"God, I'm so glad you ditched that date, Tae," Jungkook mumbled before once again kissing my lips.

I giggled, nodding my head as I pressed my body even further against his.

He nibbled on my lower lip, pulling on it slightly, making me release a soft moan.

I pulled away, my face bright red at my action. "Oh God, um..." I tried to scramble off his lap, only for his hands to grip my waist.

"Tae, baby, listen..." Jungkook pressed his forehead against mine, pecking my nose gently before doing so. "Don't be embarrassed, because that was the cutest fucking thing I have ever experienced. Well, except maybe Yeontan."

We both chuckled, nodding. "Tannie is pretty damn adorable."

I readjusted myself on his lap, accidentally leaning against the steering wheel. We both jumped when the horn blared in the quiet streets of the city.

"Holy shit balls," I shouted, covering my tomato red face with my hands.

Jungkook burst out laughing, burying his face in my chest. I couldn't help but laugh along with his contagious laughter as I climbed off his lap.

"Well, that ruined the mood, didn't it?" I chuckled, watching Jungkook nod with a sigh.

"It was great while it lasted." Jungkook said, brushing his long hair out of his face. "Can I be honest with you, Taehyung?" He asked softly, turning to look at me.

I sighed, nodding.

"When you never scheduled another appointment... it hurt. I-I kept going through every moment we shared, trying to figure out what I did wrong. I couldn't find any, so I was kind of wanting to know... what happened?"

Oh God. The dreaded question.

I took in a shaky breath, clenching my hands into fists, and then releasing the breath, along with the tension in my hands. I turned to look at him straight in the eyes. "Honestly? I was terrified. A-And it's not a good excuse, I know that...." His gaze was too much for me, so I looked down at my lap as I fiddled with the hem of my top. "Every time I ever got close to someone, something bad happened that ended up with the person getting hurt or them never speaking to me again. I just wanted to avoid the same happening to you."

"I don't quite understand what you're saying," Jungkook whispered gently.

"I-I-I... I really really liked you and I didn't want to screw anything up between us and so I panicked. Although... that only meant me not seeing you for six months." I admitted.

Jungkook chuckled softly. "Those six months were brutal. But, hey... Don't leave me again, please?"

A genuine smile grew on my lips as I nodded eagerly. "As long as you help me with Tan, you've got yourself a promise." I extended my pinky finger to him, watching as his tattooed pinky interlocked with mine. He leaned forward, pressing his lips on the seal, before giving me a nod of his head.

"You are now stuck with me forever," Jungkook giggled, making me laugh alongside him.

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Lol this chapter sucks y'all I'm sowey