations.
After a long minute, he looked up. He didn't look at me; he looked at Lena. There was no malice in his gaze, only a profound, quiet sadness and a mountain of questions.
He didn't speak. He simply sat in his leather chair and gestured to the two seats across from him.
He was giving us the floor. He was waiting for the architecture of our truth to explain the ruin of his plans.
Lena didn't sit. She stepped forward, pulling me with her until we were standing directly in the light of his desk lamp.
"Sir," she began, her voice cracking once before she steadied it into something unbreakable.
"I know you wanted to save us. I know you thought London was the answer to a problem of stress. But we didn't come here to accept a sabbatical. We came here to tell you that the 'problem' isn't the project. And it isn't the company."
She squeezed my hand, and I found my voice, small but certain.
"Dad," I whispered. "Please don't try to fix this. Because for the first time in my life... I don't feel like I'm broken."
I watched Lena step fully into the amber glow of the desk lamp. She looked like a portrait of unyielding grace, her posture perfect, her expression holding that rare, fragile mix of professional gravitas and raw, human vulnerability.
She wasn't looking at my father as her boss anymore, but as the man who had become the closest thing she had to a real parent.
"Mr. Chairman," Lena began, her voice low and resonant, vibrating through the quiet of the study.
"I've spent the last few years being exactly who you needed me to be. I built the Group's legacy in steel, and I tried to build a life with Mak because I believed that stability was the same thing as happiness. I respected him....I do respect him. And I respect you."
She paused, her thumb tracing a slow, comforting line over my knuckles. I clung to her hand, my heart hammering against my ribs like a trapped bird.
"But I have been lying to you. And I have been lying to myself. For those two years with Mak before Miu returned, I truly thought I had found it. I thought I had found my home. Mak gave me the world. He was the perfect partner, and I loved the stability he brought to my life."
She took a deep breath, her grip on my hand tightening as if drawing strength from my skin.
"But deep down, in the quietest parts of myself, I always felt... a gap. Like a building with a missing cornerstone. I didn't have a name for it. I just thought that was what adulthood felt like, a constant, dull hum of something missing. I assumed everyone felt that way."
She turned her head slightly to look at me, and her expression was so raw it made my heart ache.
"And then," Lena continued, her voice dropping to a reverent whisper,
"Miu returned. I first saw her in that library. Call it a cliché, call it a lapse in logic, or love at first sight....I don't care. But the very second my eyes landed on her, the hum stopped. My heart didn't just beat, it recognized her. In one breath, I knew exactly what had been missing for those two years. It was her."
My breath hitched. I looked at her profile, the sharp line of her jaw softened by the light.
She was saying it. Out loud. To the man who held our entire world in his hands.
"Yesterday at the site..." Lena continued, her voice gaining a desperate, quiet edge.
"It wasn't a breakdown. It was the moment the walls I've spent my life building finally fell over. I realized that I couldn't walk down an aisle and promise a life to your son when my heart belongs to your daughter. I fought it for months, Sir."
My father didn't flinch. He sat perfectly still, his hands folded over a leather-bound folder on his desk.
He searched her face for a crack, a lie, a sign of hesitation.
He found nothing.
"I tried to convince myself she was just a distraction. But I was wrong. She wasn't the distraction. She was the reason I wanted to build something better in the first place." Lena added with a conviction full of certainty.
My father's eyes closed briefly, a slow, pained movement as if he were watching the perfect future he had envisioned for our family crumble into dust.
"Lena," he said, his voice surprisingly soft, "I have always admired your clarity. Your ability to see the structure of things long before the first stone is laid. Are you telling me you've seen this coming since that day in the library?"
"I've felt the weight of it every day since," Lena admitted.
My father finally shifted his gaze to me. The disappointment was there, heavy and cold, but beneath it was a profound, quiet sadness.
He looked at our joined hands, then back at Lena.
"You realize," he said, his voice sounding older than I had ever heard it, "that Mak has no idea. He is sitting in his penthouse right now, drinking himself into a stupor, believing he's protecting the woman he loves. He thinks you are his future, Lena. How do you intend to look him in the eye?"
Lena stood taller, her grip on my hand becoming unbreakable. "I don't want to hide behind you, Sir. And I won't let Miu carry my guilt. I'm going to go to his penthouse tonight. I'm going to tell him everything."
I squeezed her hand, my voice finally finding its strength. "Not alone," I whispered, looking my father in the eye. "I'm coming with you."
The silence that followed Lena's declaration was so heavy I could hear the rhythmic ticking of the grandfather clock in the corner. It sounded like a countdown to a world ending.
My father didn't look at Lena anymore. He turned his chair slowly, the leather creaking, until he was facing me directly.
He didn't look angry. I had seen him angry, that was loud and sharp.
This was worse. This was the look of a man who had reached for his favorite masterpiece only to find it was made of glass and had shattered in his hands.
"Miu," he said, my name sounding like a heavy weight on his tongue. "Come here."
I felt Lena's fingers twitch, a silent instinct to pull me back, but I let go of her hand.
I walked the three steps to his desk until I was standing right in front of him.
He reached out, his hand trembling slightly, and tucked a stray lock of hair behind my ear. It was the same gesture he'd used when I was six and had fallen off my bike.
"I sent you to London to give you the world," he whispered, his eyes searching mine. "I thought if I gave you space, you'd find your footing. I thought when you came back, you and Mak and Lena would be the three pillars of this family. I thought I was protecting you."
"I know, Papa," I said, my voice thick with unshed tears.
"Do you?" He withdrew his hand, his expression hardening into a mask of profound disappointment.
"Do you realize what you are doing to your brother? Mak has lived his life for this Group. He has lived his life to make me proud, and to make Lena happy. He isn't just your brother, Miu. He is your blood. And you are walking into his home to tell him that the two women he loves most in this world have been... a secret? Together?"
He stood up, leaning his palms on the mahogany desk, looming over me.
"I have spent thirty years building a name that meant something. I have protected you from every scandal, every rumor, every shadow. And now, you are choosing to be the shadow. You are choosing a path that will make you a stranger in your own city. People won't see the Vice President, Miu. They won't see the artist. They will only see the scandal."
He leaned closer, his voice dropping to a pained rasp. "Is she worth it? Is this... feeling... worth losing your brother? Worth losing the peace of this family? Because once you walk out of this door and go to that penthouse, there is no going back to the way things were. I can't fix a broken heart, Miu. Not even yours."
I looked at him, the man who had given me everything, yet understood nothing of who I actually was.
I felt a tear finally slip down my cheek, but I didn't wipe it away.
"You're right, Papa," I said, my voice steady despite the salt on my lips. "You can't fix this. Because for the first time, I'm not asking you to. You spent thirty years building a name, but you never asked me if I wanted to live inside it. You protected me from the shadows, but you didn't realize that I was lonely in the light you built for me."
I took a breath, glancing back at Lena, who was watching me with an expression of fierce, heartbreaking pride.
"I love Mak. It's going to kill me to see him cry tonight. But I would rather be a stranger in this city and have her, than be your perfect heir and spend the rest of my life pretending I'm not already a ghost. So yes. She is worth it. She is worth every bit of the ruin."
My father stared at me for a long beat. The silence was final. He didn't give a blessing. He didn't offer a hug.
He simply sat back down and turned his chair toward the window, looking out at the dark gardens once more.
"Go," he said, his voice cold and hollow. "Go to your brother. He's the one who has to pay for your truth now."
I turned to leave, my hand already finding the cold brass of the door handle, but I stopped.
I couldn't just walk out.
I looked back and saw him, the man who had always been a mountain in my life and for the first time, the mountain looked like it was crumbling.
He hadn't moved. He was staring at the space between Lena and me, his eyes glassy.
He looked like a man trying to hold two ends of a fraying rope, realizing that no matter how hard he pulled, one side was going to snap.
"Papa?" I whispered.
He didn't look up. "I spent my life making sure neither of you ever had to choose between family and the world," he said, his voice a hollow echo of the authority he usually carried.
"And now, I am the one who has to choose. If I help you, Miu... I am abandoning my son. If I comfort him... I am losing you."
He finally looked at me, and the raw conflict there was devastating.
He loved us equally. That was the curse.
To him, this wasn't just a scandal; it was the literal tearing apart of his soul. He was being asked to pick a favorite child in a war where everyone was going to bleed.
"How am I supposed to be a father to both of you after tonight?" he asked, his voice breaking.
"How do I look at Mak and tell him his sister is the reason his world ended? And how do I look at you and tell you that your happiness is the reason he's destroyed?"
The guilt hit me then, a physical blow to the stomach.
I saw the impossible position I had put him in.
I took one step back toward the desk, my voice trembling. "You don't have to choose a side, Papa. You just have to let us be human. Please... don't hate us for not being the pillars you wanted us to be."
He didn't answer. He simply reached out and picked up the framed photo on his desk, the one of the three of us at the foundation ceremony.
His thumb brushed over Mak's face, then mine. After a long, agonizing beat, he slowly turned the photo face down on the surface.
"Go," he whispered, the word sounding like a final prayer. "Just... go."
The sound of the door clicking shut behind us felt like a blade severing a limb.
I leaned against the hallway wall for a second, my lungs burning, until I felt Lena's arm wrap around my waist, steadying me.
"Miu," she breathed into my ear. "Breathe. Just breathe."
"He's broken, Lena," I choked out. "I just broke my father."
I felt her flinch. It was a small movement, but it was there, a sharp intake of breath as the reality of the last thirty minutes finally settled over her like ash.
Lena didn't answer me with words. Instead, she leaned her forehead against the back of my shoulder, her hands trembling where they held my waist.
"I did this," Lena whispered, her voice sounding small and hollow. "I didn't just take his Director, Miu. I didn't just take Mak's future life. I took his children. I've turned this house into a graveyard."
I turned in her arms, grabbing her shoulders. Her eyes were wide, brimming with a sudden, suffocating guilt.
She looked at the heavy door of the study as if she expected the ghosts of the Taechamongkalapiwat ancestors to come out and demand an explanation.
"Lena, look at me," I pleaded.
"He turned the photo over, Miu," she rasped, her gaze unfocused. "He couldn't even look at a memory of both of you. I promised to build his legacy, and instead, I've shattered his soul. How can you love me after this? How can I love myself?"
The weight of it was crushing her. She was used to calculating loads and stresses in concrete, but she hadn't calculated the sheer mass of a father's grief.
Before I could answer, a soft, familiar scent drifted through the hallway.
"Miu?"
I froze.
Standing at the end of the corridor, near the entrance to the west wing, was my mother.
She was wrapped in a pale silk robe, her face pale but her eyes remarkably clear. She had always been the quiet one, the one who navigated my father's storms by becoming the calm water beneath them.
She looked at me, then at Lena, and finally at our tangled hands.
She didn't look shocked.
She looked like someone who had been waiting for the other shoe to drop for a very long time.
"Mom," I breathed.
She walked toward us, her footsteps silent on the carpet. Lena immediately stepped back, her head bowing in a reflexive gesture of shame, her hands dropping to her sides.
She couldn't even look my mother in the eye.
"Lalina," my mother said softly, addressing Lena by her given name, something she only did when my father wasn't around.
Lena's jaw tightened. "I am so sorry. I never intended—"
"I know what you intended," my mother interrupted, her voice gentle but firm.
She reached out and took Lena's chin, forcing her to look up.
"You intended to be loyal. You intended to be perfect. You intended to kill yourself slowly so that everyone else could keep their peace. But Lena, a house built on a lie eventually collapses. Better it happens now while the ground is still soft enough to replant."
She turned to me, her eyes softening. "Your father is a man of structures, Miu. He doesn't know how to handle something that doesn't have a blueprint. He is hurting because he loves you both, and he doesn't know how to divide that love in a war."
"He told us to go," I whispered. "He turned the photo over, Mom."
My mother smiled sadly, a look of profound wisdom crossing her face. "He turned it over because it hurts to see what he's lost. But a photo is just paper. Your blood is still his blood."
She stepped between us, taking one of my hands and one of Lena's, and joining them together again.
"You are going to see Mak now?" she asked.
"We have to," Lena said, her voice regaining a sliver of its strength.
"Then listen to me," my mother said, leaning in. "Mak is not his father. He doesn't have a company to protect. He only has his heart. He is going to be angry. He is going to say things that are meant to cut you. But you must remember that his anger is just the skin of his grief."
She looked directly at Lena. "Don't hate yourself for choosing the truth, Lena. If you had married him, you would have turned our son into a man who lived with a ghost. That would have been a much greater sin than this."
She leaned in and kissed my forehead, then reached out and squeezed Lena's hand.
"Go. I will stay here and talk to your father. I have spent years teaching him how to breathe. I think I can teach him how to forgive."
As we walked back toward the lift, I looked back one last time.
My mother was standing outside the study door, her hand resting on the handle, a small, solitary figure prepared to face the mountain.
We walked out of the estate and into the car, the silence between us no longer sharp with guilt, but heavy with the task ahead.
"Mak's penthouse, Krit," I said.
The car moved. Lena sat close to me, her shoulder pressing against mine, her gaze fixed on the GPS on her phone.
"Miu?" she whispered as we crossed the bridge.
"Yeah?"
"Your mother... she knew. Didn't she?"
I looked at our joined hands. "Moms always know when their children are ghosts, Lena. She was just waiting for us to haunt the house."
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Note:
We still have a long way to go before this story will come to a halt.
Next up, I hope you guys will understand Mak's frustration and decision. I don't want to see any slander against Mak!!
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