Fat

Fatter 

Fattest

I'm ashamed

And embarrassed 

Of my ugly self

I'm wondering why the mirror

Doesn't shatter 

When it sees me 

I was afraid of doctors

And seeing people

That would try to help me 

And when I was hospitalised 

They didn't help anything 

It has just become worse

Because now I live in a constant fear

Of myself and gaining weight 

Because of a voice named 

Anorexia 

I'm going back to the start

Where I began

The burden of weight

Once again on my shoulders

Too heavy to carry

Too hard to lose

Anorexia's voices become louder and louder

Day by day 

And I start to lose weight

Again